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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    • 20 Jun 2026

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      oh well, I guess we're gonna find out!
      angel_deux
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      Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

      Except, well. Then there are zombies.

      Absolutely fantastic and deeper than I expected for a fairly campy premise.
      I expected more Shaun of the Dead and less Last of Us, but have been very much impressed despite myself.
      Was toward the end of the first chapter when I needed to sleep. Not sure if it was excess caffeine or Zombie-related waking dreams that kept me from sleeping, but my brain kept substituting Ilya and Shane into the Last of Us episode with Bill and Frank. Fucking ow.

      Having now finished the work. It was both difficult to get through and also impossible to put down.
      Really fucking well done. I get the hype. I may even end up rereading it.

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    "Hi, solnyshko.”
    The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.

    He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.

    “Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.

     

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    When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.

    Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.

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    • 16 Jun 2026

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      find your way back home
      strange_ghost
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      "Hi, solnyshko.”
      The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.

      He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.

      “Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.

       

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      When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.

      Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.

      They are so fucking cute. Jfc.
      Some depth, a bit of drama, but so much fluffy steamy goodness. I love it 😘

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    Shane sometimes needs deep pressure after games to calm down again.
    Ilya learns about this when Shane crashes and is willing to help.
    It becomes their ritual, and Ilya is supportive - but he is, true to himself, a little funny about it, too.

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    • 10 Jun 2026

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      Right now, everything is way too loud (got tired of it all somehow)
      soul_wanderer
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      Shane sometimes needs deep pressure after games to calm down again.
      Ilya learns about this when Shane crashes and is willing to help.
      It becomes their ritual, and Ilya is supportive - but he is, true to himself, a little funny about it, too.

      Panini time. Great, but I'm a little envious.

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    Standing beneath the heavy, silver glow of the full moon, Ilya looked devastatingly beautiful. The harsh neon lights from the strip threw sharp, colorful shadows across his features, highlighting the strong clench of his jaw and the thick texture of his curls. But beneath that usual mask of Russian arrogance, he looked incredibly young. Almost cute. It was a soft, vulnerable side that Ilya never allowed the media or the fans to see, and Shane was the only one witnessing it.

     Looking at him, a sudden, terrifying realization hit Shane with the force of an open-ice hit.

     Fuck. I'm in love with him.

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    What if Shane actually said "I love you" first? What if he said it in the most cowardly way possible, before Ilya confesses in his Russian monologue?

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    • 08 Jun 2026

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      The moon is beautiful, isn't it?
      mufftis
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      Standing beneath the heavy, silver glow of the full moon, Ilya looked devastatingly beautiful. The harsh neon lights from the strip threw sharp, colorful shadows across his features, highlighting the strong clench of his jaw and the thick texture of his curls. But beneath that usual mask of Russian arrogance, he looked incredibly young. Almost cute. It was a soft, vulnerable side that Ilya never allowed the media or the fans to see, and Shane was the only one witnessing it.

      Looking at him, a sudden, terrifying realization hit Shane with the force of an open-ice hit.

      Fuck. I'm in love with him.

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      What if Shane actually said "I love you" first? What if he said it in the most cowardly way possible, before Ilya confesses in his Russian monologue?

      Lovely poetic, sweet. Beautiful and simple

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    Shane Hollander doesn’t do cheat days.
    Not with his training. Not with his diet. Not with his life.
    Then a ridiculously attractive Russian-Italian chef in Milano force-feeds him the best ravioli he’s ever had and calls him a good boy and things spiral from there.
    Between Olympic pressure, impossible expectations, and a connection neither of them is ready to name, Shane finds himself unraveling in ways he doesn’t understand.

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    • 07 Jun 2026

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      Shane Hollander Doesn’t Do Cheat Days
      MmeBovary91
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      Shane Hollander doesn’t do cheat days.
      Not with his training. Not with his diet. Not with his life.
      Then a ridiculously attractive Russian-Italian chef in Milano force-feeds him the best ravioli he’s ever had and calls him a good boy and things spiral from there.
      Between Olympic pressure, impossible expectations, and a connection neither of them is ready to name, Shane finds himself unraveling in ways he doesn’t understand.

