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The archway was not supposed to be beautiful.
Harry had thought about it in the weeks after — in the strange, compressed time between Sirius falling and the moment he followed, when everything moved too fast to process properly — and he had expected it to be ugly. Death should be ugly. A door that only opened one way should look like what it was.
But the Veil moved.
It breathed. Or something breathed through it, something that had no name in any language he knew. The curtain of black silk or shadow or something too thin to be either lifted and settled in a room that had no wind, and the sound that came from beyond it was nothing so dramatic as voices. It was more like the memory of voices. The texture of sound stripped of its specific meaning.
He had stood at the top of the amphitheater steps, panting, still vibrating with the shock of Sirius falling — not stepping, not jumping, simply ceasing to be on one side and beginning to be on the other in the space of a second — and he had done the only arithmetic that mattered.
Sirius went through. Sirius was on the other side. Therefore he would go through too.
Hermione had grabbed his arm. Ron had been shouting something. Lupin had appeared from somewhere and was saying his name in the voice adults use when they believe a child is about to do something that cannot be undone.
All of that was true. All of it was irrelevant.
Harry had stepped off the stone tier, crossed the floor, and walked into the Veil.
—
What he remembered of the crossing came back to him later in fragments that refused to assemble into a coherent sequence.
Cold so absolute it ceased to be a sensation and became simply the nature of everything, the default state of existence, as though warmth had been a brief and inexplicable interruption.
Something pulling at him. Not at his body — at something layered inside his body, something that had always been there and had always felt wrong, a splinter he had never been able to name or locate. It came out with the sensation of a wound being cleaned: agonizing and necessary and followed by a cleanness he had never felt before.
Then fire. Gold fire, or the idea of gold fire, or the memory of a bird crying in a language made entirely of light. It moved through him from the inside. It rebuilt things as it moved. He felt bones that had been slightly wrong his whole life settle into correctness. He felt years of something — exhaustion, maybe, or damage, or simply the accumulated weight of being unwanted — lift away.
Then nothing. A very specific kind of nothing that had texture and temperature and the faint, distant impression of a cold so deep it predated the concept of cold.
Then the sky.
—
He came back to himself in pieces.
Hearing first: wind. Real wind, not the false draft of a room with no windows. Wind that moved through actual trees, through actual distance, carrying actual cold. Wind that had travelled a very long way over a very empty landscape before it found him.
Then smell: pine resin. Snow. Something animal and faintly rotten, distant enough to be background rather than immediate concern.
Then the feeling of ground under his back. Not stone floor. Not any surface he recognized from fifteen years of indoor living. Hard-packed dirt and something dry and brittle beneath it that crunched when he shifted, dormant grass or dead moss, impossible to tell without looking.
He opened his eyes.
The sky above him was the grey of old iron, vast and close and completely featureless. No clouds with shapes. No patches of blue. Just grey, from one edge of the treeline to the other, as though the sky had decided on a single opinion and was committed to it.
The trees were enormous. He had grown up in suburban Surrey where the oldest things were twenty-year-old oaks people argued about cutting down to put in car parks. These trees were something else. Dark-barked, massively trunked, their upper branches lost in the grey. They did not look like trees that grew near people. They looked like trees that had grown in a place that had forgotten people were possible.
He could see all of this with perfect clarity.
He lay there for a moment with that fact, not yet understanding why it should feel strange. His glasses were in his pocket. He hadn't reached for them. He hadn't needed to reach for them. The treeline was sharp against the grey sky, bark patterns distinct, every frosted needle on the nearest branch individually visible. He had never in his life seen this way without glass between him and the world.
He sat up.
The world tilted once, sharply, then settled. He put a hand to the ground and waited.
He was in a clearing. Not a clearing made by human hands — no stumps, no axe marks, no evidence of intention. A clearing made by the simple fact that the trees had stopped here and not continued. The ground was frozen solid. His breath came out in visible clouds.
He was cold. He registered this distantly, the way you register something that is true but not yet critical. His robes were not designed for whatever temperature this was. His trainers were soaked through. His glasses were intact, which felt miraculous under the circumstances.
He checked his wand. Still there, still whole, in his pocket where he'd shoved it during the fight.
Then he looked to his left and found Sirius.
—
Sirius was lying three metres away, face-down, one arm flung out. Alive — Harry could see the rise and fall of breathing from where he sat, could see the slight movement of the grey hair that was no longer grey. He blinked at this and filed it away for later examination.
