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  1. Rec 61

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    Till has never been more glad Ivan is a heavy sleeper because if he woke up right now, Till wouldn't know how to explain why he's riding his unconscious friend's cock.

    or Till somnos Ivan

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    09 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 69

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    For as long as they've been friends, Ivan has been ruining Till's love life. When they're in elementary school, it's easy to get between Till and his crushes. But as they grow older, Ivan finds himself seducing both men and women before Till has a chance to ask them out. But when Till gets fed up with Ivan's antics and takes matters into his own hands, Ivan finally has to be honest about how he feels.

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    19 May 2026

  3. Rec *

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    After three months of being a total coward, Till is willing to finally lose his virginity with his childhood best friend (now boyfriend). So what if both of them skipped their sex ed classes?

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    18 May 2026

  4. Rec 50

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    The box is small despite its weight so Till makes the wise decision to open it.

    The first thing Till notices is the printed picture of himself standing in front of his apartment with the shutter capturing him as he's using the keypad.

    Till's blood immediately runs cold. With shaking fingers he flicks through, letting the pictures flutter to the ground like withered petals of a dying flower.

    Or Till gets a stalker

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    01 May 2026

  5. Rec 49

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    Till's work on the ship was not a complicated one. He was supposed to wash the deck, sometimes help with hauling in the nets, roll up and unroll the sails, that kind of dirty work. He didn't expect anything life-changing to happen. One day, however, his crew fished a strange creature out of the water, resembling a cross between a man and an octopus. Till couldn't help but be fascinated by him and quickly realized he couldn't let the captain sell him once they reach the port.

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    25 Apr 2026

  6. Rec 89

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    "I like... girls."
    "Liar. I've seen you make out with guys before."
    "S'just... making out. No fucking."
    "Not yet," Ivan corrects. "Do you know you got drugged?"

    or: Ivan drugs Till and takes him home.

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    25 Apr 2026

  7. Rec 26

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    Since they met, Ivan and Till were inseparable.
    They were soul brothers, best friends, companions, sidekicks.
    Ivan was always supporting him, always there for him, following him everywhere and listening to his ideas.
    They were inseparable and always would be.
    But everything changed when Ivan gave him some shocking news.
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    In summary, the story where Ivan gets a boyfriend and Till begins to consider himself homophobic, but he's actually stupid

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    15 Apr 2026

  8. Rec 88

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    A young man sits on the ground a few feet ahead, wearing short sleeves despite the cold. His silvery gray hair hangs limply in front of his face and down his nape, obscuring his features from Ivan, and there are dozens of angry pink scars crisscrossing over the skin of his neck.

    The curve of his chin and the bow of his spine are painfully familiar, and as Ivan approaches cautiously, his heart hammering in his chest, he looks up and Ivan’s confronted with a pair of bright green eyes, eyes he thought he’d never see again.

    They widen as they stare at him, shock and confusion warring within them, most likely mirroring Ivan’s own. Although he seems older, and the scars on his neck are new, there’s no mistaking that the man on the ground in front of him is Till.

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    Scars!Till mysteriously appears in the JockEmo universe, a year after Round 6 and nine months after the death of Emo!Till.

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    14 Apr 2026

  9. Rec 61

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    10 Apr 2026

  10. Rec 80

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    “Let. Me. Fuck. You. Again.” Dazai purposely pronounced each word with emphasis, repeating himself. He wouldn’t surrender on this. He would wait patiently for Chuuya’s favorable response. He doubted it, but if Chuuya needed a bit of convincing, then Dazai would be more than willing to persuade Chuuya.

    “I…” Chuuya gulped as Dazai’s alluring voice wormed its way into his eardrums. A part of him was telling him to refuse Dazai, as he was tired as hell, but another part of him was mesmerized by that beguiling tone. “At least don’t fuck me with this fucking maid outfit on!”

    “Too bad. It’s not coming off.” Dazai gleefully grinned.

    As the famed Double Black, Chuuya and Dazai have been partners for a long time. One day, after losing a bet with Dazai, Chuuya dresses up as a maid, and Dazai is all too eager to have his way. How will the unspoken feelings they have for each other come to light?

    Part of the BSD Dead Dove Gotcha 4 Gaza Fills

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    09 Apr 2026

  11. Rec 61

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    Till comes out, steam following behind him and wearing a loose shirt and shorts that skim his upper thigh, revealing his dewy skin that glows from moisture.

