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They're having breakfast when he tells them. He only remembers because he'd dreamed weird again last night. This time it was an older boy, who was trying to stop a little golden-haired baby from crying.
“What,” says Mom, in that flat voice she gets when she's trying not to sound surprised.
“...what?” says Dad, who clearly hadn't been listening. That's fine, Shane forgets to listen too, sometimes.
“I keep dreaming people I don't know,” Shane repeats patiently. He can be patient.
Shane Hollander habitually ends up in other people's dreams, which is fine. It's a family trait, on both sides, to slip into the dreams of the people you love. What's less fine is how Shane keeps dreaming strangers.
Or: like if a soulmates au took several detours.
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16 Jun 2026
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He’s just about ready to doze off—his ritualistic pre-dinner, thirty-minute nap—when, suddenly, Ilya says, “Huh. Interesting.”
Shane cracks one eye open. “Hmm?”
“Oh, nothing, малыш,” he replies, though his brows are furrowed when he says it. Shane’s even more curious now.
“No, really, what is it?”
Ilya must lose some internal debate; a deep sigh leaves his body before, wordlessly, he turns his phone to Shane.
The bright light makes him squint, still not used to Ilya and his affinity for both using the light-mode feature and turning the brightness in his phone to a maximum. He forgoes scolding him when, after his eyes have adjusted, he reads: Metros acquires Fil-Canadian Rivera; second Asian player in franchise history after Hollander.
At first he thinks, oh, that’s my name. Shane hasn’t seen his name mentioned remotely near the words ‘Montreal Metros’ ever since he transferred to Ottawa three years ago. Then, and this is when it finally dawns on him, Shane thinks: second?
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- Part 5 of a collection of hollanovs
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15 Jun 2026
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when i've got you right where i want you by LiarsandThieves22
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jun 2026
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Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): i keep thinking this is some sort of insane dream
Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): but no. we got SHANE HOLLANDER.
Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): because of HOMOPHOBIA!
Sherlock Holmes (Carter Holmberg): rare homophobia win
Shane Hollander: Well let’s not go that far.
El Capitan (Ilya Rozanov): holmberg please refrain from being pro homophobia in the group chat or shane will report you to management--
Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through a number of increasingly unhinged texts
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18 May 2026
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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15 May 2026
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glass closets and thrown stones by Sporkess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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Shane and Ilya sign with Ottawa on July 1st 2018. It goes startlingly well (apart from all the bits that don't).
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- Part 7 of It starts in an elevator
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- English
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- 38/38
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14 May 2026
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They may not have any idea how to do it, but there’s no way in hell the Montreal Metros are going to risk losing their Captain to a more accepting team. Full of determination, grit, open hearts, and absolutely no savvy, this team is going to learn how to be allies, come hell or high water.
Hayden: did anyone do the optional inclusivity training last season?
J.J. Boizeau: no
Lawrence Olsson: no
Gilbert Comeau: no
Petro Andropov: no
Matty Wilson: no
Cam Stedlund: no
Albert Schneider: no
Aleks Miitka: no
Georges Gagnon: no
Patrice Drapeau: no
Hayden: excellent, we’re nailing this so far- Language:
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- 2/3
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- 11
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13 May 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has dinner with the Hollanders now. Once a week at least, at Yuna's insistence because he turns into a young, innocent boy every time she speaks. He looks at her adoringly.
He watches David watch her.
David just watches his wife.
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or: david hollander vs grigori rozanov's terrible parenting- Language:
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13 May 2026
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black ice everywhere by Antisceptic
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Jun 2026
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The more desperate you are, the easier it is to slip up, and then you lose more control, and you become even more desperate. It's a vicious cycle. The issue is, Hollander seems kind. And here’s the problem with kind people: when backed into a corner, they tend to hurt themselves instead of others.
illegal gambling / underground fight club AU
Shane has a background in boxing and needs to make a lot of money fast and Ilya isn't a gang leader, but he sure as hell seems like one sometimes.
(angst and smut included)
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- English
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- 18/18
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10 May 2026
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Public Bookmark 1481
Mystery Work
Part of quynn's private collection
Summary
This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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08 May 2026
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Lessons in Two-Factor Authentication by merakily
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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Boodram: Rozy how the fuck do you get your google docs hacked
Dykstra: In his defense, who the fuck hacks into google docs?
Holmberg: Roz why are you using your work email for groceries????Or: Ilya Rozanov's gmail gets hacked in February 2021. To everyone's surprise, they find zero sex tapes, one Shane Hollander-shaped grocery list, and one list of travel notes.
