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The night air feels like glass in my lungs.
It’s the kind of cold that bites in layers — first the skin, then the muscles, then somewhere deeper, where even a steady breath feels like shards scraping. My calves burn, my thighs ache, and still I run.
Every branch I hit creaks under my weight before I push off, chakra surging into the soles of my feet to keep the rhythm fast and sharp. Leaves shiver in my wake. Somewhere behind me, the forest settles again, but I don’t turn to look.
Ahead, that thread of chakra keeps tugging me forward. Sasuke’s chakra.
It’s faint, like chasing smoke, but I’d know it anywhere — the sharp-edged feel, the way it cuts clean through the background hum of the world. Even without my eyes closed, I can sense it, and that’s what makes my chest tighten.
He’s not masking it.
Which means one of two things: he’s either too confident to care, or he wants to be followed.
The thought should make me slow down, make me consider every possibility, every trap he might have set. Instead, my legs push harder, my hands curling into fists so tight my gloves creak.
Not this time.
Not again.
I dodge a low branch, breath hissing between my teeth. My body’s tired — two missions in a row, barely a full night’s rest in the last five days — but the ache feels far away. This is what adrenaline does. It’s like being pulled in two directions at once: mind screaming be careful while something raw and desperate deep inside says don’t stop.
The moon filters through the canopy in jagged patches, throwing white stripes across the bark. Every few seconds, I catch a flicker of movement in the corner of my eye, but it’s never him. Always just another tree, another blur of shadow and silver.
“You’re not slipping away this time,” I mutter, and the sound of my own voice feels strange — too loud, too human against the stillness.
It’s not just about him defecting. Not anymore. Years ago, maybe, it was about keeping Team 7 together, about saving the boy who’d once saved me from myself. But now… now it’s about not losing to this hollow feeling that’s been gnawing at me for months. If I can bring him back — if I can end this endless loop of chasing and failing — maybe I’ll remember what victory feels like.
I’m not prepared for what happens next.
The chakra thread flares.
It’s sudden, like a candle flame catching a gust. My steps falter for a fraction of a second — just enough to register the spike before it levels out again. But there’s something else mixed into it now. Something sharp and wrong.
I press on, slowing just enough to bleed some of the noise from my movements. The forest ahead dips, and the branches thin, moonlight spilling freely into a clearing below.
That’s when I hear it.
It’s not a voice. Not really. More like a vibration, a sound too low for the ear but too insistent to ignore. It curls at the edge of my hearing, wrapping around the base of my skull like invisible fingers.
I edge forward along a thicker branch, crouching low. My eyes adjust, and I see him — not Sasuke, but a figure crouched in the middle of a strange arrangement scrawled into the dirt.
The seal is nothing I’ve ever seen.
Lines and spirals etched into the earth, symbols curling in unnatural ways, half of them throbbing faintly with light. The glow’s not steady — it pulses, like a heartbeat, but not in sync with mine.
The man in the center is pale, skin stretched too thin over sharp bones. His hair hangs limp around his face, and his hands move with a speed that doesn’t match the rest of him. Each brush of his fingertip against the earth leaves a smear of blood, connecting one symbol to another.
Something about the smell hits me — copper and burnt ozone, like lightning had struck metal nearby.
He stops moving. Looks up.
Our eyes meet.
And he smiles, a small, tired thing that doesn’t reach the rest of his face.
“Well,” he says. His voice is reedy, like he hasn’t spoken in weeks. “Too late for your little Uchiha.”
I don’t answer. My fingers are already curling around a kunai in my pouch, the motion muscle-deep from years of repetition. Chakra pools in my calves, ready to spring.
His gaze flicks to the weapon, and his smile widens, almost fond.
“You don’t even know where you’re standing, do you?”
“Doesn’t matter,” I say, and my voice is steadier than I feel. “Step away from the seal.”
He tilts his head like I’ve just told him something amusing. Then, without breaking eye contact, he pulls a scroll from inside his robe and drops it into the glowing center.
The seal responds instantly.
Light blooms outwards, devouring the symbols in a rush. The lines unravel like threads pulled from fabric, racing toward the man’s hands.
I don’t think. I move.
The kunai is up, my body a blur as I push forward, aiming to hit him before the seal finishes whatever it’s doing. The air tastes wrong now — heavy, thick, buzzing in my teeth.
He doesn’t dodge. Doesn’t even flinch.
“Try to follow,” he murmurs, and then —
He’s gone.
No, not gone. Pulled.
The light roars upward, a pillar that swallows him whole. I’m already too close, my momentum carrying me into the edge of it, and there’s no time to veer away.
The world drops out from under me.
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Light
It’s everywhere — not just in my eyes, but under my skin, pressing into my skull, searing through every nerve. For a heartbeat, I’m convinced my body’s being burned apart molecule by molecule.
