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Shane doesn’t realize he’s braced for silent eyes until he feels the absence of it — the weight of teammates immediately finding him and going quiet, waiting for him to fuck up, to say the wrong thing, to exist wrong. He expects the chatter of a room to drop when he enters and its disconcerting to find it doesn't yet in Ottawa.
He stands at the entrance a beat too long.
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It’s the start of Shane Hollander’s first season in Ottawa and he should be settled. The Centaurs are friendly, the room is easy, and Ilya is finally close enough to touch. But, as Shane is intimately aware of, old habits learned the hard way will linger.
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- Part 1 of After the Whistle
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30 May 2026
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The bomb exploded, and Sherlock was kidnapped in the immediate aftermath of the Great Game. Moriarty has come up with a plan to discredit him, and it works perfectly: everyone believes that Sherlock wanted to have sex with Moriarty, and it's turned his life upside down. He doesn't fully understand what happened, and Moriarty is still out there - and he's making promises to come back.
But now that John, Lestrade and Mycroft have found out the truth, they're going to do everything they can to protect Sherlock and give Moriarty what he deserves. The real question is whether or not they can ever make it up to Sherlock.
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30 May 2026
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i'm not the only one by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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Shane’s thumb flicks through the MLH Snark subreddit like he always does after a rough game, looking for anything about him or his teammates. Anything about a bad turnover, a missed shot — he can handle the jokes. He can handle the gifs. He can handle the memes.
But he always had this deep concern that after a bad game, when all eyes were on him, and people were just searching for anything they could to turn people against him, he would find something about him and Ilya—he even had nightmares about it.
So, he would doomscroll. Searching on Twitter or Reddit to see if they found anything. Tonight was no different, well, until he saw a newer post from a few hours ago.
r/hockeyconfessions
Toronto Guardian Star Sexually Assaulted Me
He pauses. Not on purpose.
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23 May 2026
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Shane has everything he could ever ask for. A loving family. A devoted husband. The life he'd always dreamed of.
So why does it feel like his chest is caving in when his mom calls Ilya her favourite?
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13 May 2026
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Hold my surfboard by BeckyBooke
Fandoms: The Three Investigators | Die drei ??? - Various Authors
03 Apr 2022
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Bob hat verkorkste Mädchenprobleme. Peter will doch nur surfen. Leider findet plötzlich ein Wettbewerb um Bobs Zuneigung statt. Na, das kann dauern.
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26 Apr 2026
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welcome to my alive gabriel goodman au!
everything's pretty similar to the n2n canon (with the london cast in mind), except that gabe survives. diana and dan managed to find doctors that caught the obstruction in time to save gabe's life, but not quick enough to leave him entirely unscatched. gabe struggles with chronic illness symptoms daily, including extreme abdominal pain, low blood pressure, headaches and migraines, dizziness, shakiness, etc. which in turn leads to the canon of natalie being left out by her parents often.
natalie is born, not to replace gabe this time, and they're the best siblings. henry is still your lovable stoner. dan still struggles with ignoring gabe sometimes and dealing with his son. diana still struggles with bipolar.
this will mostly just be a bunch of oneshots surrounding the characters in this universe! hope you enjoy <3
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03 Apr 2026
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"Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.
And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.
You don’t deserve his last name."
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content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime
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17 Feb 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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15 Feb 2026
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Two lines. Two little lines were enough to send him reeling. Robby knew what those two little lines meant. Positive.
When Robby falls ill, he makes the decision to protect the ones he loves - no matter the cost.
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- Part 1 of The Pitt, The Pain, The Plot
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29 Jan 2026
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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22 Dec 2025
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He closed his eyes and took a deep breath in, surrounding himself in nothing but Eddie. Steve was somewhere safe now. There wasn’t anyone here who wanted to cut him up or tear him down. It was just Eddie. Loving, sweet, wonderful, Eddie.
“Poor, Sunshine. Still, this is what you get for working minimum wage,” Eddie teased.
Steve’s vision went white.
--------------Steve has spent his whole life trying to learn how to take a joke, trying to figure out how to not take everything so personally. His first big fight with Eddie shows him he might not be the only one struggling
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12 Nov 2025
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Jim is starting to put it together. The waiting all day to eat. The bruise on his jaw. The lack of money for food. God, the kid probably walked six miles to get here.
Jim isn't stupid, he can connect the dots. But Jim also knows when not to push things. When not to rock the boat. When sometimes, even if it pains him, helping someone can be a lost cause.
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or How family isn't always blood and love comes in more ways than one.(or Steve Harrington getting the care he deserves, even if it does take a little while.)
