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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Sequel to Throwing Heat.

    Dean has worked his ass off to get to the majors and he's not about to do anything stupid to mess that up - especially letting people know he's gay. And if that means he gets desperately lonely sometimes, playing pro ball is definitely worth it. Several years into his career, he get traded to a new team in the city where his ex-boyfriend Cas currently lives. Now Dean's not so sure that a baseball career is worth every sacrifice.

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    03 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    baseball AND spn lord sign me up

  2. Rec *

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    “Did you know?” Dean asks out of the blue, a few miles later. He’s confrontational like a little kid. Like he’s seventeen again and demanding that the werewolves let Sammy go, like that one time. Serious, tense. Insecure. Just a little desperate. He doesn’t need to say what he’s asking about.

    Or: Dean has two secrets. Sam stumbles into one of them.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    SO GOOD

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    “Uh,” a voice that isn’t Phil’s, and it isn’t his, except it is, says from the door, and they both flinch and look up at the same time, Dan propped up in Phil’s lap, speechless.

    In the door to their bedroom stands Dan, except Dan is pretty sure that he’s in the bed and also, he’s not that young anymore. The face of the other Dan is smooth, free of any crease, full, his curls shorter, his expression lost. He stands pressed against the side of the doorframe, arms wrapped around himself like a security blanket.

    “Dafuq?”

    In 2016, a younger Dan attempts suicide and wakes up in his own future.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    devastating but really really reallyyyyyy good

  4. Rec *

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    Phil's only requirement for a new flat was a balcony. The view was just a bonus.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    10/10 sent it to everyone i know

  5. Public Bookmark 67

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    dan used to disappear at odd hours without his phone, leaving phil to sit around anxiously waiting for him to come home. things have been better since wad. when dan takes a morning to himself to process the reality of the terrible influence tour, phil is forced to confront just how much this little habit of dan's used to affect him.

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    25 Mar 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    beautiful