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    He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.

    He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.

    Shane is making space for Ilya.

     

    (or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)

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    28 May 2026

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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    25 May 2026

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    When Sarah was four years old, she went through a phase of begging him to look under her bed every night. There were monsters, she'd tell him, and he was the only one who could frighten them away.

    The monster Ellie's afraid of isn't under her bed and he doesn't know how to make this one go away.

    (ellie's first winter living in jackson is hard.)

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    15 May 2026

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    “She’s cold, Joel.” It’s the first thing Tess says about the kid that isn’t practical, isn’t about the job. It’s quiet, too quiet for the kid to hear since she’s wandered a bit away and found herself a spot to sit down, out of the rain still dripping from the roof. “She’s just a fucking little girl and she’s cold.”

    He stops trying to argue they should keep moving.

    Or: Joel doesn't like Ellie being cold.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    “Careful out there today kid,” he’d said seriously, “patrol yesterday came back pretty roughed up. I guess there’s been more hordes moving in from the city.”

    She’d laughed, shoving him playfully with a, “c’mon old man! If I was as scared of infected as you are, I’d never leave the house!”

    The look on his face had made her stop laughing, mostly because she knows why Joel is so afraid of infected. It’s not for his own safety.

    “I’ll be safe. I promise.”

    That seemed to put him at ease. Too bad she’s a huge fucking liar.

     

    (Ellie risks her life on patrol to save a stranded kid)

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    14 Mar 2026

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