19 Bookmarked Items in the graveyard of my feelings
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Don't Let This Darkness Fool You (All Lights Turned Off Can Be Turned On) by valiant_orange
Fandoms: DSMP - Fandom, Video Blogging RPF, sbi - Fandom, mcyt, Minecraft (Video Game)
12 Nov 2023
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"You have reached the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, also servicing the Veterans service line. If you are in emotional distress or suicidal crisis or are concerned about someone who might be, we're here to help. Please remain on the line while we route your call to the nearest crisis center in our network."
The call cut to music, and Tommy stopped breathing for exactly 45 seconds until the call reconnected to someone. (He only knew that because he counted every damn second, determined to focus on something, anything else.)
"Hello?"
Tommy flopped backwards onto his bed, cringing at the desperation in his own voice, "hi... I uhh... fuck. I don't know how to do this."
The line went quiet, and Tommy blinked. Did he get disconnected? He wasn't even mad if he did, because, in all honesty, that would be really fucking funny considering the circumstances. Like, not funny at all, really. But also just absolutely hilarious. Especially considering-
"Tommy? Is that you?"
Or, Tommy, at a loss of what to do, calls the suicide hotline. What he didn't know was that his older brother Wilbur would be on the other side of the line.
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The Struggles of a New Family by AgentGrayson
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
23 Jul 2021
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The brothers have some bonding time, Kugisaki has a nap, Fushiguro needs therapy, and Mahito is a little bitch. It's all fun and games until you send someone into a panic attack.
Or: The sorcerer world reacts poorly to the news of Itadori Yuuji's disappearance. To be fair, the curses aren't much better.
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- Part 2 of Surprise Adoption
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The walls are screaming, (dear god please let me out). by ThisB_tchEmpty
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
16 Nov 2021
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“Toms,” Wilbur turns his attention to him for the first time since being home. They’ve been here for hours. “How’s school? You still struggling with maths?” An innocent question, a stupidly innocent question that Wilbur asks to be nice, to be pleasant, to catch up with his baby brother.
“I haven’t had any calls from his teachers recently, so he must be.” A joke, he knows Phil is joking but it twists his heart in the wrong direction and shatters any shards of hope Tommy had left for his family.
“I’m in college, for video editing.” He says, because he is, and they don’t seem to know that. “I passed maths with an A.” He frowns, picking up his fork and using it to grab a piece of the garlic bread and dropping it on his plate. “Like two years ago.” He adds.
The silence is unpleasantly loud, it’s far more familiar than the laughing. He almost feels bad.
Almost.
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OR Tommy's relationship with his family told through the dinning room and the family dinner they have after his brothers finally come home after eight years.
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- Part 3 of SBI Family Fics
- Part 1 of Home is where the heart isn’t.
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All The Scrapes On Our Knees by Anonymous
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP
26 Jan 2022
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“I am a fully grown ass man.” Tommy retorted.
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“You’re a minor??”
“A fully grown ass man.” He insisted.
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“It’s a bit selfish, Tommy. But I suppose I can get Sapnap to take you for a small trip around the sector's outskirts?” Dream compromised.
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That time when Tommy Innit realizes that maybe there's more to life than what Dream told him and accidentally winds up tangled into the Hero and Villain world even more than he already was. (And he gets a new family out of it)
(Title is named after the song Woodland by The Paper Kites)- Language:
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When one thing ends, another can begin by Vaimeta
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
17 Dec 2020
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Frequently asked questions don’t always have the same answer - not when it’s the whole world being questioned.
But Midoriya had never let that stop him from asking, even in the face of hate and ridicule. One of his questions had been answered, but that didn’t mean he didn’t have more.
A sequel to Wrong answers don't mean you should stop asking questions.
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- Part 3 of Frequently Asked Questions
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Tommy Danger Kraken Innit, his full legal name by the way, was set to die on September 8th when he was 16. It was a simple fact, normal as everything else in Tommy’s life. The sky was blue, the ocean was fucking weird and he was going to die before he ever saw 18. He wasn’t going to go to college, he wasn’t going to get a job and he wasn’t going to live a long and happy life like most people got to.
Why bother with life when you were going to die before you could live it?
