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    Nicole and Jecka are not a good match.

    They enable their worst habits, hurt everyone around them, and can’t go a month without blowing up at each other. Their communication is terrible, their coping skills minimal, and their ‘solutions’ never actually fix or address anything close to the problem.

    They are, by any and all definitions, extremely toxic.

    But, really, none of that matters, because they’re gonna make it work no matter who or what they need to sacrifice to get there in the end. They’re not worth the effort? Says who? Not really for anybody else to decide, now is it?

    Being alone is bad enough.

    Being alone without the one person who really gets you, for better or mostly worse?

    Fuck that.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Nicole hasn't read that book.

    She's not a bitch who reads. She's not a bitch who does really much of anything at all. Why put in the effort if you're just going to get yanked behind the hardware store and put down like a mangy dog even if you're Mother-fucking-Theresa?

    If she's lucky, that'll happen today, tomorrow, or the next day. Someday soon so this can all just fucking stop, because doing shit is hell when nobody's gonna listen to you scream even when they do. She'd finish the job herself if she hadn't fucked it up so many times.

    Get up. Don't die. Sleep. Good job, bitch, you woke up. Do it again. Forever.

    It's easier with Jecka, so long as she keeps talking.

    Please don't stop.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    "Moze," Jiaoqiu inquires, "are you courting me?"

    Moze freezes. After giving the words a moment to sink in, he realizes that's it. That's exactly what this looks like.
    But he doesn't... want Jiaoqiu, not like that, right?

    Ace!Moze POV, can be interpreted as aroace as well. Most fics are from Jiaoqiu's perspective so… here's something different.

    Fluffy 5 x 1. Five times Moze gives Jiaoqiu romantic-coded gifts, and one time that it is intentional. Secret Santa Gift for Rin!

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    18 Jan 2026

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    “It’s funny.” Falin rubs her cheek. “People always said they like me because I’m gentle. Quiet. Selfless. But none of that was really true.” Her mouth pulls into a small smile. “Looking back, I think I was too scared to be anything else. Too scared to want anything that would be inconvenient for anyone else.” She smiles a little wider. “And that’s what everyone liked about me, in the end.”

    Marcille inhales sharply. “Falin—”

    “But now, I don’t care. As much, anyway. I like this. I like wanting things and being honest about it. I like being strong and scary sometimes.” She digs her nails into the back of her own neck, relishing the sting. “I think I like it more than I like being liked.”

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    27 Jul 2024

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    Diana likes to people watch. Today she watches you.

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    24 Jul 2023

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