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  1. Rec 23

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    Gale rubs his eyes, expecting the image to disappear, but it doesn't. He waves a hand in front of his face. Feels like he's going to throw up. And John goes on smiling, standing with his arms folded over his chest in the same stupid leather jacket he died in.

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    Or, John doesn't survive the beating he took in Münster. He keeps Gale company during the rest of the war, anyways.

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    23 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Such beautiful prose. So sad and yet so heart warming at the same time! A bittersweet masterpiece :')

  2. Rec 9

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    “You promised me.” John is so angry it burns, so hollow it aches. “On the other side as a free man, you promised.” But he knows, already, what Gale is going to do. What Gale has always done—country before self, death before dishonor, duty before love.

    Or: John waits for him, during the war and after.

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    22 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Beautiful heart breaking wonderful !

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    Hannibal had wandered upon him entirely by mistake.

    On a hunt like any other, Hannibal finds someone unexpected in his victim's basement.

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    19 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    What do you do with an NCO formerly in your care, deaf-drunk and asking for you? What do you do when you’ve spent the better part of the last three years unlearning how you loved him?

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    11 Jul 2025

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    Turns out Nate's situational awareness doesn't extend quite far enough, after all.

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    06 Jul 2025

  6. Rec 45

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    He is as alone and as safe as he can be in a combat zone.

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    06 Jul 2025

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    "If you don't let me come to Boston because the kids will think I'm your boyfriend then the kids who think I'm your boyfriend have already won."

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    06 Jul 2025

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    Nate looked exactly like Brad always pictured him: exhausted in the full life-in-a-combat-zone sense of the word.

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    06 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This made me soft

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    Ray is slightly psychic. It's not super fun.

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    05 Jul 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 6

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    Unthinkingly, Brad said, as if navigating, “Stop.”
    And Ray did. No hesitation, no questions. And Brad saw it. He watched Ray’s stiff, hunched frame go practically boneless. His pinched brow smoothed. His pupils blew out.

    Brad and Ray drive rally and learn some things about each other.

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    03 Jul 2025

  11. Rec 15

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    John pounds his fist against the mat and somebody somewhere whistles. For a gnawing, long second, Buck doesn’t release him. John thinks he means to actually dislocate his shoulder. His eyes roll and he pants and laughs against the mat, feels it pressing in his mouth.

    “Do it,” John snarls, “and I’ll fuckin’ kill you.”

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    Gale's daddy owns a fight club. John's always liked a fight.

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    17 Jun 2025

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    Tom watched Peter’s ribs rise and fall beneath his loose Italian shirt as he lay prone, his dark hair fallen artlessly back from his forehead, and the softness of unconsciousness stealing across his face.

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    10 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 41

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    Tom is snowed in at Cortina with Dickie and Marge and Peter and Freddie. Sometimes he's really a very lucky boy.

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    10 Jun 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 26

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    Tom was different, so he had thought. Tom is different. Tom cares, even now, at the end of everything. Tom is crying, and Peter can feel the tears seeping through the back of his jumper. Tom is crying, and Tom is trapped, and Tom is going to kill him.

    And Peter does not want to die.

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    10 Jun 2025

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    Marge grabs squeezes his arm. “Stay a little longer. I had a brilliant idea last night! I invited Peter Smith-Kingsley to stay for a while. The house is already so full. Peter can’t stand Freddie, naturally, but I told him you’d more than make up for him.”

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    09 Jun 2025

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    He pictures the funeral sometimes.

    He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.

    He pictures swallowing them himself.

     

    Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.

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    23 May 2025

  17. Rec 7

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    "I died over there, you know. I might be here, right now, with you," he pats Joe's hair, "but I'm actually dead, Lieb."

    In fact there are hundreds of corpses Bucky left strewn across Europe, and one in Algeria, and a whole fucking pile of them in the stalag. He used to get so angry at Gale for trying to gather and bundle them all together. Bucky wanted to say, Don't open that box. You're gonna mix ‘em all up into a tangled fucking mess if you do that, so don't.

     

    -- Bucky, afterward

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    19 Dec 2024

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    just had a religious experience

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    Things change between Eugene and Shelton after Hamm gets shot.

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    10 Jun 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Well that was heart breaking

  19. Rec 84

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    It was after the game, and Patrick was looking at Art. It was thirteen years ago, and Patrick was looking at Art. It was a lifetime ago and it was right now and then and every time in between all at once, and Patrick was looking at Art, and Art wasn’t looking at him.

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    01 May 2024

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    Watching Patrick serve, the ferocity in it, how alive he still felt across from him—no, Patrick isn’t dead to him, and Art isn’t dead inside at all. Miraculously, Patrick has managed to harness that spirit still flickering deep within, the one that’s been wilting, that dying spark.

    Afterward, in the hotel room, there’s a shift.

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    01 May 2024

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