Then the ground is gone.
I’m weightless and heavy all at once, spinning without moving. My stomach tries to turn inside out. My lungs seize.
I can’t tell if my eyes are open or shut; the light is there either way. I see nothing solid — only endless white threaded through with lines of impossible colors that don’t exist in the normal world. The shapes bend wrong, twisting into curves that hurt to look at directly.
Something brushes my ear.
A voice. Not words I understand, but the cadence feels ancient, old as the bones of the earth. Another joins it, then another, until my head is full of whispering that presses against the inside of my skull like claws scratching from the wrong side.
I reach for chakra to anchor myself — and nearly scream. My chakra feels like it’s being stretched taut between two points, pulled so thin it might snap. My control slips in bursts, little flares of panic flashing through me.
Breathe. I try, but my chest doesn’t move.
Breathe, damn it—
The light flickers. The voices surge louder, then cut off all at once.
And the world slams back into me.
I hit the ground hard enough to knock the wind out of me. My right shoulder takes the brunt, rolling me onto my back in a spray of damp dirt.
For a long moment, I just lie there. My head is a drumbeat of pain, and every breath rattles like it’s moving through broken glass.
The air smells… wrong. Fresher, sharper, like rain on untouched grass.
I push myself up slowly, wincing as my joints protest. My vision swims, then clears enough for me to take in my surroundings.
Forest. That much hasn’t changed.
But it’s too quiet. No distant hum of village life. No faint rustle of paper from mission scroll shops, no clank of weapons being sharpened. Just wind through leaves and the occasional creak of wood as a branch shifts.
I turn in a slow circle, scanning for any sign of the seal — the scroll, the man, anything. There’s nothing. Not even disturbed soil where the symbols should have been.
My pulse picks up.
I orient myself by the slope of the terrain, trying to recall the map of the region from earlier. If the seal spat me out nearby, the village should be—
I start walking.
The minutes stretch. The terrain feels familiar in shape, but the undergrowth is thicker. I pass an old oak I think I know, but its trunk is unscarred by the lightning strike I remember from last summer’s storm.
The further I go, the heavier the wrongness sits in my gut.
By the time I crest the final ridge, sweat is running down my back despite the chill in the air.
Konoha lies spread out below me.
At first, relief flares bright in my chest. The walls are there, the gate—
Then the details register.
The walls are taller. Smooth, freshly built, the stones clean of moss and cracks. The gate is the old style, heavier and more fortified, with carved kanji along the arch that I’ve only ever seen in dusty archive sketches.
From up here, the roofs look… pristine. Too pristine. No scorch marks from the Nine-Tails attack. No weather-faded paint from years of rain and sun.
I make my way down slowly, hood pulled low.
The guards at the gate glance at me, then at each other. Their flak jackets are a deeper green, the cut slightly different — more padded, with leather straps at the shoulders.
I nod politely, not slowing enough to invite questions.
Inside, the streets feel both familiar and alien. Shops I know are gone; in their place are older, broader-fronted buildings with paper lanterns swaying from their eaves. Vendors call out to passersby with accents just different enough to catch in my ear.
People move differently, too. Fewer civilians, more shinobi in full gear even at rest. There’s an edge to the air — the kind that hangs over a village during wartime.
My boots carry me toward the central square on autopilot. It’s muscle memory, following streets that aren’t quite the same.
That’s when I see the mission board.
It’s not the sleek metal-framed one I know. This one is solid oak, polished to a shine, the papers tacked up in neat rows. My eyes skim the postings — patrol shifts, escort requests, supply lists. All handwritten.
At the top, in perfect calligraphy:
Team Minato: Namikaze Minato, Hatake Kakashi, Uchiha Obito, Nohara Rin.
My blood runs cold.
I’m still staring at the names when a voice cuts through the noise of the square.
Light, teasing, warm.
I turn my head automatically—
And freeze.
Kakashi is walking down the street toward me.
Not the man I know. Not the jaded, sharp-eyed jonin with a slouch in his shoulders and a wall behind every word.
This is a boy.
His hair is shorter, silver but smoother, catching the late sunlight. No scar crossing his face. No forehead protector slanted over one eye. Just two sharp grey eyes, both uncovered, both startlingly alive.
Rin is beside him, talking animatedly about something, hands gesturing in little arcs. Obito trails behind them, arms crossed, muttering under his breath.
Kakashi glances at Rin, says something I can’t hear — and then, impossibly, he laughs.
It’s small, quick, and gone in a second, but it’s so foreign my chest aches.
Because I know what’s coming for him. I know the losses lined up like dominoes. And I know I’m standing in the middle of it, years too early, a stranger in a place that shouldn’t exist for me.
And staring at the boy he used to be feels like standing on the edge of a cliff, knowing the rocks will break him when he falls.