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Sleep (Don't Count On It) by indistinct_echo
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
06 Jan 2021
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"His heartbeat quickens as conversations turn into arguments, and he finds himself defending but then surrendering to the harsher methods his mind uses against him."
In the middle of the night, Phil struggles through a panic attack.
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13 Jul 2026
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it’s so, so hard to ignore “i want to die” when he hasn’t genuinely, truly felt that way in sixteen years. it’s equally terrifying and comforting, and tempting, which is even more terrifying in and of itself.
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12 Jul 2026
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hey moon don't you go down by red-string-of-phate (milo_greyby) for AlisonLynn93
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
22 May 2026
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Phil wakes up with a migraine and Dan spirals not being able to help him and they're both just a bit of a mess.
(title from Northern Downpour by Panic! at the Disco)
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12 Jul 2026
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and so we heal, slowly. by keeplovinanyway
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
03 Nov 2017
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"I was such an asshole for a while," Dan says, and it knocks the air out of Phil's lungs.
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Back when Dan was at his worst, mentally, Phil hurt too. He did it silently and quietly, barely acknowledging to himself what he felt.
Now, years later, Dan apologizes, Phil revisits old pain, and lets himself be loved by Dan.
Relationships aren't easy and straightforward, but this fight has been worth it, and they both know that.Series
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11 Jul 2026
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The Distance Between Us by mxgoose
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
08 Jul 2026
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When Dan goes on vacation with his family, the lice that Dan and Phil normally share are separated. Lionel, a budding adventurer louse stranded in the Yellowlands, must find a way to return home to his family before a rumored catastrophe occurs.
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09 Jul 2026
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Dean’s lip wobbles at the sound of his own young voice. This has never happened before. He never gets out of the house. So he watches with rapt attention as his child-self walks with the dog across the wood of the porch without any sort of acknowledgment of Dean’s grown presence. “Thank you for saving me, pup. You’re funny. Funny-looking pup.”
It’s strange because although the dog has a certain aura about it, it just looks like a stray. The mystery of what his younger self is referring to is answered quickly when the dog raises its head as the two of them walk past the grown Dean in order to get to the stairs that lead down from the porch to the front yard. It stares right at Dean for that pinpoint second. Its eyes are blue down the straight line of its muzzle.
“...Cas?”
or the one where dean has a nightmare about his dad and cas loves a rescue mission
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08 Jul 2026
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Words are hard. The notes app makes them easier.
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Based on these tweets from Phil in 2019: https://x.com/AmazingPhil/status/915661318639808512
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- Part 11 of real and different verse
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07 Jul 2026
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your black heart is big by genderthief2
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
20 Jun 2026
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Dan rolls his eyes. “No one cares, we’re on vacation. It’s not like we’re going to fuck on the table. We’re just talking.”
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- Part 3 of everywhere we've ever been and when
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07 Jul 2026
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Another Man's Obituary by gaydreaming
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
27 Jan 2026
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It’s June 20th, 2019, one week after the release of Basically, I’m Gay, and there’s a man named Daniel Howell listed in the obituaries.
The weight of the things they haven’t talked about comes crashing down on Phil.
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or: Dan and Phil have an honest conversation about the suicide attempt that Dan discusses in Basically, I'm Gay
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07 Jul 2026
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During the day and the late hours of the evening Dan's brain has barely let him have any thoughts beyond "shit, Phil's right here" and "fuck, I hope he likes me, too." Which he seems to do. At least judging by the way Phil's kissed him and touched him and kissed him again, after, when Dan was both on cloud fucking nine and freaking the fuck out simultaneously, mind racing too quick to get a hold on it.
or dan feels like he can't breathe
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07 Jul 2026
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Smudged Noses And Lost Kisses by Celineooks
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
05 Jul 2026
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After their recording of their pizza mukbang, Dan is eager to see that lost kiss footage.
Watching their younger selves turns out to be equal parts hilarious, embarrassing and healing.
(Or: They can't just drop that lore bomb and not expect every fanfic writer to lose their minds.)
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05 Jul 2026
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days in hidden caves by obsoletecartography
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
30 Jun 2026
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There’s an itch under Dan’s skin, the way there always is when he goes to visit his mother. Just a little thing, uncomfortable, like the world has tipped gently sideways. The infrequent occasions where he does go to visit, he nearly always goes alone. For obvious reasons.
(2017. dan and phil go to visit dan’s mum, and dan nearly can’t bear it.)
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02 Jul 2026
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I'm Ryland Grace - AMA by sly_as_an_alpaca
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
12 Jul 2026
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What the title says. About 11 years ago (from my perspective; relativity is weird) I was launched into space onboard the Hail Mary to figure out a solution to the Astrophage problem. Now I live on an alien planet I call Erid, in the 40-Eridani system. Yes, I’m actually Ryland Grace. Ask me anything.
Also, can someone please tell me if Eva Stratt is alive? And ideally send me a video of you punching her in the face? Guess that’s a long shot, but it can’t hurt to ask.
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Grace and Rocky figure out how to connect to Earth's internet from Erid. They may not have thought this through.
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29 Jun 2026
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Batman needs his Robin. Bruce needs his son. Jason was both.
Tim is neither, but he can pretend if it helps.Bookmarked by user_23964
29 Jun 2026
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Darling, your head's not right by Ren_Saxon for skyisyapping
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
18 Jun 2026
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Phil stays quiet, his lips pressed together, until they’re all sat in their living room, Dan next to Phil on the sofa with far more space between them than they usually have, looking around helplessly.
“Just what exactly do you remember?” he asks Dan.
“Uh,” makes Dan. “I know my name is Dan. They told me.”
Dan has a ski accident and loses his memory. Phil can't do anything but offer him a home - Dan finds that said home is quite obscure.
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29 Jun 2026
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"So he's really paralyzed?" Simon asks.
"Oh? Uh, yeah." Grace turns back to Rocky's sleeping form and gestures broadly at him.
Rocky is curled at the bottom of his tunnel, legs at his sides, body resting on the ground.
Simon nods, looking uncomfortable. "So he won't interrupt."
"Nah, he can't, he's– huh?" Grace fumbles for his glasses in earnest now. His heart rate picks up, but he's sort of hoping he's wildly misinterpreting what he just heard.
"Sit back down." Simon growls as Grace goes to stand up.
Slowly, Grace sits back down on the floor. He looks Simon over again and realizes, with a panicked flutter in his stomach that quickly spreads through his limbs like ice water, that Simon is holding a razor blade.
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Grace & Rocky decide to go check out an SOS call. It could have gone better. (Trust me, eventual codependent friendship all around.)
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28 Jun 2026
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When Mira shared her darkest sexual fantasies with strangers on the internet, she had no idea what was in store for her.
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Or: a kidnapping, and what happens next.
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- Part 1 of Your Favorite Slave
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10 Jun 2026
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If you wanna be like me by ottertrashpalace
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
14 Oct 2024
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A sequel to Experience is Key in two parts, the first of which is a bit serious and the second of which is just more self-indulgent porn.
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- Part 2 of Push
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04 Jun 2026
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Experience is key by ottertrashpalace
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
21 Aug 2024
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On a fateful late-night walk, Dan happens across two oddly familiar young men in the park.
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- Part 1 of Push
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04 Jun 2026
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the one where dan and phil try to push their twin beds together... and then we all sob
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03 Jun 2026