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    Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"

    Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.

    Not hurt. Alive.

    “Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”

    --

    or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.

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    29 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Every time I reread this story I carry it around with me for a few days, just sort of mulling it over
    I just want Ilya to be surrounded by people who he can be gentle with, who make him feel safe

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    26 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This series bravely addresses two of my favorite questions:
    1. Will Shane & Ilya always find their way to each other in every universe? (duh, always)
    2. What happens if every single character you know is queer and in love? (sunshine and rainbows and joy)

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

    --

    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    26 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This story (and the equally incredible part 2, with it's truly heroic number of manips) reminded me that I need to spend more time thinking about Skip because Scott Hunter really is That Guy. It also made me so deeply said for canon Shane & Ilya getting outed against their will - getting to watch them do it on their own terms was so healing and lovely.

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    Sherlock is a top eventing rider currently training at Baker Farms. John is the new groom who's been told to steer clear of the surly rider and his horses.

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    26 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Nothing takes me back to my horse girl roots quite like a delightful equestrian au. The scent memories this story conjured up in me were so nostalgic.

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    09 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ilya is so compellingly pathetic in this and I am a huge fan

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    “What are you doing here?"

    He’s thankful his voice doesn’t shake, but he’s trembling. And he knows Ilya notices. Even all these years later, he’s sure he can still read Shane like a fucking book.

    Ilya’s smile softens and he points to the ice, where the player whose eyes had brought Shane back to Before lines up with the other boys.

    “My son."

    Ilya never goes to the cottage. Nearly two decades later, they meet again.

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    27 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Something something in every universe

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    25 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So delicious, but also really sweet and thoughtful characterization

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    Bucky is still adjusting to life with the Avengers, and Steve is willing to do whatever it takes to make him feel comfortable. Increasingly, though, what seems to make him comfortable is strangely intimate.

    Surprise, Steve! You're a gentle dom and Bucky wants to be your pretty pet!

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    17 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I love that Bucky still has teeth when Steve is doming some bullshit, but absolutely melts into a puddle the second Steve gets properly on board, it's so sweet

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    Seven years out from the war, Harry learns the hard truth of old history: it’s never quite as far behind you as you thought.

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    16 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "The list, titled “Things Harry Enjoys,” spans two pages, though there’s a drawing on the left page that’s taking up a significant amount of space."

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    “Should call you the Ottawa Puppies,” says the Toronto centre, Svensson. As an insult it makes no sense, so Ilya ignores it, until he continues, “Hear Hollander keeps you on a short leash.”

    Ilya is the captain, so if anything, he should be holding the leash. In English, you can be singular or plural, but he knows what Svensson is trying to say. He is saying Ilya Rozanov, you are Hollander’s bitch.

    “Only sometimes,” Ilya replies, grinning. He wins the face off.

    OR: Ilya trains himself to be a very, very good guard dog for Shane.

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    • Part 1 of Dog
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    06 Jan 2026

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    This has me thinking soooo many thoughts

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    Eddie survives, but his entire life is locked away in the Upside Down forever (his books, his DnD stuff, his guitar.) Everything that wasn't on Eddie when Steve carried him into the ER, gone.

    So naturally Steve starts giving him things. Handing Eddie back those little outward markers of who he is.

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    24 Mar 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Just the softest

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    A/B/O AU. The remaining Wolves save and collect traumatized Cat omegas.

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    27 Jan 2025

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    Geralt was never supposed to survive the Trials. A submissive witcher was an abomination, an insult to the order of the world. He can never let anyone know his nature, can never accept a gentle touch or a kind word. It's too risky, too dangerous. He might slip up and that would mean the end of everything.

    But Jaskier refuses to keep to the script. After the boisterous (alluring), overly invasive (affectionate), and stupidly persistent (brave) Dominant walks into his life with bread in his pants, Geralt starts to think that maybe he could break this endless cycle of deprivation and pain. If only he could figure out how to deserve it.

    (This is a low, slow exploration of trauma, recovery, and learning to live with oneself. BDSM is the lens through which all that is explored, but this is not a story based around sexual encounters. Rather, it is one about intimacy, communication, agency, familial bonds, and seeing people as they are.)

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    20 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Geralt of Rivia, with Jaskier's help, learns how to be soft & I weep with joy

  15. Public Bookmark 64

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    A warm hand dropped on her shoulder, a gentle touch that stilled her. Gazing up into Phil’s blue eyes, she wasn’t sure she wanted to see the concern there, the extra emotion laced around the edges. “It’s important to me; you shouldn’t have to do anything that makes you uncomfortable.”

    The closest he’d ever come to acknowledging her sexuality; the statement sent a tendril of heat through Natasha, a tingle of response. What were the odds of finding two men who understood? That the three of them would wind up here, together, the most successful strike team in SHIELD?

    Part of my sexuality series

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    11 Dec 2024

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    Cameron is having a bad day right up until his favourite Camboy announces an impromptu livestream.

    "Hi guys," Alex says, grinning at them through the screen. "Thanks for logging on. I know it's super short notice, but today is a little special because we have an invisible guest."

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    04 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Holy fuck, outside pov never looked so good. Bottom!Alex truthers, I was unfamiliar with your game

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    When Merlin ends up working as a waiter at The Night of the Senses, he doesn’t expect to enjoy the bondage performance, let alone to receive an invitation to next month’s BDSM party by the mysterious Prince. Merlin ends up discovering a side of his sexuality he never even knew existed. If only it weren’t so hard to trust and let go…

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    15 May 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    *chef's kiss*
    Truly so so good. The pacing was perfect, just the right level of simmer, and the characterization was great.

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    ONGOING SERIES: Arthur, a rich and powerful man who is sexually submissive, finds the release he craves with an escort called Emrys at Avalon.

    Story 4 offers nice closure. More instalments planned, no promises on a timeline.

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    29 Apr 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The way I screamed with joy when I worked up the courage to click the last part & saw that I still had 70k left in this world because I just wasn't ready to leave it
    Magnificent. And, obviously, hot as fuck.

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    He hasn’t heard from him in almost a year.

    Hesitant, he says, “Henry?”

    There’s a sniffle. “Alex.”

    Alex’s shoulders go taut with tension; he may not have heard from him in a year and had only seen him in tabloids and the occasional interview or ribbon cutting on a shitty stream that Alex had no business being on, but he hasn’t forgotten Henry’s tells. He hasn’t forgotten the edge to his voice on his dark days; the way it clings to the very molecules of air surrounding him, as if it wishes to seep into every ounce of air he dares breathe in.

    Alex swallows, sets his highlighter down. “Henry,” he says carefully, “what’s going on?”

    -

    Or, a year after Henry tells Alex to leave, he does something unthinkable.

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    24 Mar 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "Heartbreak feels good in a place like this" was Nicole Kidman having a premonition about this fic

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    Stiles sees dead people. Yep. Seriously.

    (He’s got this. He’s totally got this. So what if one of them is Derek’s mom?)

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    25 Feb 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    It's so rare that I encounter an OC that I love more than any other character, but I would lay down my life for Zeke

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