Enter the Za family.
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After an article goes around claiming Techno, an internationally renowned chef and the host of Hell's Kitchen, is actually "soft" for his younger brother, Tommy. With the eleventh season on a rise, the question remains: Is Techno, one of the most intimidating and terrifying chefs on television, really a big softie for his sibling?
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Times Technoblade was soft for Tommy on live air and one time Dream understood why.
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he's my brother, i just raise him by No_one_you_know
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
26 Feb 2021
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“Wilbur, don’t you dare start-”
“You can either sign over the custody on your own will, or I’ll call CPS for child neglect. It’s up to you.”
“You’re threatening me.” It wasn’t a question but a statement.
“I… Yeah. Yeah, dad, I am.”
Phil stared at him for a moment, before taking a deep, shuddering breath. “I’ll do it, then.”The first ten years of Tommy's life were the last ten years of Wilbur's.
Or, SBI is a family. The job of raising Tommy is thrust onto Wilbur's shoulders. This is the story of how he deals with that.
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- Part 2 of one hundred miles
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fuck this is so sad
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“It’s raining, Tech,” Tommy says again because he doesn’t get it and Tommy can’t understand what there is to get. “I like the rain.” Techno listens and Tommy stumbles closer, letting his brother catch him by his forearms. “I forgot I could feel like this,” he says, half laughing and half crying. “I forgot I liked the rain. I forgot I liked the rain, Technoblade. How could I forget this?”
Crimson eyes flick over Tommy’s face, searching for something, and Tommy can’t tell if he found it or didn’t with the way his grip just ever so slightly tightens. He tugs gently, frowning again, and glancing around the ruins-turned-garden he found Tommy in. “Alright, you’re gonna make yourself sick, come on, I’ll get you wherever you were going.”
or the one that's about recovery before anything else
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There's an apocalypse going on Above. One birthed from atomic bombs that have bathed the world in smoke for a dozen years, and surely will for a dozen more.
He's safe, in an underground bunker, protected by his brother. He's been safe for fifteen years.
First he finds the phone.
Then he finds the lies.
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Prince Theseus, a child of blonde and blue, a child of isolation and a crave for touch. He's the youngest in the Royal Family, and somehow the most forgotten. The most neglected. The most alone.
Tucked away in his tower, the young prince watches the world move on without him, watches his family welcome two new princes into their arms, and yet reject him when he cries desperately from nightmares or shivers from a painful wound.
"Wilby?" The child had murmured, all curious and hesitant at once. He was tucked in his older brother's lap, watching as his other sibling sparred with their father. "We'll always be together, right? Forever and ever?"
Wilbur smiled. "Of course, Tommy. Forever and ever."
The Hanahaki rising in young Theseus' throat says otherwise.
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- Part 48 of DSMP
- Part 2 of Grey November
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Tommy was too young to remember the first time he scraped his skin hard enough to bleed. According to his parents he was barely two, just learned to walk and immediately chose to run.
He’s always been that way, it seems. Rushing onwards to seize every new opportunity without a moment’s hesitance. Tommy is sure that when he fell, he got right back up. He’s sure he only laughed and kept on running, paying no mind at all to the trickle of blood dripping down his puny, pudgy leg.
That is - until the bleeding didn’t stop.
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Reckless, chronically-ill Tommy frequents the Crow's Nest Family Hospital, charming the staff and other patients in the process. Obviously found family is what follows.
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My Wingless Prince by FractalFiction for ShampooTastesBad
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
06 Jun 2022
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Wilbur groaned and let his head crash into the soft pillows below, “But I don’t know what it is! I just- I keep feeling like- like there’s something off. Look at my nest!”
Phil glanced around. Yep. It was a bit bigger than before.
“I keep expanding it! Phil, please, I can’t get sick. Not right now.”
Phil and Techno laughed, causing Wilbur to look at them with confusion, “What?”
“Oh, mate. It’s very clear what’s happening.” Phil said with a grin.
Wilbur tilted his head in question.
Phil’s grin turned into a smirk, “You… have fledgling fever.”
Wilbur’s eyes widened and he scrambled up, getting stuck in the blankets and nearly falling over while Techno cackled.