      Tender sweet and delicious from first bite to final page. I enjoyed every morsel, even when it made me cry

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    • 19 May 2026

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      frequently, secretly fond of each other.
      milominderbinder
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      Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

      “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

      He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

      A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

      A roller coaster of their first two seasons playing together, and trying to be together, first physically then with a bit more intent.
      In the last chapters they won the cup, came out to Shane's parents, and maybe have some semblance of a plan of how to move forward and stay together.

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    Ilya was used to hazing. He had been subjected to it, he had participated in it, and, as a captain, he had stood guard over the rookies and protected them from anything truly harmful. But if he had been asked, Ilya would have approved of this prank. He would have authorized it, given Cliff and Vicky his seal of approval, perhaps even helped orchestrate it.

    Any other day, Ilya might have been happy to play along.

    But, in perfect dramatic irony, it had not happened any other day. It had happened today. And, cherry on top, of course the rookie had to walk in when Shane was already freaking out about Ilya saying his name.

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    A prank-gone-wrong leads to the Boston Bears finding out about Shane and Ilya’s relationship in 2016. The day Ilya first invited Shane into his house. Right after they say each other’s names for the first time. Fuck his life, honestly.

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    • 17 May 2026

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      Reckless & Young
      some1_around
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      Ilya was used to hazing. He had been subjected to it, he had participated in it, and, as a captain, he had stood guard over the rookies and protected them from anything truly harmful. But if he had been asked, Ilya would have approved of this prank. He would have authorized it, given Cliff and Vicky his seal of approval, perhaps even helped orchestrate it.

      Any other day, Ilya might have been happy to play along.

      But, in perfect dramatic irony, it had not happened any other day. It had happened today. And, cherry on top, of course the rookie had to walk in when Shane was already freaking out about Ilya saying his name.

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      A prank-gone-wrong leads to the Boston Bears finding out about Shane and Ilya’s relationship in 2016. The day Ilya first invited Shane into his house. Right after they say each other’s names for the first time. Fuck his life, honestly.

      I've read this twice/thrice and it's been chaotic and delightful every time. Deserves to be out into a "supportive Boston" compilation/collection

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    Hollander’s eyes slid past him, stopped, came back and held, his eyes widening. Ilya smiled, a mocking curve of his mouth, and raised his cup in acknowledgment. Number one, he mouthed, and while he couldn’t be certain in the dim light of the bar, he thought he saw Hollander flush.

    Then his chin lifted, challenging, and Ilya felt something hook behind his ribs, a sharp tug, like a fish on a line.

     

    Or: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander make a deal - whichever of them debuts as a #1 NYT bestseller owes the other a blowjob

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      i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
      CorvidCordelia
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      Hollander’s eyes slid past him, stopped, came back and held, his eyes widening. Ilya smiled, a mocking curve of his mouth, and raised his cup in acknowledgment. Number one, he mouthed, and while he couldn’t be certain in the dim light of the bar, he thought he saw Hollander flush.
      Then his chin lifted, challenging, and Ilya felt something hook behind his ribs, a sharp tug, like a fish on a line.
      Or: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander make a deal - whichever of them debuts as a #1 NYT bestseller owes the other a blowjob

      I knew this was going to be literary in vibe, but was pleasantly surprised at the quality of your writing. Very well done. There were some very clever and impactful turns of phrase throughout that inspired/made me sit on my couch and purge some of my own thoughts and emotions by writing over my lunch break.
      I started it this morning intending to read it slowly between project steps, but was thoroughly captivated and pretty much inhaled it in one sitting. Truly, great job

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    Shane's heart learned Ilya's name and forgot how to beat for anything else.

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    • 14 May 2026

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      Immune to Everything (Except You)
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      Shane's heart learned Ilya's name and forgot how to beat for anything else.

      I waited weeks to read the final chapter bc I didn't want it to be over.
      Left me golden sweet and warm. Absolutely wonderful.

