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“I know it’s hard. It’s so hard, I know, I’m sorry,” Jack tells him, soaping the inside bend of his knee, making sure not to miss a single bit of him. “I’m so sorry. But I’ve got you.”
Robby’s eyes flutter back open, tears clumping his lashes together. Jack sets the sponge aside for a moment, rinsing his hands so he can take Robby’s face between his palms, sweeping his thumbs beneath his eyes. He clears away his tears, leans in, presses a kiss so softly to his downturned mouth, his wet-sparkling beard.
“I love you,” Jack promises him, their lips brushing as he speaks. “I love you, I love you. You’re going to be okay.”
or: robby has a bad day and reaches his breaking point. jack steps in and takes care of him when he gets home.
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14 Jul 2026
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“That’s it,” Jack tells him. “Wanna roll your hips for me? Grind down on it, I bet it’ll feel amazing.”
Jack could say anything and add for me? at the end, and Robby would be acting without a thought, doing whatever he asked. He doesn’t care if he gets teased; he even thinks it’s amusing when he gets called whipped or leashed or that he’s Jack’s good dog, because when he hears it from Jack, it’s so good that he can’t imagine it ever being bad. Even if it does make him go red and feel an urgent need to leave the room when he hears too many comments in that vein.
It’s not a hardship to do as Jack asks, really. He never asks what he thinks Robby can’t, doesn’t want to, or shouldn’t give, and this—
This is something he can give, he wants to give, he should give, especially and only to Jack, and he grinds down as told, a slow roll onto the vibrator that’s been plugged in him for over half a day.
for day three of the pitt kinktober: vibrator.
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- Part 2 of pittober 2025
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13 Jul 2026
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Yom Kippur fell on a Thursday, not quite a month after what was arguably the third-worst day of Robby's life.
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11 Jul 2026
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“Jack,” she answered, nodding toward the window in Robby’s view. “He’s one of the most in-demand Doms here.”
Robby turned his full attention back to the room, shaking his head minutely at a creeping awareness as he took another look at the Dom’s build, his salt-and-pepper curls. The freckles dotting his fair skin. It wasn’t possible—
Then the Dom shifted his position, and Robby let out a shocked noise that attracted the attention of the others in his vicinity. The Dom in the play room—with his perfect composure and steady command—was Jack.
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09 Jul 2026
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My collection of Pitt smut. Mostly Rabbot. Fics take place roughly in chronological order, but are self contained
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08 Jul 2026
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“I want you so worked up and desperate that you’ll be begging for relief when you get home.”
Despite what had happened between them, how much they had done together, Abbot could still make him blush bright red.
“I’m not a begging kind of man.”
“We’ll see about that.”
Abbot kissed him on the cheek.
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OR:Robby learns that he is, indeed, a begging kind of man.
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- Part 2 of Pitt Smut
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08 Jul 2026
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“I love you so fucking much,” Robby murmurs, like he’s desperate for Jack to know it. As if he doesn’t already. As if Robby needs to say it.
As if Jack doesn’t see it in every look where his eyes soften or his shoulders slump at the sight of him, as if he can’t feel the way Robby relaxes when any single part of them is touching, as if he doesn’t know the holy feeling of getting Robby to make eye contact with him during sex.
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08 Jul 2026
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03 Jul 2026
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“This is fucking ridiculous,” Robby grumbled while he fumbled to straighten his tie. “Of all the admin bullshit they put us through, this may be the most demeaning.”
Jack bit back a laugh and knocked Robby’s hands away. “You’re making it worse,” he said and fixed the lopsided bow tie, patting his palm over the silken fabric when he was satisfied. “There. Don’t touch.”
Stepping back, he made an obvious show of looking Robby up and down, from his neatly brushed hair and trimmed beard to his newly shined dress shoes. “They’ll drop top dollars for you,” Jack said, teasingly, hoping his face didn’t expose his genuine appreciation for just how good Robby looked in the bespoke tuxedo.
“Ridiculous,” Robby muttered. “Hospital administration is parading department chiefs on stage like we’re contestants in a reality show.”
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Robby begrudgingly participates in a PTMC charity auction.
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27 Jun 2026
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Robby was 14 when he got his first soul-injury, a mysterious black eye appearing with no punch. Jack was born with a scar on the bottom of his foot.
It only takes them 30 years.
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26 Jun 2026
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Robby turns into him. “I want to have sex, too. I want you to fuck me.”
