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She’s spent so long fighting a brain that seems to work against her. Being tormented as she overthinks every word, every action, constantly chasing some sense of worthiness that's always just out of reach.
And she's so tired of it all.
So tonight, she doesn't want to have to choose what to be, what to do.
She doesn't want to have to think at all.
She wants that control to be ripped from her grasp. Wants instead to place her mind entirely in Carla's hands, to let herself be unravelled till she knows nothing but her. She needs to let go of everything else, to become suggestible and pliant for Carla to shape however she pleases, to be taken however she wishes. Until she knows she's exactly what Carla wants — until there's no more room for doubt.
Until she's good.
(Or: Set after Carla goes to visit Lisa in her office in the 25/06/25 episode, Lisa plans an evening taking care of Carla, and Carla finds a way to take care of her in return - an exploration of Lisa's need to be useful, her struggles with letting Carla in, and most importantly, her praise kink.)
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10 May 2026
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Post hen do, Carla and Lisa talk about it while getting ready for bed
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24 Apr 2026
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Carla’s still not looking at her, is snatching up her coat and stalking toward the door, and Lisa wants to scream, wants to say— look at me! you’re the only one who can see me! please!— and knows that if Carla will not look at her now, no one ever will.
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16 Apr 2026
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She should’ve just walked away the moment he’d started speaking to her. If she hadn’t engaged with him, Lisa wouldn’t have stepped in. If she’d not let his words bother her, Lisa wouldn’t be standing next to a cop car with a split lip and a bruise blooming on her jawline.
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14 Apr 2026
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A giggle cuts through the air behind her. Carla turns around and is face-to-face with a tiny blonde woman climbing onto the treadmill that the brunette was just about to occupy.
Carla is flustered. Too many emotions race through her at once. She’s annoyed about the treadmill, angry about the eavesdropping, and embarrassed by how she cannot stop staring at the blonde.
The blonde who is incredibly attractive.
After what feels like minutes of staring, she decides she can only deal with one emotion at a time.
The blonde smirks, and Carla’s entire world flips upside down. Her stomach an’ all.
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07 Apr 2026