He got to his feet. The world tilted again, less dramatically this time. He crossed the clearing and crouched beside his godfather and put a hand on his shoulder.
"Sirius."
Nothing.
"Sirius. I need you to be alive right now."
Sirius made a sound that was not language. His hand moved. He pushed himself up with the mechanical determination of someone whose body is operating ahead of their consciousness, and turned over, and stared at the grey sky with eyes that didn't focus for a long moment.
Then they focused. They found Harry.
The expression that crossed his godfather's face was something Harry had no name for. It moved through grief and relief and several things in between with a speed that suggested all of them had been waiting.
"Harry." His voice was rough. "You followed me."
"Obviously."
Sirius closed his eyes for a moment. Opened them. "You're going to give me a heart attack."
"You fell through a magical death portal," Harry said. "I followed you. I think that's a proportional response."
Sirius looked at him for a long moment. Then he started laughing — a real laugh, breathless and slightly unhinged, the laugh of someone who is alive and knows it and finds it improbable. He sat up and ran a hand through his hair, which was dark now, full dark, the black of old photographs Harry had seen.
"Where are we?" Sirius said.
Harry looked at the enormous trees. At the grey sky. At the ground frozen so solid it had no give at all beneath his feet.
"Somewhere cold," he said.
"Helpful." Sirius was on his feet now, turning slowly, taking in the treeline with the careful attention of someone trying to read something they've seen before. "Scotland gets like this. Far north. Or Scandinavia, maybe — there are forests in Norway that look like this." He stopped turning. "How did we get to Norway."
"I don't think we're in Norway."
"No. But the Veil is in Britain. Whatever comes out of it should be — it should be somewhere." He looked at Harry. "This is somewhere."
"Yes," Harry said. "It is definitely somewhere."
They stood in the frozen clearing and failed to narrow it down further.
—
They took inventory.
Harry had: his wand, his robes, his trainers. His glasses, now folded in his pocket and no longer needed, which was a sentence he had never expected to think. The contents of his other pockets, which amounted to a broken Sneakoscope, seventeen Sickles, and a piece of parchment with Hermione's revision notes for Defence Against the Dark Arts that he had been using as a bookmark.
Sirius had: his wand. His coat, which was heavier than Harry's robes and would do more against whatever temperature this was. His boots. The look of a man who had just had twelve years of Azkaban and everything that happened after stripped out of his eyes, which were clear in a way Harry had never seen them.
"Your hair," Harry said.
Sirius touched it. Blinked. "Hm."
"And you look—" Harry stopped. Younger was what he'd been about to say, but that wasn't quite right. Restored was the word his mind offered. Like a photograph that had been water-damaged and then wasn't. "Different."
"You also look different," Sirius said. He was studying Harry with an expression that was somewhere between careful and unsettled. "You're taller." A pause. "And — where are your glasses?"
Harry touched his own face, reflexively. Then remembered. "In my pocket."
"You're not squinting."
"No."
Sirius looked at him for a moment. "How long have you needed glasses?"
"Since I was about nine. The Dursleys didn't get them for me until I was nearly ten because they didn't want to spend the money, but the trouble with seeing started before that." He paused. "It's gone. I woke up and the glasses made things worse. Without them everything's — clear." The word felt strange. He had never described his natural vision as clear. "The Veil fixed it."
Sirius was quiet for a beat in the way of someone receiving a lot of information in a short period and organising it. Then: "What else?"
Harry looked down at himself. His robes, which had always been slightly too large, were now several centimetres too short. He felt his wrists extending past the cuffs, felt the broader set of his own shoulders in a way that was new and strange and slightly disorienting.
"The Veil," Harry said. "It did something."
"Several somethings, I suspect." Sirius was still watching him. "How do you feel?"
Harry thought about this honestly. He felt cold. He felt alert in a way that had no anxiety in it, which was unusual. He felt hungry in the ordinary way of someone who hadn't eaten rather than the chronic, background hunger that had been his default state for as long as he could remember. He could see every detail of the frozen clearing with perfect, unmediated clarity — no lenses, no frames, nothing between him and the world. He felt, underneath all of this, like something that had been pressing against him from the inside for his entire life had been removed.
Clean. He felt clean. Like fifteen years of damage had been quietly, systematically undone while he wasn't watching.
"Fine," he said, because fifteen-year-old boys do not say clean. "I feel fine."
Sirius nodded slowly. "Something came out of you when we crossed. I don't know what it was. I saw it."
Harry said nothing for a moment. "I don't know what it was either," he said. "But it's gone. And I think—" He stopped. "Later."