    “So,” Till starts, snapping Ivan's attention to him. He had removed his glasses and is currently rubbing his ash hair with a towel to dry it as he walks towards Ivan. “How old did you say you were?”

    -

    Or Ivan lies a few times

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    01 Apr 2026

  12. Rec *

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    “So you attended my other shows, huh?” Till prompts.

    “All of them,” Ivan corrects.

    “Thank you,” Till replies, face warming up. “I—I don’t really know what else to say, I’ve never had fans before.”

    “You do have fans, you just ignore them.” Ivan is still smiling at him, his face impossible to read. “But that’s okay, I’m sure none of your other fans love you the way I do. After all, I’m your biggest, most loyal fan.”

    Somehow, Till has the distinct feeling that Ivan isn't even exaggerating.

    OR: The one where Till is a bassist in a small rock band who has a not-so-low-key crush on his best friend, Mizi, and is just trying his best to get by in this hellscape called life, but gets irrevocably entangled in Ivan's web instead.

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    19 Mar 2026

  13. Rec *

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    Ivan breathes a humorless laugh. "I don't know what it is you want from me."

    Till furiously snaps back, "I want you to—" before cutting himself off. He takes a deep breath and relaxes his scrunched-up facial features before continuing, quieter. "I'm your best friend. I find you half passed out in some—fucked up garden that you've been coughing up for a year, and I'm freaking out because I don't know what's going on or—or if you'll be okay, and now that I know you're okay, the doctors are saying they can't let you go because you're too damn sick to be left alone!"

    His lower lip quivers ever so slightly. Ivan, for his own sake, unfocuses his eyes until Till is only a shapeless blur of colors in the middle of a sea of hospital white.

    "I'm your best friend," the blur repeats, breathlessly. "I want you to fucking say something to me."

    Hanahaki disease is, quite famously, a condition born from love. Ivan is convinced that his case is the exception to this rule. And when each of his friends inevitably starts catching on to his quickly deteriorating health, everything goes spinning out of control.

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    09 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is a must read for anyone who enjoys hanahaki au’s because this was genuinely so amazing and so soul-crushing 😭😭

  14. Rec 26

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    Ivan finds Till after the segyein are done with him in the karaoke room.

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    08 Mar 2026

  15. Rec 64

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    Till discovers Paratise, a BDSM club where Ivan works as a dom.

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    07 Mar 2026

  16. Rec 53

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    The fragile confidence he’d clung to is slowly stripped away, and hesitantly, Till raises his hands, lifting the red pom-poms streaked with white to chest-height. They tremble far too much — clearly nerves, not any attempt at flair.

    “Ch… Cheer up,” he mumbles, instantly regretting it, “I mean— cheering you on.”

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    04 Mar 2026

  17. Rec 97

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    "What's up?" Ivan tries.

    A quick scan of Till's face shows he's barely slept, stressed out of his mind by projects he's sure, and Ivan's heart pangs with worry. His makeup is worn like he wasn't able to take it off the night before and had to simply redraw the eyeliner. Still, there's a seriousness in his face that Ivan can't overlook.

    Till looks focused when he demands, "Strip."

    Or: Till is so stressed out about his midterms.

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    04 Mar 2026

  18. Rec 74

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    “𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝’𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗?” 𝙰 𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚜.

    “𝙲𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗, 𝚠𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚍!” 𝙷𝚢𝚞𝚗 𝚆𝚘𝚘 𝚢𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍, 𝚎𝚡𝚌𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚍. 𝚃𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚏𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚐𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎.

    𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚘-𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝙲𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚎, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚃𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛. 𝙷𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚋𝚒𝚐. 𝙱𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚜, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚖𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚒𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚃𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝙺𝚛𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚗𝚜 𝚑𝚎’𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚒𝚗 𝙿𝚒𝚡𝚒𝚎 𝙷𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠. 𝚁𝚎𝚍 𝚙𝚞𝚙𝚒𝚕𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚐𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚍 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚣𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝. 𝙸𝚏 𝚃𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚒𝚖 - 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚎 ‘𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛’.

     

    Or, a Peter Pan AU, with TinkerBell!Till and Hook!Ivan

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    01 Mar 2026

  19. Rec 15

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    All it took was one careless moment.
    Only two seconds. Maybe five. Not even half a minute they let their guards down.
    There were flashes going out right into their faces before Till could even pull his cap over his face to hide and the weight of the hand could disappear from his back. Blinding with their brightness but they were used to it.

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    27 Feb 2026

  20. Rec *

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    Till has noticed Ivan's has been slipping up during his scenes, what kind of senior would he be if he didn't help him out?

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    23 Feb 2026

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