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    “You really kissed Chim?” Buck asks, sad puppy eyes out in full force as he stares at Eddie. “Chim?

    Eddie sighs.

    “Look, Buck, it isn’t a big deal, alright?” Eddie tries to convince him. But if the look on Buck’s face is anything to go by, he’s not having much luck. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about it. I didn’t think you’d care, that’s all.”

    Buck flushes.

    “I don’t care,” Buck insists, and Eddie’s heart sinks. Well then. “I don’t. Everything is totally fine. You kissed Chim, so what?”

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    (A dare gone awry results in Eddie kissing Chim. Buck finds out.)

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    15 Jun 2026

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    “It just—when we were at the club. You made it seem like maybe, there’s a reason you’re not dating… women.”

    Eddie freezes. Ravi had said it the other night, but Eddie had not been expecting him to so boldly repeat it after the previous unfavorable reaction.

    “And—I—I know that sometimes reasons for not dating women can be… um, you know, hard to process. Alone.”

    Oh good lord, he’s really going there.

    OR: 9x07 Secrets (Eddie and Ravi's version)

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    15 Jun 2026

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    “He—He had a nightmare,” Buck says. Eddie can tell he’s tugging at his hair. “He was asleep for barely an hour, and now he won’t stop crying. The thunder scares him.”

    Before Eddie can ever answer, Theo’s cries interrupt him. His voice wails out a sad, “EDDIE!”

    Eddie pauses. “Did he just say my name?”

    On the other line, Buck’s breath hitches. Eddie pulls the comforter off himself, already springing into action to find his shoes and car keys.

    Still, Buck doesn’t reply. Theo’s sobs are even more earsplitting through the phone. “I want EDDIE!”

    “He’s—” Buck sucks in a breath. “He’s asking for you.”

    OR: Theo can’t sleep because of the storm. Buck calls Eddie and Christopher for their help.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    two years in the future.

    christopher, theo, and their shared grief.

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    15 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    "I would know if I was on a date."

    Buck raises his eyebrow. He always does it when he's feeling particularly cocky. "Are you sure?"

    "What's that meant to mean?"

    "It means people hit on you, or ask you out, all the time, and you're oblivious to it."

    or: five times a man tries to ask out an oblivious Eddie Diaz, and one time someone succeeds.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Buck blushed. “I just mean..! Most guys when they see me, they think, ohh big bulky guy, he must be into manhandling smaller dudes and that’s just not it, you know?” He paused for a moment, checking Eddie’s reaction but he stayed still, so he continued, “I guess it’s my fault, maybe I’m too heavy, I don’t think I’ll find a guy who can mess me around any time soon.”

    Eddie blinked, there was this line that he painted in his mind that strictly distinguished between the friendship he carefully cradled with Buck and the primal hunger he suddenly had to fuck Buck across the kitchen table. The alcohol had loosened both of their tongues, and neither of them even had too much of it. However now, Eddie was itching toward that line, and before he knew it, he was already crossing it and reaching towards that inner desire.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Eddie’s terrified. The weight lodged in his chest has shifted to complete and utter panic. His skin is hot. His eyes are burning. There was once a time when he’d say, I do not panic, but even that was a lie. Eddie panics a lot, actually. But he’s been taught how to manage it, how to make himself Jello, how to bring himself back to reality.

    But this reality is what’s panic-inducing, and he can’t Jello himself out of this one.

    Because he’s not scared for himself. Eddie’s killed men before. More than four at a time. Eddie’s, objectively, been in worse situations than this. Eddie’s been shot and stabbed and buried.

    But he’s never been in a situation like this, with a four-year-old who means the world to him, a four-year-old who’s Buck’s son.

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    Or - Eddie takes Theo to the mall. The trip does NOT go as planned, when robbers infiltrate and they’re forced into a hostage situation.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    “Please, pl-please, Eddie. ‘M so horny, please just fuck me already.”

    Eddie’s hands grip his hips harshly, a rough groan leaving his lips as he begins to rut against Buck’s cunt, aborted motions following Buck’s desperate ones. Eddie’s hard and warm against his cunt, pressing into his sopping folds through his shorts and Buck’s ruined boxers. “Dios,” Eddie rasps, a hand leaving Buck’s hip to grab the back of his neck and drag him down as best he can with Buck’s belly in the way, capturing his lips in a bruising kiss. Buck mewls into it, the press and slip of their lips lighting him ablaze. It makes the arousal simmering in his blood boil over, a rough, weak sound spilling against Eddie’s lips as he cums just from a bit of rutting and a kiss.

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    or; buck's nine months pregnant and hasn't had sex since this baby was conceived, he's a bit pent up. eddie's happy to help with that.

    (knockbuckup2025 day 5: pregnant Buck riding Eddie)

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    14 Jun 2026

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    “Buck told you we were divorced?” Eddie practically spits out, his lips doing a weird thing as if he doesn't know if he should laugh, cry, or curse her out.

    “No! Well— I kinda assumed? I mean— It was implicit?” She tries to defend herself. “I didn't mean to sleep with your husband! I swear! I would never— That's just not the kind of person I am, y’know?”

    Eddie, for the first time since Jules’ met him five minutes ago, seems flustered and at a loss for words. Jules, like the coward she is, takes that as her cue to get the hell out of there, slamming the door behind her and just starting to walk until she's far away from that house.

    or:
    Buck's one night stand is a genius, actually, and she has no idea what she just unleashed.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “All these years, I tried to,” she says, pausing to inhale. “Set you up, and I didn’t know.”