"Yes." Sirius was already looking at the treeline. "Later. Right now we need—"
The sound reached them before Harry could identify it: a sharp crack from somewhere in the trees to the northeast, the sound of something heavy on frozen ground, moving at speed.
Both of them were on their feet immediately, wands out. Harry didn't think about it. His body simply did it.
The trees held their silence for three seconds.
Then the girl stepped out of them.
She was carrying a bow.
Harry registered this first because it was pointed at him. The arrow was nocked but not drawn, which meant she was assessing rather than committed, which meant they had perhaps four seconds of safety in which anything might happen.
She was about his age. He registered this second, with surprise, because he had expected something older from the north that the trees belonged to. She wore layered furs, dark-dyed, the outer layer frosted with cold. Her hair was blonde, braided back severely. Her eyes were the pale blue of ice under a winter sky, and they were moving — off him, to Sirius, back to him, to the trees around the clearing, back to him — in a smooth, professional sweep that registered everything without spending too long on any single thing.
She was not frightened.
He had expected fear. A girl, alone, finding two strangers in the frozen wilderness — he had expected fear. There was none. Her face was entirely still, which was not the stillness of calm exactly but the stillness of someone who has decided that fear is a problem they will address later and right now they need information.
"Name yourself," she said.
The words were plain enough. The voice behind them had no question in it at all.
"Harry," he said. "Harry Potter. How do you do." He heard himself say it and recognised immediately that 'how do you do' was perhaps not the ideal opening for a conversation happening at arrow-point in a frozen wilderness, but it had come out before he could stop it.
She stared at him.
"That's — I'm Harry," he said. "That's my name. The second part wasn't — that was just." He stopped. "Hello."
She transferred her gaze to Sirius with the unhurried attention of someone who has all day and is not especially impressed by what they're seeing.
Sirius straightened slightly, which was his instinctive response to being assessed, and said with great dignity: "Sirius Black. Pleasure."
She looked back at Harry.
"He does that," Harry said.
"You come out of nowhere," she said. "No horses. No dogs. No weapons I can see." A pause. The pause had weight in it. "No clan."
"Right. Yes. All of those things are true." Harry was aware that he was doing the thing he did when he was nervous, which was to confirm statements rather than make them. "We came through something — a gate, an arch — we didn't choose to end up here specifically, we just—" He stopped. "We arrived. Unintentionally."
"You arrived," she said. "Unintentionally."
"Very much so."
"The fire came out of your hand."
"Yes."
"And you arrived unintentionally."
"I appreciate how those two things seem contradictory," Harry said. "I don't fully understand it myself."
She appeared to consider this in the way one considers a maths problem that doesn't add up. "The big one," she said. "Is he yours? Or are you his?"
Sirius, in a tone of tremendous restraint: "I'm going to pretend I didn't hear that."
"He's my godfather," Harry said. "We're — it's — neither. Both. Look, it's complicated."
She looked between them for a long moment. Whatever she concluded, she kept it.
"Val," she said, touching her chest briefly. Not an introduction — more the way you'd state a fact about the weather.
Then she turned and walked back into the trees. At the treeline she stopped and looked back, and the look said everything: well?
"I think," Sirius said, "we should follow the girl with the bow."
"That seems right," Harry agreed.
"I handled that very well."
"You said 'pleasure'."
"I was being courteous."
"She had an arrow."
"And yet," Sirius said, "here we are. Not shot."
Harry decided to let him have that one.
—
She moved through the forest at a pace that was not quite running but was significantly faster than walking, and she moved without sound. Harry could hear himself — his trainers on frozen ground, the occasional crunch of ice underfoot, the sound of his own breathing — and he could hear Sirius behind him, who was heavier and making the additional noise of someone determined not to make noise, which somehow made it worse — and he could not hear Val at all except by watching the pale flash of her braid between the dark trunks ahead.
It was, he thought, profoundly unfair. He was fifteen and reasonably fit and had apparently had his entire body overhauled by a supernatural death portal and he was still producing approximately the noise level of a shopping trolley with a bad wheel, while she moved through her own forest like the concept of moving.
He became aware, after a minute or two, that Sirius had drawn level with him.
"Don't," Harry said quietly.
"I wasn't going to say anything."
"You were going to say something."
Sirius was quiet for three steps. "I was going to say that she moves very—"
"We're being led through a forest by someone with a bow and you want to talk about—"
"I was going to say efficiently."
"Sirius."
"I've been in prison for twelve years," Sirius said. "I'm allowed to notice things."
