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    "What— what do you see?"

    "I see," Eddie says, measured, careful, "someone who looks like he wanted somebody to see him like that."

    Buck's whole body goes hot.

    "And I'm trying to decide," Eddie continues, slower now, his breath heavier, "whether I'm allowed to be that somebody."

    The hand on Buck's thigh has migrated upward. He notices it three seconds after it happens, his palm now resting flat against his own stomach where his shirt has rucked up, fingers splayed across the skin. The touch of his own hand on his own body in this context is sending a current up his spine that he is, evidently, helpless to stop.

    "Eddie." Buck's voice cracks. "Are you— are you jerking off to my photo?"

    The pause is brief but loaded, and when Eddie answers it’s barely recognizable, every word landing somewhere in the south of Buck's body with a measurable physical impact.

    "You send me a picture like that, Buck. What am I supposed to do?"

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    Buck wins a boudoir photoshoot giveaway. Eddie reaps the benefits.

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    Buck accidentally sends his nudes to Eddie.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    "That is. Okay. Where do I start." Pushing off the counter — hands need to be free for this. "Number one. That is not how being secure in your sexuality works. Number two. That is the opposite of how it works. Number three. Most straight men who are secure in their sexuality do not, as a method of confirming this, seek out gay sex. That is— Eddie, that is gay. The thing you are describing is gay. The act of doing it is gay. There is no version of this where you end up more straight at the other end."

    Eddie scoffs. "You don't know that."

    "I do know that."

    "You don't."

    "Eddie, I am bi. I have personally conducted this experiment. The results are in."

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    Eddie asks Buck to fuck him to prove he's straight. Things go about as well as you'd think.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Captain Buckley, who is steady, who has his shit together, who definitely does not recognize his new probie because he spent a night eight years ago with his hands in that man's hair whispering things against his skin that would get him fired on the spot if anyone in this building ever found out.

    "You must be Eddie Diaz." His hand goes out. Not shaking, by some miracle that deserves its own cathedral, its own patron saint, the patron saint of men who are dying inside and shaking hands about it. "Welcome to the 118. It’s nice to meet you, I’m Captain Buckley."

    Eddie takes his hand. A firm grip, calloused in places Buck doesn't remember, but Buck's skin recognizes him anyway, every nerve, all at once.

    "Captain." Eddie's voice is level, pleasant, perfectly neutral, and Buck would buy it completely if he couldn't see the tension bolted into Eddie's shoulders. "Thanks for having me." A beat. "You got a first name, Captain Buckley?"

    "Evan. But most people just call me Buck."

    "Buck," Eddie repeats, tasting it, dragging it out, and Buck's stomach drops through the floor. "Suits you."

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    12 Jun 2026

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    “But… you’re straight.”

    Eddie snorts, taking a sip of his beer. “I am well aware of that, Buck.”

    “So why do you want to take me on dates?” Buck asks incredulously. “Won’t that make you uncomfortable?”

    That makes Eddie sit up straighter, a frown playing on his lips. “I already told you that you being into men changes nothing between us. I meant that.”

    “Okay, fine, great. That doesn’t mean you have to start buying me romantic dinners.”

    “I don’t have to do anything,” Eddie points out. “I want to. At the very least so that you understand what romance really looks like and don’t settle for a dickwad like Tommy ever again.”

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    OR: After his breakup with Tommy, Buck tells Eddie all the ‘romantic’ things Tommy did for him. Eddie is not impressed and takes matters into his own hands.

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    AKA: The Buddie Romcom Fic

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Chimney: You're not helping his gay allegations.

    Buck: tf have i done???
    also it's just you thinking that

    Chimney: We both know that's not true.

    Buck: ok well you're all wrong

    Chimney: Probably. Probably not.

    Buck: why do you, as a self proclaimed straight man, have gaydar

    Chimney: You've got a point.

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    05 Jun 2026