There’s a sudden and insistent buzzing in Jack’s mind. He remembers the stupid anecdote about how they’re the bees that protect the hive. A little over a month ago, Robby was contemplating leaving it all behind. Now he’s in Jack’s arms, wanting things. Wanting him.
Robby touches Jack’s face. The older man is post-coital in his bed, talking about sex, like they just didn’t experience a mind-blowing orgasm, and a hand job together. Robby is also a greedy little shit. Maybe his libido or threshold is high. He loves it. Jack’s vision whites out. He’s going to have to rise to the occasion to please him.
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22 Jun 2026
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It's eight months since Pittfest, and Jack has been talked into being on call for day shift, by the sneakiest, and most unscrupulous argument Gloria could have made.
It's for Robby.
Naturally, that means Jack caves instantly.
So after his shift, Jack heads for the on-call room to catch a nap, only to find Robby there, killing time and pissed off over being forced to use some of his long overdue PTO. As Jack banters with his best friend, trying to maintain the illusion that friendship was all he felt, Robby says something that could change everything.
Before Jack can say a word, Robby bolts, and Jack is left reeling.
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- Part 1 of Do You Like It?
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21 Jun 2026
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After Robby finishes flossing and pulls out his bottle of mouthwash, he looks through the glass once more, then pauses for a beat when he notices Jack is watching him. Robby's lips quirk before he flicks his gaze away and focuses on rinsing his mouth, trying to lose his thoughts in the sharp minty flavor. It doesn't work. Every so often, he risks another peek, sees Jack studying him unblinkingly, then glances away again. His cheeks heat, at odds with the comfortable chill on his own bare chest. But though he keeps waiting for Jack to tease him about looking like a chipmunk with his puffed-out cheeks, he doesn't say a word. When he finally spits the mouthwash out, Robby takes a deep breath, glances again, then huffs out a chuckle. Jack is, in fact, still focused on him. And he's smiling. "Got something to say?" Robby asks.
Jack shrugs. "Oh, don't mind me." His gaze travels slowly, slowly down Robby's body, the kind of glacial pace that sends a shiver rippling through his veins. "Just enjoying the view."
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16 Jun 2026
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Pining over someone at his age should feel pathetic, but Robby's never been one to let go of things easily.
Jack Abbot is one of those things, maybe the most important thing. But there's always an odd feeling like their time together slips past his fingers, and he has no idea how to make him stay, even when he thinks he has him.
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15 Jun 2026
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The next fifteen hours
(now complete!)
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02 Jun 2026
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Dana was already explaining: "Mohan was asking if this guy's single," she said, hooking a thumb Jack's way.
Robby lit up like he'd just gotten a gift, turning bemused eyes his way. "Oh, was she," he drawled, enjoying this.
Dana made an indulgent noise. "Apparently she's very taken with our dear Dr. Abbot and wondered if the feeling is mutual." They both looked to Jack then, Dana long-suffering, Robby delighted.
Fuck Jack's life, honestly.
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28 May 2026
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"You tell him to take the lonely new guy out, you tell me to take the lonely workaholic out, so neither of us can refuse because we're doing it for someone else. A perfect snare."
Adamson's expression warmed even further, like he was fighting off a smile, a battle he didn't mind losing. "What a way to look at it."
Jack grinned at the non-denial denial. "Sure, Dr. Adamson. I'll show your protégé a good time."
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27 May 2026
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"So hot," the other woman agreed, shooting a quick glance out at Jack. "Those arms. Have mercy."
Robby hid a smile. Jack was gonna love hearing about this.
Her friend made an agreeing sort of noise. "Yeah, but I'm gonna be so real with you: the leg kinda freaks me out."
And Robby froze, a ripple of offense sweeping him.
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26 May 2026
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Robby finally piped up: "Kind of a shame, though. Guy seemed like your type."
Jack felt himself wanting to bristle, quickly controlling it. Because what the fuck. They'd been entirely wrapped up in each other in the year since Pittfest, Robby finally going to therapy, letting them get more serious than the fuckbuddy deal they'd had going before that. Jack had thought things were going well. "I have a type?" he challenged, raising his eyebrows.
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25 May 2026
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Jack looked from the intern picture to Robby again, rubbing a tired hand over his eyes. "Jesus, this is like a recipe." He gestured between the picture and Robby, young and old. "It's like twink plus seasoning equals daddy. Fuck," he said, a kind of helpless note to it. Then he walked out, like he hadn't just dropped a bomb on Robby's head.
What did that mean?
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22 May 2026