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    Does it feel like agony for you too?

    Being in love with a guy that everyone is obsessed with, most of all you? Shane and Ilya have that in common. The difference is in how they deal with it.

    Part 1: Ilya
    Part 2: Shane

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    18 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander, hockey player extraordinaire, hovers in the doorway to his impressively designed but sparsely filled walk-in closet, looking at her with wide eyes like she might shoot him if he’s got the wrong things in there. If she finds any cargo shorts, she might shoot herself.

    or: shane hires a stylist.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    Hollander: Look, I want to play hockey against the best, and I think people should be paid what they’re worth, and I don’t care what—

    [Hollander gestures awkwardly at his body]

    Hollander: —whatever. Does someone want to ask me about the hockey game that just finished?

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    20 Mar 2026

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    This is not fic! This is meta about the basics of hockey that might be useful if you're coming from absolute zero but you like some gay hockey boys.

    (Originally I posted it on tumblr but I was asked to cross-post to AO3 for accessibility.)

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    18 Mar 2026

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    For reference! Love reference guides!

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    Porthos is trying not to burn pasta sauce when he hears his laptop dinging in the living room. He jerks in surprise, and sauce slops over the side of the pan onto the burner. Right away, it sizzles and starts to smoke, but Porthos barely notices. His heart's somewhere up in his throat. Only one person would be Skyping him unannounced at nine at night, and that would be someone nine and a half hours ahead of him with an unpredictable schedule.

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    Three soldiers over thirteen years.

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    12 Mar 2026