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    Ilya Rozanov is having trouble sleeping, nothing seems to help anymore, scrolling through TikTok sends him on a discovery when he finds a man monotonously talking quietly and about very boring things that he can’t stop watching, his big beautiful hands and quiet voice hypnotize him and he can finally feel himself relax enough to sleep. The videos intrigue him but also wow how can anyone be so boring (and interesting at the same time) 🙄

    Ilya is hooked on Shane Haruto Hollander's ASMR channel Shh ASMR. How soon will he realize the channel belongs to his biggest rival on the ice, the man that gets under his skin is the same man who finally helps him sleep again at night.

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    • 12 May 2026

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      Shh ASMR
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      Ilya Rozanov is having trouble sleeping, nothing seems to help anymore, scrolling through TikTok sends him on a discovery when he finds a man monotonously talking quietly and about very boring things that he can’t stop watching, his big beautiful hands and quiet voice hypnotize him and he can finally feel himself relax enough to sleep. The videos intrigue him but also wow how can anyone be so boring (and interesting at the same time) 🙄

      Ilya is hooked on Shane Haruto Hollander's ASMR channel Shh ASMR. How soon will he realize the channel belongs to his biggest rival on the ice, the man that gets under his skin is the same man who finally helps him sleep again at night.

      LR17
      Really fucking good so far. UA where they never hooked up, both are still hockey players and Shane has a secret asmr YouTube channel. They now know each others identity and have met up, but not gone all the way yet.
      Intimacy before sex is an interesting way to change up their dynamic.

      LR27
      Continuing to be fantastic.
      They've met up, had some very tender sex
      A three day weekend in a treehouse in Vermont (it was so domestic and sweet)
      Most recently, Scott has been outed, Troy has come out in solidarity. Ilya tells Shane a beautiful fairytale from childhood memory.
      Seems like we're tamping toward a core of drama/angst, but I trust the author to fulfill the promise of HEA.

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    Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.

    It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.

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      so you must like me for me
      alasse
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      Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.
      It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.

      Shane and Ilya get to have a full friends to best friends to FWB to boyfriends arc. Shane is decidedly discriminated against, but it's out in the open, so he is allowed to be more himself even if the league is still stupid.
      This was surprisingly lovely.

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    Field meteorologist and dedicated climate scientist Shane Hollander of Boston's Channel 5 News is exasperated with assholes like Ilya Rozanov, the Russian playboy Storm Chaser with millions of followers, who waste their platforms on fame and sensationalized videos instead of taking the opportunity to educate their audiences about the very real, very happening right now dangers of climate change.

    Or:
    It may be below freezing in Boston, MA but during the bomb cyclogenesis blizzard of 2018, residents are hoping for something hot to melt the ice. Generational blizzard snows in the two most talked about men in weather, Meteorologist Shane Hollander and Storm Chaser Ilya Rozanov.

    First you’ve got Ottawa’s own Shane Hollander - from everything we’ve seen and heard he may not be the most sociable but this is the man with the highest climate science IQ out there. Incredibly smart, incredibly dedicated to climate justice, and incredibly hot.

    Then you’ve got Russia’s Ilya Rozanov strong on social media, strong with the ladies, and from everything we’ve heard he really gets under other storm chaser’s skins - viral on his own channels, not exactly liked by the meteorologist community.

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      Weathered
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      Field meteorologist and dedicated climate scientist Shane Hollander of Boston's Channel 5 News is exasperated with assholes like Ilya Rozanov, the Russian playboy Storm Chaser with millions of followers, who waste their platforms on fame and sensationalized videos instead of taking the opportunity to educate their audiences about the very real, very happening right now dangers of climate change.

      LRch15
      So far has been very sweet story of two lonely lovely men opening up and getting to know one another and being surprised at their automatic willingness to be vulnerable with each other...with some nudging from their BFFs sveta and rose.
      LR16
      More progression on deciding that they want to work together in addition to being together, and that they want to try to set up a life that will facilitate them being together rather than just hoping it works. Very sweet actually.
      LR17
      Therapy sessions, some talking, little hits of integrating their lives and also realising that maybe they can but don't want to live alone anymore.