Harry decided that this conversation was over.
The forest moved around them. It was not the friendly forest of Hogwarts, which had its own dangers but also had a certain quality of being somewhere that humans had negotiated a truce with. This was the other kind. The kind that did not know humans existed and would not have adjusted its behaviour if it did. The trees were too large. The shadows between them were too deep. The cold had a presence that the cold at Hogwarts never had — it wasn't just temperature, it was weight. It pressed.
Harry's wand hand was warm. He hadn't consciously done anything but something in his magic was running close to the surface, and the surface was the same temperature as the air, which meant the warmth was coming from inside him rather than from any external source.
He filed this away with the growing collection of things to think about later, when they were somewhere that was not immediately threatening.
Val stopped.
Harry stopped. Sirius stopped a half-second behind him, managing not to walk into his back.
Ahead, through the last rank of trees, a firelight. The smell of wood smoke and cooked meat and the indescribable collective smell of many people living close together in cold weather.
"Stay close," Val said over her shoulder, without looking back. "Don't speak. Don't touch what isn't yours."
"Right," Harry said. "Yes. Absolutely."
"And if anyone speaks to you—"
"We won't speak," Harry said.
"I was going to say: let him answer." She meant Harry, not Sirius. A beat. "Not the big one."
"That's—" Sirius started.
"Perfectly sensible," Harry said. "He'll be quiet."
"I will not be—"
"Sirius."
A pause. "Fine," Sirius said. "I'll be decorative."
She stepped through the treeline without further comment, having apparently already moved on from the conversation.
Harry followed her into the camp, and Sirius followed Harry, and the three of them emerged from the trees into a wall of silence that was at least forty people wide.
—
It was not a village in any sense Harry had a word for, and he had two sets of references to compare against.
From the Wizarding World: Hogsmeade, Diagon Alley, the layered oddity of magical architecture. None of that was here. From the Muggle world — from Surrey, from the news, from school trips to museums and the particular education of a boy who reads whatever he can find because the Dursleys don't let him watch much television — came a different set of comparisons, and those were closer but not right either.
He had seen reconstructions of Dark Ages settlements. School trips to heritage sites, little placards explaining that people lived like this in Britain a thousand years ago. This felt like that — not a recreation but the genuine article, a place where the absence of glass in the windows and metal in the hinges was not poverty or primitiveness but simply the way things were. There was no plastic. No synthetic fabric. No power lines. No concrete, no tarmac, nothing manufactured at a scale that required industry rather than individual craft. Everything here had been made by hand from whatever the land provided, and everything here knew it.
Sirius, beside him, was less visibly unsettled. Harry realised, watching his godfather take in the camp with calm assessment, that Sirius had grown up in a world without electricity or cars. Grimmauld Place did not have central heating. The Wizarding World ran on magic and tradition and things that had worked for centuries, and the gap between that and this was much smaller than the gap between this and Surrey.
There were structures — low, dark, built from timber and packed earth and turf, arranged without obvious pattern around a central fire bigger than any Harry had seen outside a bonfire. Skins dried on frames. Weapons were racked near every door. Everything had the quality of being ready to move.
The people were looking at them.
Not with the interest of a town that doesn't see many visitors. With the flat, measuring attention of people who have learned that the things that come out of the forest without warning are more often threats than not. Men with the kind of build that comes from a lifetime of physical necessity. Women watching just as hard, several of them holding weapons with the ease of long habit.
Near the central fire, one woman stood slightly apart. She was older than Val by several years, with the same pale colouring and the same quality of stillness, but where Val's stillness was the stillness of assessment, this one's was the stillness of someone who had seen enough that very little required immediate reaction. She was watching Harry and Sirius with a kind of clinical patience that reminded him uncomfortably of Madam Pomfrey evaluating whether a student needed the hospital wing.
He filed this away.
No one moved to block their path. No one moved toward them either. They simply watched, and waited, and did not pretend to be doing anything else.
Val walked to the fire without looking back. She stopped next to an older man — large, grey-bearded, with a carved pendant of dark stone at his throat — and spoke to him without preamble.
"Found them in the south clearing. Two. The younger one has fire in him — not a torch, not a spell. Came from his hand." She said it the way she might report finding a wounded elk: here is the thing, here are its properties, here is what I chose to do with it. "The other one is large. Wasn't frightened."
The man looked at Harry and Sirius throughout. His face did not change.
"Names?" he said.
"He says Harry. The big one is Sirius."