    Eddie’s stomach turns. His eyes are on the road like someone’s glued them open—he’s not blinking, and he grips the wheel a little tighter. “Didn’t, uh. Didn’t know what?”

    Aye, mi Mundo. That your heart already belonged to someone.”

    ...or, Eddie stops running.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “Listen, Eddie,” Buck's voice is small, and his head is dipped in submission, eyes locked on Eddie through his lashes. It's maddening to watch. “About last night… I'm really–”

    Eddie has closed the space between them before he even fully realises, and then Buck's face is in his hands and he's kissing the stupid apology right out of his mouth.

     

    (aka - an 8x17 coda where seeing buck slot back into the diaz family Does Something™ to eddie)

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Buck drops to his knees on the harsh, unforgiving tile of the kitchen floor, and he prays that Eddie follows him into that dark, depraved abyss.

    “Fuck,” Eddie mutters, hand still firmly planted on Buck’s shoulder. His other hand drops to Buck’s other shoulder, fingers digging in tightly, white-knuckled and clinging. Buck blinks up at him, slow and dreamy, chest heaving and mouth dropped open. His face is flushed red, open and vulnerable, and he tries to convey everything with just his eyes: tell me to stop. Tell me I’m making a fool of myself. Tell me to get up and I’ll listen.

    Eddie’s expression screws up, eyes squeezing shut, and he frantically nods, encouraging Buck with a two-handed squeeze.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Buck wants to make everything better. Eddie gives him a little bit of what he needs.

    Or: the 8x17 kitchen fight, but hornier.

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    13 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 56

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    It's only when Eddie's touching Buck that he feels alive again.

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    Buck can’t tell if Eddie is asleep on the couch. He’s tempted to go look, to see if he can find the catlike gleam of Eddie’s eyes in the shadows and know he’s not the only one still reeling—not just from Bobby’s death, but from that argument in the kitchen. Buck knows what he would have done in the past, were Eddie alone in his grief. Were it not Bobby who had died but someone Buck only tangentially knew, or hardly knew at all. He’d have cracked the shell Eddie always builds around himself, made Eddie talk about his feelings. Demanded to be let in and allowed to carry some of the load.

    But they’re still standing at opposite ends of this damn tunnel. He doesn’t know how to meet in the middle, where the dark is thick with things they can’t say.

    There’s a shift from the couch, a creak of leather. Then silence.

    Buck steps into his bedroom but leaves the door cracked open, as he’s taken to doing since Eddie came back from El Paso. It’s an unspoken invitation he doesn’t actually expect Eddie to take. Before, because that’s not what they do. Now, because Buck can’t be what Eddie needs him to be right now.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    The gentle knock on his front door surprises Eddie, although it probably shouldn’t have. There’s only one person who would be showing up unannounced at this hour, though even after all these weeks Eddie still somehow expected Buck to just barge in.

    That’s how he showed up in Eddie’s life the first time at least – knocked down all of Eddie’s walls and made himself at home without a second thought. Or maybe it was subtler than that – Buck oozing through all the cracks in Eddie’s defenses until he took up so much space that it left Eddie hollowed out and unsteady when he ripped himself back out.

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    Buck comes over to Eddie's after the rage room, after Eddie's fight in 3x05. They don't talk about the lawsuit (or much at all).

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Buck returns to work after his heat leave and both of them have some adjusting to do while separated as Eddie prepares to start his new job. However, reunions are meant to be savored, and Eddie has a surprise for Buck after his trying shift.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Over their first meal together, Eddie’s new mate confesses that his beta girlfriend was supposed to spend his heat with him and has ghosted him. Offended, Eddie takes steps to ensure his mate understands he’ll never leave him and convince Buck to move in.

    If he also maybe leaves Abby’s bed a scent pile mess of his and Buck’s coupling, then that’s just a warning to her to back off—Buck’s Eddie’s now and he’ll treat him right. May Abby never sleep again in those sheets without knowing exactly how good Eddie is taking care of his omega.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “It’s fine. You busy?”

    Which was how Buck found himself waiting outside Eddie’s door with a jittery bounce in his step and a sense of delirious déjà vu of another time when he’d called up Eddie in the middle of the night feeling lonely.

    The warm light of the inside of Eddie’s place basked around him like a halo and made him fuzzy around the edges as he opened the door. Warm and dreamlike that seeped into Buck’s muscles and made him relax for just a second.

    “Hey—” Was all Eddie could get out before Buck was crossing the threshold and searing his lips against Eddie’s in a desperate kiss.

     
    Follow Up to "No Strings Attached"

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    13 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 59

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    After leaving Bobby and Athena's place, Buck ends up at Eddie's instead.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Question.

    Was he losing his damn mind?

    So, straight best friend? No more.

    He kept repeating Eddie was straight like a mantra, a reminder that he could not have what he wanted and therefore he shouldn’t ever talk or express his feelings to Eddie because he was not going to ruin their friendship and be the stereotype of the queer guy that falls in love with a straight man. No, he refused.

    But now, he was in love with a gay man.

    Eddie was gay.

    The man he loved was into men, single, sleeping on the same bed as him every day they weren’t on shift, and humping his ass every night while asleep.

     

    Or, Buck and Eddie start sharing the bed while Buck finds a new place after the Díaz come back from Texas. Eddie also starts cuddling Buck and humping his ass in his sleep, but Buck has no complaints.

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    12 Jun 2026

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