“No!” He squawked, “I don’t have fledgling fever!”
Phil continued to smirk, “Oh yeah? Hm, let’s count up all the signs: you’ve been feeling like something is missing, even when your entire family is in your nest, you’ve expanded your nest for some odd reason…”
Or, Wilbur gets fledgling fever and Tommy just so happens to be the child his instincts attach themselves to. Oh, and he's human.
If any CCs state they are uncomfortable with this kind of fic, I will take it down!Series
- Part 20 of Fractal’s One Shots
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you could buy my silence (if you've got none to lose) by Drhair76
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
20 Jun 2021
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As much as Tommy is impressed with Wilbur, he knows distinctly that the feeling isn't mutual. Tommy doesn't have anything to offer, he wears a total of three shirts and calls it a style, he trips over his shoelaces when he takes his dogs out, he still has to complete homework sheets after school. He isn't someone that Wilbur can have long conversation with about composting or whatever the fuck Wilbur is into after a three am internet deep dive.
A soulmate is supposed to be your other half- someone who meets you toe for toe, picks up where you leave off, highlights your strengths and eases your weaknesses. A soulmate isn't Tommyinnit, a kid who scrounged around on Hypixal and got bullied in secondary school.
or, Tommy finds out his platonic soulmate is Wilbur Soot and decides to keep it quiet out of fear he isn't good enough.
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- Part 4 of the light pours onto me
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the graveyard shift by seasonaldepressionclub
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Minecraft (Video Game)
24 Feb 2023
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Tommy works the night shift in a graveyard for every famous dead person in L'manberg.
The ghosts are particularly fond of him... A little too fond, when opportunity threatens to take Tommy away.
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- Part 1 of season's fight against god (3M godfight)
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The prince shakily sits next to him. He smiles brightly, charming despite the blood that stains the front of his shirt. Red and gold mixed together. Tommy tries growling, but he hiccups instead. It’s- it’s so unfair. Things shouldn’t have ended up like this.
The human raises his hand and Tommy slams his eyes shut, awaiting pain, but his hand just rests gently on top of Tommy’s head.
“Hello, I am Prince Wilbur of the Antarctic Empire,” The human runs his hand through Tommy’s hair, “and you are now tied to me.”
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Or, dragon hearts are known to give humans the closest thing to immortality by binding two lives together, and King Dream had taken Tommy's heart to evade his death for hundreds of years. The boy's life is flipped when the Antarctic Emperor kills Dream and Tommy's life is bound to Prince Wilbur's.
He may not be free, but Wilbur is much nicer than Dream ever was.
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Getting kidnapped? Been there, done that! by batsbatsbatsbats
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
09 Oct 2021
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Being a vigilante whose family was the top three heroes honestly wasn’t that bad. And sure they made morally questionable decisions sometimes but who doesn’t?
Still though it would be nice if he didn’t keep getting kidnapped. Like really? A man has shit to do.
You know what would be even better? If he didn’t get fucking beat up when kidnapped. That shit sucks. And pair that with a power suppressor?
A solid -10/10 experience.
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lost and looking for a purpose by eternalempires
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
27 Dec 2021
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Phil is older than time itself—he is immortal and he is powerful and he is angry.
And he has lost his sons.
He is determined to find them even if he has to unravel the universe inch by inch to do so.Series
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the only advantage that a killer has (is they think they have the right). by sunsetsomewhere for passworth
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
02 Nov 2022
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“You’re gonna let me go,” he says slowly, trying to keep his voice from shaking. He keeps the knife pointed at them. “I’m gonna leave the apartment, and then I’m calling the Heroes. If you try to stop me–”
“Oh, Phil,” The brunet, Wil, whines. “He’s trembling.”
“It’s cause you’ve got his brother’s blood on your neck, mate,” Phil muses. Wil hastily swipes at it with his sleeve. The blond turns to him. “It’s alright, little one. We won’t hurt you.”
He takes a step back closer to the kitchen door. He’s already halfway across the room. Just a few more steps. He keeps his voice as steady as possible. “I’m gonna call the Heroes now. Don’t– don’t try anything.”
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In which Tommy gets passed from the piranhas to the sharks.
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