A pause. The old man looked at Harry directly. Then at Sirius. Then back at Harry, as though Sirius was a piece of furniture he was deciding where to put.
"Sit," he said. "Fire's there."
Harry went to the fire.
Sirius fell into step beside him. "He didn't even look at me directly," he said, very quietly. "I'm a Black. We've been looked at directly for eight hundred years."
"You've also been in the same position for twelve of them. Sit down."
"I was going to sit down. I was simply making an observation."
"Fascinating," Harry said. "Sit."
Sirius sat, with the particular dignity of a man who is sitting entirely of his own volition and not because anyone told him to.
—
The first hours were mostly about survival, which at least had the benefit of simplicity.
Harry was cold. The fire was hot. These two facts occupied most of his attention for a while.
At some point — ten minutes in, or twenty, or an hour, it was hard to tell — someone near the fire said something in a voice that wasn't quite directed at them but wasn't quite not, either. Harry looked up. A man about Sirius's age with a beard that could have housed a small family was watching them with the flatly assessing look everyone here seemed to have been born wearing. He said something else. Short. Ending on a rise that might have been a question.
"Sorry," Harry said. "I don't — could you say that again?"
The man looked at him for a moment. Repeated himself. Slower.
Harry caught perhaps one word in four. The accent was — not entirely unlike English, he thought, something in the vowels was familiar, but the rhythm was wrong and there were sounds he didn't have a reference for and the words themselves were arranged in an order he couldn't quite follow.
"I understood the word 'fire'," Sirius said, from beside him, helpfully.
"I also got 'you'," Harry said.
"Progress."
The man said something to his neighbour. The neighbour glanced at Harry and Sirius and said something back. Whatever it was, two people nearby found it worth a short laugh.
"I think," Sirius said, very quietly, "that we may have just been made fun of."
"We absolutely were," Harry agreed. "Smiling seems like the right response."
They smiled.
The man looked at them like he wasn't sure what to do with that. Then he looked away.
After that, things were quieter. Sirius sat beside him and didn't volunteer much, which was unusual enough that Harry glanced at him once. His godfather was looking at the camp with an expression that had nothing wry in it — just that careful stillness of someone processing a great deal at once. The dark hair. The clearness behind his eyes that kept catching Harry off guard every time he looked at it. Twelve years of something gone.
Harry let him have the quiet.
He used the time to look. Carefully, in the way he'd learned to look at unfamiliar situations without appearing to — a skill he'd developed at the Dursleys and refined at Hogwarts and that was proving unexpectedly useful now. The camp was smaller than he'd first thought: perhaps forty people, maybe fewer. Their tools were iron and bone and wood. Their fire management was meticulous — he watched two people replenish the central fire with the focused attention of people who knew that a fire going out was not an inconvenience but a problem. No one was reading. No one was writing. He hadn't seen a single piece of paper.
There was a woman moving among the people with a basket — the one he'd noticed near the fire when they arrived, older than Val, with the same pale colouring — checking on a man with a bandaged hand, crouching briefly beside an older woman who was coughing. She worked with quiet efficiency and the focused manner of someone who had done this many times. Her tools were herbs and cloth rather than anything he'd have found in a hospital or even in Madam Pomfrey's cabinet. He didn't know who she was yet. He watched her anyway.
His Aunt Petunia would have called this living in squalor. Harry thought she would last approximately one night here before revising her opinion of what constituted a real problem.
The people — he didn't have a name for them yet, didn't know what they called themselves or what they'd want to be called — maintained their watching distance. Nobody offered them food. Nobody threatened them either. The arrangement appeared to be: you sit by the fire, we observe you, we will make further decisions based on what we observe.
This was reasonable. Harry respected it.
Val sat across the fire from them. She was not pretending to do other things. She was watching them with the same direct attention she had given them in the clearing, and she was not embarrassed about doing it.
Harry watched her back. He couldn't help it. There was something about her face when she was thinking — a quality of deliberateness, like someone reading a text in a language they know but are being careful with — that kept drawing his attention.
She was, he thought, probably the most capable person of his age he had ever encountered, including himself. He had exactly two data points for this conclusion and he was aware that was not a lot of data. He stood by it anyway.
She caught him looking. She didn't look away. Neither did he. It lasted one second past the point where a normal social interaction would have resolved itself, and then the old man with the dark stone pendant said something and Val's attention snapped to him, and Harry became very interested in the fire.
Sirius, beside him, said nothing. Harry could feel him not saying something, which was somehow louder.
"Don't," Harry said quietly.
"I wasn't going to say anything."
