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At first he thought he was hallucinating his grandmother.
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03 Jul 2026
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Robby gets a call that Trinity's in trouble. Again.
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03 Jul 2026
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There’s only one thing left for Jack to try: he’s gotta handcuff himself to Robby.
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30 Jun 2026
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“I’m- I can’t convince myself to commit to a longer stay,” Robby admits, frustrated by it. “It’d be better for actually getting somewhere with antidepressants, I know, but I feel like once I take away the work and the bike and everything else I do… there’s a clock on how long I can be naked like that. When it runs out, if I’m not back on the right side, I’ll get stuck as nothing, forever.” Robby drops his face into his hand. “Why does this sound like The Little Mermaid?” he moans.
“Is this the kind of place where they throw a black bag over your head and smash your SIM card, or can I still talk to you?” Jack asks.
~After a scare on his road trip, Robby does two weeks of inpatient care in Wisconsin... and you'll never guess who he uses his phone time on~
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25 Jun 2026
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When Jack comes home late from a SWAT call, looking like every fantasy Robby has ever had, they crash together like they haven't in months. The moment Robby's hand slides into Jack's pants the fantasy shatters. Jack can't get hard, hasn't been able to for weeks, and suddenly three months of "it's fine" come crashing down around them. Sometimes love means taking pills together, laughing through the awkwardness, and rediscovering that even at fifty you can still have sex so good you need to set a timer for the ER.
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20 Jun 2026
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“Say you got married,” Robby found himself asking. “Would you wear your dress blues? Or civilian clothes?”
It had only been an idle thought, no different than any number of easy, directionless musings of the sort that often came over the two of them on mornings like this one, when no one had a shift to go to for at least thirty-six hours. Robby didn’t mean anything by it. But he regretted the words the instant they left his mouth, even before he saw the incredulous grin slide over Jack’s face.
“Say I got married?”
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20 Jun 2026
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"Why would you need to be on PrEP?" Robby asked slowly, suddenly feeling like he was floating outside his body, watching this scene from a distance.
Jack looked at him obviously. "'Cause I'm planning on getting railed and it's the responsible thing to do," he said, like this should be no surprise at all rather than Jack coming out to him. At Robby's silence, Jack narrowed his eyes. "Got a problem with that?"
Robby blinked, slamming back into his body, aware of his elevated heart rate, the sweat prickling along his lower back and at the backs of his knees, making his dress slacks clammy. "Nope," he said, because he didn't. He didn't.
He just...hadn't known, that was all.
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07 Jun 2026
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Delusional, this entire thing. Like some Make-A-Wish dream. I'm going to kill myself tomorrow; here's what I'd like for my last day on this mortal plane. To be fucked by a man who hasn't seen him that way in years. To stand in the shower and have someone wash his hair. To eat one last breakfast. To be held. And Jack, pitying him, still, because Robby's always been the one of the two of them who can't handle shit.
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02 Jun 2026
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"You... you took home Baby Jane Doe?"
Together, Robby and Jack grasp a new chance at family.
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01 Jun 2026
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On his sabbatical, Robby drives into a small mountain town in Colorado and meets just the most handsome handyman, who’s got a cabin just outside of town and enough space for two.
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31 May 2026
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"I might be kind of rusty, I haven't run a game since sophomore year of undergrad," Jack put in. "But it is time for you and day crew to learn the ways of D&D."
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31 May 2026
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Nate looked exactly like Brad always pictured him: exhausted in the full life-in-a-combat-zone sense of the word.
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24 May 2026
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Parker had just gotten the patient's CT results when Toomarian pulled up short by central and stuttered out, "So, um, is it possible that Dr. Robby and Dr. Abbot are about to make out in Trauma 1?"
The intern clocking their weirdness on day one? That might be a new record.
Parker didn't bother looking up from her tablet. "Now that sounds like the definition of not my business," she drawled. "But if you see any hot man-on-man action, note the date and time. Ahmad's got a pool going."
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16 May 2026
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Esther looked at him steadily for a long moment, and then took her glasses off. "And you think this isn't a therapy question, Michael?"
(After the Fourth of July, Robby grapples with making a new path forward, with Jack at his side.)
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05 May 2026
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Instead, happiness had turned out to be a man with cold extremities.
Because of course it had.
Jack shifted behind him and, with a level of audacity usually reserved for toddlers and Roman emperors, slid his frozen foot against Robby’s calf.
Robby shot upright.
“No.”
Jack burst out laughing.
“No. Absolutely not. That is an act of war.”
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03 May 2026
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Robby has a breakdown road trip, Jack invites himself along, there is religious symbolism, Mary Oliver poems, unresolved trauma, history stops, and an alarming amount of emotional blood-letting in scenic national and state parks.
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- Part 2 of Midbar (מִדְבָּר)
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02 May 2026
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Bucky is a disabled veteran having difficulty adjusting to civilian life. Steve is the artist the VA has hired to paint a mural for the clinic. Last time they saw each other, the cops were dragging them away from the only stable home they’d ever known.
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29 Apr 2026
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Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine by StarlingBite
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
28 Apr 2026
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"Out with it then," Jacob says when there's a lull in the conversation. "The real reason for this call, I know you far too well, remember?"
"Alright…I've got someone I want you to meet with.....He's stubborn, avoidant, resistant, in denial, angry, burnt out, too fucking smart for his own good," Caleb lists off.
"What's his name?"
"Michael, Michael Robinavitch."
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Dr Jacob Fineman takes on the daunting task of being Robby's therapist
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29 Apr 2026
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Robby never thought of himself as someone who’d long for tomato plants.
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- Part 3 of hospital romances & emotional damage
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28 Apr 2026
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One of the stupider jobs that Jack has picked up in the last few years is medic (and occasional assistant safety officer) on a reality dating show filming just outside of Pittsburgh.
Amidst the mix of silly injuries, there's a bartender who is unreasonably handsome and also good with his hands (in a strictly professional context)
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25 Apr 2026