      I am checking back and refreshing the page on this every few days, hoping for an update. Absolutely love this AU and the writing is lovely.
      NDAF, you have created something absolutely fantastic and I can already see myself coming back and rereading this many times. Take your time, I'll be here waiting when you come back to it. Thank you for sharing your work ❤️

      LR18.
      Ilya with Arthur and the octopus..... 😭
      Love the little sprinkle of references to canon.

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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      (We Could Be) Something Great
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      I've already happily reread this like three times.

      Shane gets injured by Conway after the final horn and ends up with an intense concussion. His parents are in Mexico and so the Bears 'kidnap' him so Ilya can keep and eye on him while he recovers.
      Cliff spins this into a prank on social media, and it goes kinda viral. Shane realizes that maybe other teams actually mean it when they say they're all friends and it kinda ends up being family, unlike the toxic mess back in Montreal.
      After much agonizing, and flirting from the bears team, he waives his no trade and Farah gets to work.
      Shane just watched a Boston v Admirals home game from the friends and family box.
      LRch11

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    The first note was recorded at 2:13 a.m. in a Boston kitchen, three nights after Las Vegas. Ilya told himself it was a one-time thing.
    He made a second one the next evening.
    This is the archive of everything Ilya Rozanov said to Shane Hollander in a language Shane doesn't speak, in files Shane was never supposed to hear... and what happens when one of them finally gets sent.

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      Not In That Way
      Thelibrarian (Wadjilicious)
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      The first note was recorded at 2:13 a.m. in a Boston kitchen, three nights after Las Vegas. Ilya told himself it was a one-time thing.
      He made a second one the next evening.
      This is the archive of everything Ilya Rozanov said to Shane Hollander in a language Shane doesn't speak, in files Shane was never supposed to hear... and what happens when one of them finally gets sent.

      Very introspective and a bit painful seeing Ilya think about then mourn their relationship post tuna melt.
      They're both about to head to the fateful all stars in Tampa.
      Finished this fic. So good.

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

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    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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      Déjà vu
      NotEvenCloseToStraight

      Ilya mysteriously quits the league after 2014, to take care of his father. Ends up having twins with sveta and they get married to make things easier.
      Shane keeps skating a wonders what happened. An awful leg injury forces him to medically retire years later and he retreats to small town Canada to lick his wounds. Turns out there's another former player in town...Ilya Rozanov, a single dad of twin girls and bakery owner.

      Shane get roped into coaching a U9 girls hockey team rediscovering that hockey can be fun. He and Ilya reconnect, but Shane still has a lot of work to do and is scared of committing, not just to Ilya but to everything.
      Shane gets scared and breaks things off BC he needs to work on himself, but hurts both himself and Ilya in the process. Processing things is helping though and David is great. He might be ready to all things out with Ilya instead of just working in isolation. .
      LRch12
      So much has happened. They have yearned and gotten back together, finally actually talked about a lot of things and seem to finally be getting on the same page. Shane stepped in and stepped up when mayday got hurt, they are taking things slow physically so they can build actual trust before jumping into bed again. Though that seems just around the corner.
      LRch19

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    There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.

    When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?

    OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.

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    • 02 Apr 2026

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      death and taxes (and shane hollander)
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      There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.

      When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?

      OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.

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      cottage never happened. goes canon divergent in 2017 or so.

      This is a single square of dark chocolate and perfectly brewed plain tea in a world of salted pretzel milk chocolate bars. I love both, but his hits different.
      It's refined, satisfying, and complex, like real relationships are. I have a soft spot for old man yaoi, but this is aching and tender in a different way than this fandom usually produces.
      Really well done.

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    Shane and Ilya are finally married and settling into life with the Centaurs, but the start of the season brings a realization: the team’s off-ice lives are a disaster of bad agents and "budget-bin" sponsorships. Enter Yuna Hollander. What starts as a simple team party at Bood’s house quickly turns into a full-scale forensic audit.

