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[Podfic] Memories serve as our sole companions by spicysuga
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
12 Oct 2025
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Oh.
Two place-settings. One person. Cancelling all of his appointments.
The tears.
"It’s… It’s her birthday today,” Aventurine says, in a tiny voice, holding the bracelet up to the light.
Veritas feels something reach inside his chest and twist. “Your sister.”
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[Podfic] do koi fish dream of electric sheep by spicysuga
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
11 Jul 2025
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"I cannot help but be glad that you have the capacity for thought," Ratio murmurs. "Because loving you, and being loved by you, is a privilege I could not imagine giving up willingly."
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Aventurine's brief time in the Horizon of Nihility turns out to have chronic consequences.
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“A spar?” Mydei repeats Phainon’s request with the suggestion of a scoff in his voice, though he is already flexing his fingers in his gauntlets, checking that they’re secure. The metal clinks quietly from the motion, and Phainon just smiles. “For how long, Deliverer? Some of us have things to do.”
“To first blood,” Phainon says, so readily that he must have had his answer prepared. And then the edge of his smile quirks to smugness, in the way makes Mydei’s hands itch to do something about it. “Try not to let it end too quickly, will you?”
Mydei’s eyes narrow at him, but he still turns and begins to stride towards the Okhema sparring grounds. He can practically hear the delighted grin in the way Phainon’s footsteps follow right at his heels. “Fine,” he says over his shoulder. It’s a challenge, then - pain is negligible before the path to victory, and Mydei has no qualms in bleeding so long as he can repay the strike, but Phainon is asking the opposite of him. “You do the same.”
[A request. A spar. A dance. A kiss.]
[It cannot - will not - be a goodbye.]
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[Podfic] as you fall from grace the only words you say are by spicysuga
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
01 Jul 2025
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A late night conversation, and a lullaby.
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[Podfic] Cold read of Probabilities of Failure by SkySpider by spicysuga
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
17 Jan 2025
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"Cyno said that you'd placed yourself in the position most likely to risk direct harm in your plan, and that he still doesn't know how you pulled it off without sustaining any major injuries to yourself."
Alhaitham exhaled shakily, not bothering to raise his eyes to look at Kaveh; he didn't need to, because he could feel Kaveh's gaze boring into him all the same. "And?"
"And how many iterations of reality would that result in, Haitham?" Kaveh asked slowly, enunciating every word with clear intent, his grip tightening even further around Alhaitham's shoulder. "How many possible outcomes where I'd return home to the joyful celebration of the successful liberation of our Archon, and an empty house?"
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Reminiscent of this lingering fragrance of warmth by Anonymous_Cupcake
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
16 Apr 2024
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Like everything in life, the worst case scenario is never fully prepared for.
His own sadness is cut short when Ratio is calling not even a few minutes after the broadcast was made. He immediately picks up, hearing a choked sob on the other end. "Ratio?"
"Aven—" His name is cut off with a staggering gasp and Aventurine can already pick up on the signs of a panic attack. "Can't breathe… I… I feel…"
Aventurine's about to say "It's ok." but stops himself fairly quickly. It's not ok. Instead he asks "Where are you?"
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30 Jun 2026
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Is This What Love Is? by Anonymous_Cupcake
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
23 Apr 2024
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He had been reading on the couch only for Aventurine to decide he wanted the couch instead and practically manhandled the doctor onto his lap. And normally Ratio would complain or not allow Aventurine to even get so far, but something about the gentle way Aventurine had placed him down made his heart race.
So now Ratio is lying on top of Aventurine, using the gambler's chest to rest his book as he pretends to read with Aventurine looking down at him.
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29 Jun 2026
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Ratio isn’t one for canceling their dates, so what could have triggered him doing so tonight?
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Ratio copes with the death of a student, and Aventurine helps comfort him.
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- Part 2 of RJD’s RatPiss collection
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21 Jun 2026
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Ratio only meant to help him recover. Staying was never part of the plan.
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Slow-burn Ratiorine
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- Part 1 of Submerus Series
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08 Jun 2026
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“Like what you see?” He laughs, teases.
“Yes.” The admission is barely even a whisper, meeting the air between the two of them– Aeons, Veritas is only an inch away at this point– and lingering there. Aventurine can hear his heartbeat in his ears and his breathing is suddenly far louder than it needs to be. He can’t help himself. He glances down at those plush lips before lifting them back up to those sunset eyes that seem much more intense than they were just a second ago.
Aventurine invites Veritas over for some drinks. It turns out that the wine he bought was even more potent to Veritas’ species than his own however. He has no complaints.
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03 Jun 2026