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- English
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- 1/1
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08 May 2026
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To be clear, Ilya is grateful the rookies aren’t growing up the way he did in the NHL. Ilya took the hazing to the chin – humiliation rituals, beat downs, grueling practices to prove he could “hang” with the big guns on the team.
That being said, there’s still some part of Ilya that balks at the request by the gaggle of rookies to watch The Iron Giant, a veritable children’s movie at the team’s latest movie night.
OR: Five times Shane and Ilya were the support system for the Centaur rookies they dreamed of having when they were younger.
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- Part 1 of A Day in the Life of a Centaur
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- English
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- 11,028
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- 1/1
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07 Apr 2026
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Ghost Rain by MithrilWren
Fandoms: One Piece (Live Action TV 2023), One Piece (Anime & Manga)
11 Apr 2026
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Nami smirks. “Mr. ‘I Had One Friend’, I bet you’ve never kissed anyone in your life.”
Zoro takes a swig of his beer and sets the mug back down on the bar. “...I’ve kissed someone.”
“Really? Who was it?”
“Did the lady dab her nose with posies after?” Sanji calls from two stools down.
It’s convenient when they talk at the same time. Makes it easier to ignore them both, even when there are easy answers to their questions.
Not a lady. And not just one.
Ten snapshots of Zoro’s history with sex, violence, power, and all the complicated intersections thereof.
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19 Mar 2026
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Zoro's not exactly the first person anyone on the Straw Hat crew would turn to for comfort. In fact most times, he'd probably be the last. But every so often, all that awkward, oblivious, blunt force honesty of his is exactly what they need.
(Or, eight times Zoro was there for his crew, and one time someone was there for him.)
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- 13,315
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- 9/9
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11 Mar 2026
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kataphileō by LaByzance
Fandoms: Young Sherlock (TV 2026), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
08 Mar 2026
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kataphileō: The kiss that Judas bestows upon Jesus. The word is meant to conjure the image of an intense, repeated, or fervent kiss. In the New Testament it appears six times, each context highlighting a distinct moral or theological facet—devotion, reconciliation, affectionate fellowship, or treachery.
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Constantinople, 1871. James Moriarty doesn't know what he wants, or rather he does, but cannot be sure that it is his.
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09 Mar 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
- Language:
- English
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- 222,222
- Chapters:
- 28/28
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26 Feb 2026
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After Billy beats the shit out of Steve, Dustin makes the entire party Upside Down Bingo Cards, because awful things suck less when you have something fun to think about.
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Steve wins at bingo.
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14 Feb 2026
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Harrington stops. Billy watches all the blood drain out of Harrington’s face and there wasn’t much color there to start with. Harrington lifts the bat again, tries to get to his feet, lands back on his ass. “Billy,” he says again, but it’s desperate now, not relieved. “Billy, behind you!”
Four times Hopper doesn't arrest Billy and one time he does.
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- 13,488
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- 1/1
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08 Feb 2026
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Being one of the only out guys at his dinky little college has its ups and downs, all of which Steve was looking forward to escaping for the holidays. He is supposed to be in London, having a luxurious, magically English Christmas with his parents and any number of cute British guys, but due to a passport mishap—which he is not ready to admit is his fault—he is stuck in this nowhere college town all by himself.
A one-night stand with Eddie Munson certainly isn’t going to make him feel worse.
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- English
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08 Feb 2026
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(something happens and I'm) head over heels by GibbousLunation
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
16 Jan 2023
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Eddie made a strangled disbelieving noise, expression flickering. “You are not apologizing to me right now, for like, feeling a normal way about stuff. I can’t believe you.”
Steve pushed a shaking hand through his hair. His heart rate no longer in his ears meant he felt he could at least think a little more clearly. “Maybe it was the heat. Doesn’t always have to be something messed up, right?”
Eddie gave him a placating nod. “Sure, heat exhaustion is a helluva thing.”
It had been happening a lot recently. The… forgetting. Zonking out. Whatever. He was pretty sure he was just extra exhausted, it had been a few weeks since everything but it might have just been the adrenaline or something finally wearing off. Sometimes it was like he just forgot someone was speaking, or couldn’t remember for a moment what they’d been talking about. Like blinking out of a fog maybe.
It does not get better, in fact, it actually continues to get worse.
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- English
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- 94,314
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- 11/11
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- 561
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03 Feb 2026
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It's Not a Big Deal by AidaRonan for strawberryspence
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
28 Jul 2022
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Eddie survives, but his entire life is locked away in the Upside Down forever (his books, his DnD stuff, his guitar.) Everything that wasn't on Eddie when Steve carried him into the ER, gone.
So naturally Steve starts giving him things. Handing Eddie back those little outward markers of who he is.
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Bookmarked by wania
03 Feb 2026