"Good."
"She seems very—"
"Sirius."
"—capable. Capable was the word."
"Go to sleep."
"I'm simply observing that for someone who allegedly came out of nowhere, you've managed to—"
"I haven't managed anything. We sat down by a fire we were told to sit by. That's it."
"She chose to sit on your side of it."
Harry looked at the fire. The fire was excellent. "She's watching the treeline," he said. "That's where she can see the treeline from."
"Mm," Sirius said.
"Mm is not a sentence."
"I know." Sirius settled back with the air of a man who has made his point and is comfortable letting it stand. "Go to sleep yourself. You're fifteen and you've had a day."
"You've had a worse day."
"I've had a worse twelve years. Tonight was actually relatively good." He paused. "Don't tell me if that's concerning."
"I wasn't going to," Harry said.
They sat. After a while, Sirius's head drooped against his shoulder, and Harry heard his breathing even out. Twelve years and one night. That was enough.
Harry didn't sleep.
The camp quieted around him by degrees — voices dropping, fire sounds replacing conversation, the particular quality of a settlement moving from wakefulness into the lighter rest of people who slept with one ear open.
Most of the people went inside their structures. A few remained near the fire. Two men took up positions at the edges of the camp — the treeline on the north and east sides — and stood there in the way of people who had done this many times and would do it many more. Harry recognised the posture: watchmen. The old man with the dark stone pendant stayed near the fire, not on the perimeter, the way that leaders stayed near the centre of things.
Val did not go inside.
She moved to a position a few feet from Harry — not close enough to be companionable, but close enough to make clear she'd chosen to be there. She sat with her bow across her knees and her knife at her hip and her eyes on the treeline.
After a while she said, without looking at him: "Where are you from?"
"England," Harry said. Then, because she was clearly waiting for that to mean something: "It's — south of here. Far south. You likely won't know it."
Something shifted in her face. Small but there. The word south carrying weight he couldn't read.
"Is that a problem?" he said. "South."
She looked at him sideways. "Where in the south."
"Er." He tried to find a way to explain Surrey to someone sitting in what appeared to be the end of the world. "Very far. I came through something — an archway, where I'm from. A structure with a curtain in it. My godfather went through first and I followed him. I don't know this place. I don't know the name of it or the name of your people or why the word south—"
"What did my face do," she said.
"Nothing." He paused. "That was the point."
A silence. Then she turned back to the treeline, and he thought — he was not certain — that the corner of her mouth had moved.
"You followed him through an arch," she said, "and you don't know where it put you."
"That's right."
"Into something that could have put you anywhere."
"Yes."
She appeared to consider this, the way she appeared to consider most things: without urgency, without obvious judgement, and without indicating when she was done.
"He went first," she said. "And you followed."
"Yes."
She said nothing to that. The silence had a specific texture: not agreement, not disagreement, but something that suggested she had filed the information and drawn her own conclusion and wasn't planning to share it.
He looked at the sky.
The overcast had thinned while he wasn't watching, and through the break in the clouds he could see stars. He looked at them out of habit, the way you glance up at a familiar ceiling — and then kept looking, because nothing was where it should be.
Polaris should be there. It was never where it was supposed to be on cloudy nights and he always had to look for it, but he knew the general direction. He found the region of sky it should occupy. It wasn't there. He looked for Orion, which was the first constellation he'd ever learned the name of, in primary school, a teacher pointing it out on a clear winter night in the playground. The belt should be clearly visible this time of year. He couldn't find it.
The stars were wrong.
He was quiet about this for a moment. The rational explanations lined up obediently: he was disoriented, it was the wrong time of year or the wrong time of night, the Veil had done something to his sense of direction. He'd never been this far north — maybe this far north scrambled it. Maybe the atmosphere here scattered light differently. Maybe he was simply more turned around than he thought.
He looked at them again. Still wrong. Not subtly wrong — comprehensively wrong, in the way that a painting of a familiar room is wrong even if every individual object in it is accurately reproduced.
"Those aren't — hm," he said, mostly to himself.
Val glanced up, then back to the treeline. "What?"
"The stars. They're not — I can't find the ones I know." He kept his voice neutral. There was probably an explanation. "I've never been this far north. Maybe that's it."
She said nothing. It wasn't disagreement. It wasn't agreement. It was the specific quality of silence that belongs to someone who knows something and has decided it's not their information to give.
They sat until the fire burned down to coals. It was not warmth, exactly, what existed between them in that quiet. But it was something.
Neither of them mentioned that either.