    From dismantling predatory contracts over homemade Chicken Parm to orating a "Hollander Standard" for road-trip luxury, Yuna isn't just the team mom anymore, she’s taking over. The thin walls are gone, the car wash deals are dead, and the league isn't ready for a Centaurs roster that is finally, officially, optimized.

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      The Hollander Standard
      EchoInTheMoonlight
      Summary:
      Shane and Ilya are finally married and settling into life with the Centaurs, but the start of the season brings a realization: the team’s off-ice lives are a disaster of bad agents and "budget-bin" sponsorships. Enter Yuna Hollander. What starts as a simple team party at Bood’s house quickly turns into a full-scale forensic audit.

      From dismantling predatory contracts over homemade Chicken Parm to orating a "Hollander Standard" for road-trip luxury, Yuna isn't just the team mom anymore, she’s taking over. The thin walls are gone, the car wash deals are dead, and the league isn't ready for a Centaurs roster that is finally, officially, optimized.

      Yuna takes over as the power behind the throne at the Centaurs and renegotiates and reorganizes basically everything. Better sponsors, new agents, etc for the whole team and franchise.
      I love this idea and want it as a subtler thread on a longer fic. Absolutely amazing. 10/10

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    “Did Boston Lily send you all these flowers? Shane??” Hayden asks.

    “Um,” Shane says helpfully.

    ——

    Or, Shane gets hurt in the Boston vs. Montreal game. Ilya crashes out and buys all the lilies in Boston for him.

    No one knows about them.

    Except for Ilya’s new florist, who never asked to get involved in dumb hockey boys and their messy drama. Also, Cliff is a good friend.

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      lilliesinwater
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      “Did Boston Lily send you all these flowers? Shane??” Hayden asks.

      “Um,” Shane says helpfully.

      ——

      Or, Shane gets hurt in the Boston vs. Montreal game. Ilya crashes out and buys all the lilies in Boston for him.

      No one knows about them.

      Except for Ilya’s new florist, who never asked to get involved in dumb hockey boys and their messy drama. Also, Cliff is a good friend.

      Yeeesssssss this is the thoughtful but deeply fluffy content I live for. So good

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    Shane is drunk, concussed, and hiding in a phone booth when he calls the only number he knows by heart.

    The man who answers is not Hayden Pike.

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      Night Changes
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      Shane is drunk, concussed, and hiding in a phone booth when he calls the only number he knows by heart.

      The man who answers is not Hayden Pike.

      Doctor!Ilya and Hockey!Shane meet after a late night miss-dialed number brings Ilya to the rescue when a guy refuses to take no for an answer and Shane needs saving.
      They're both instantly charmed.

      Feet kicking adorable and grief inducing envy of how sweet they are and how seen they both feel with each other.
      LR ch1 of 2nd fic

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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      good on my own accord
      impetuous
      Shane loves playing hockey but the pressure of being a center is just too much. A goalie coach at a summer camp suggests maybe changing his position could being the joy back into it.
      Being a goalie may be less glamorous but the routines and allowances for quirks are exactly what he needs, even if it's a much less glamorous spot.
      He's a damn good goalie, and Ilya respects it, he also thinks this little stat encyclopedia is kind of adorable when they meet at WJC.

      Mostly follows canon so far, but there are some peripheral changes that are having a big impact. I kind of love it. Also the author is an actual hockey nerd, which makes it so much better.
      Last read ch10.

      Wrapped.
      Oh my goodness. This has to be one of my favourite Fics of the year (and I read a lot)
      I absolutely adore goalie!Shane and all of his quirks and eccentricities. (I now have a deep need for an oarfish plushie) I'm also ND+queer and I love the way you portrayed the love between Ilya and Shane so much, the "freedom to exist as his whole self" hits so hard.

      Dear author: I don't know how hard the fandom speed-running toxicity has hit you, but I hope you are encouraged by all of us heaping love upon this story. You write differently than the big names that get passed around but your story and voice are no less special, thank you so much for sharing ❤️

      (Also thank you for the genuine hockey education and nerding out, I have gotten more into the sport recently and am screaming that my hometown is getting a pwhl expansion next season)

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