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12 Nov 2025
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the light in the darkest depths of the sea (why can't i hold on?) by AchillesComeHome
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
02 Feb 2024
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Alternate Title: let the sea take me and drown all my sorrows
He’s sinking down, and down and down. His throat burns from the seawater aggravating the soreness of it. The water carries him down, or maybe that’s him. He doesn’t know. He lets the sea take him. Maybe she’ll give him the peace he’s never truly had. Maybe she’ll let him rest for once. So he drifts, throat choking and burning with tears, eyes focused on the dimming light above him. Maybe this was his fate all along - to be swept away by the sea to a place even his father can’t find him. And maybe, he’s okay with that. Maybe he can sleep now.
Or in which Percy Jackson has given up, but Poseidon has not.
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02 Nov 2025
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blanket forts and running shoes by Perlmutt
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies), Captain America (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
21 Feb 2023
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Peter is eight years old. He loves Pokémon, pancakes, and blanket forts. His favorite pastime is helping his dad in his workshop. He might not have a mom, but that's okay. He's got his dad after all.
But then Tony brings /him/ home. Steve.
Steve is nice. He can cook. He makes his dad laugh.
Peter decides that he will not like him. He won't allow this Steve-guy to steal his dad.Steve and Tony didn't get that memo.
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- Part 35 of All the Stony Oneshots
- Part 10 of bingo, bingo, bingo - all the stony bingo fills
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23 Oct 2025
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Close Quarters in Closets: Prompt - Quiet Sex (Merlin/Arthur) by Totallyashipper
Fandoms: Merlin (TV)
18 Oct 2025
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Snippet "Tut, that manservant is useless, does he not tidy up my son's clothes? I don't why Arthur keeps him around."
Uther was now standing in front of the very wardrobe they were both in now. And of course Arthur thought this the perfect time to reposition his arm to reach down and circle Merlin's weeping cock with a loose fist. The bastard. With head thudding silently back on the built shoulder did he feel a smirk pressing against his cheek.
Uther sighed heavily nearby, "Bedsheets a mess too."
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19 Oct 2025
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Just Wanted Some Company, Broke the Sharpener in Two by spacemine
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
03 Oct 2025
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Peter could feel his hands shaking as the gravity of what he had just done set in. Months of work, and he had thrown it all away in one stupid night. What the hell had he just done?
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It's been a few months since Tony discovered the blade in the back of Peter's phone case, and after a lot of tears and a lot of hard work he's finally doing better. But recovery isn't a straight line, and everyone has bad days. Peter relapses for the first time in a while.
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- Part 2 of An Escape to Me
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05 Oct 2025
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When a conversation around the campfire one night turns to the topic of dirty talk during sex, the knights proceed to try and outdo one another at it, yielding some truly hilarious attempts. Merlin's roped in after a fashion because the knights reckon it'd be golden to hear Merlin talking dirty, only Merlin turns out to have the filthiest mouth in their company, getting everyone squirming barely minutes into his session.
Arthur's more affected than he'd like to admit, and finds he can't stop thinking about it later even in the tent that he's sharing with Merlin...
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29 Aug 2025
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Stars on the Water by liketolaugh
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan
16 Oct 2022
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"I dunno, I just think it would make a lot of things easier for a lot of people," Percy said to Thalia, when she just stared at him. His cheek rested in his hand, a rare pensive look leaving his eyes distant and unfocused. "Mom has Paul now, so it’ll be easier on her if she doesn’t have to worry about me mucking things up. Dad won’t have to keep threatening war every time Zeus gets his toga twisted. The prophecy’s done, so I won’t be bringing it down on Nico. And no one will have to worry about me blowing up another volcano."
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- Part 1 of Constellations
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01 May 2025
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Unstable Ground by J0j046
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel
02 Apr 2025
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When Morgan is born Tony makes a promise to himself, Peter will never feel like anything but his son. Unfortunately, promises are often broken, however, not always with such devastating consequences.
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Morgan almost gets hurt when falling while Peter is watching her. Peter saves her, but Tony freaks out and initially blames Peter. This leads Peter to feel uncertain and insecure. What Tony doesn’t know is that Peter got hurt in protecting Morgan…
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10 Apr 2025
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the stone-filled sea by yukla
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
25 Aug 2020
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He forgets how quickly Wei-qianbei changes faces, sometimes. Like pulling a theater mask over a bruise—color over color, a diversion with the swipe of his hand.
Lan Sizhui navigates a world that hates his father, one endless wave at a time.
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04 Mar 2025