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    Shane has learned that Rozanov played in the KHL up until signing with the Centaurs. His departure from his previous team seemed to end on anything but friendly terms. He has a reputation. Trouble always seems to find him. Or maybe he chases it. There’s stories about fights in the locker room, authority issues, and he’s apparently a notorious party boy, a womanizer, some new omega on his arm in every photo online.

    (Yes, Shane has checked).

    He’s all the kinds of alpha that Shane has rolled his eyes at all his life.

    And Shane hates the way he blushes under the alpha’s attention.

     

    Or: Shane loves hockey, but was never allowed to go pro due to regulations preventing omegas from playing professional hockey. Instead, he works as a nutritionist for the Ottawa Centaurs. Ilya is a recent transfer to the team, and takes an immediate liking to Shane. Having built walls around himself and his designation, will Shane be able to open up to him and let the alpha in?

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    To go through or into (something) in a forceful or noticeable way.

    -Second definition of 'pierce' in The Britannica Dictionary

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    "And is like I said, very easy to do. You just lay back and let someone else do work. Could do it in my sleep, would not be problem at all for me to come hands-free.”

    Hollander scowled, full competitive personality shining through. “Prove it.”

    “Fine, I will,” Ilya snapped back.

    Hollander's eyes went wide, and so did Ilya's when he realized what he had promised. His words hung in the air between them, suddenly heavy with implication.

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    Ilya doesn't think switching with Hollander one time for the sake of settling a bet will change anything about their arrangement, and it certainly wouldn't make him discover anything about himself. Afterall, it would only be one time, right?

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      "And is like I said, very easy to do. You just lay back and let someone else do work. Could do it in my sleep, would not be problem at all for me to come hands-free.”

      Hollander scowled, full competitive personality shining through. “Prove it.”

      “Fine, I will,” Ilya snapped back.

      Hollander's eyes went wide, and so did Ilya's when he realized what he had promised. His words hung in the air between them, suddenly heavy with implication.

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      Ilya doesn't think switching with Hollander one time for the sake of settling a bet will change anything about their arrangement, and it certainly wouldn't make him discover anything about himself. Afterall, it would only be one time, right?

      Notes:
      This one is set not too long into the situationship after Las Vegas, so feelings are thoroughly bottled up, the Metros are on their way to the Stanley Cup, Ilya is a fullblown fuckboy, and there are no tuna melts in sight.

      Assumed it would be mostly smut, but turns out to be a commentary on vulnerability and connection.
      (Dream Tierney is absolutely correct)

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    When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.

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    Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.

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    Shane Hollander is 18 years old and a beta when he first competes at World Juniors in Saskatchewan. Shane's only expectation is to bring home gold. Instead, Shane unexpectedly presents as an omega during the gold medal game against Russia. Luckily, his rival Ilya Rozanov is there to help Shane, which is a good thing because Shane knows nothing about being an omega. Rozanov kindly offers to extend his stay to help Shane through his first heat.

    Only months later, Shane discovers that he came home with a whole lot more than a silver medal and an unwanted new designation. Somehow he's carrying the baby of a man who lives on the other side of the world. A man who never offered his phone number and doesn't have any social media to speak of.

    Somehow Shane is going to have to find a way to explain why he's suddenly pulling out of the 2009 draft, come to terms with giving up hockey and caring for a baby completely alone. All while desperately wishing he could share the joys of first smiles and the stress of sleepless nights with the alpha he's never quite been able to forget.

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    Shane gets pregnant the first time they meet, but doesn't find out until Ilya is back in Russia with no way to contact him.

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    Having the next Tom Ryder film shot at my little bookshop is supposed to be a simple enough deal; I stay out of the way on set, the store gets some good PR, and everyone walks away happy. I doubt I’ll even get to meet the man himself. Too bad nobody told Tom – or Colt – that…

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    It was just one of those days where Sayaka woke up on an unfortunate side of the bed. No matter, she knew how to keep herself the composed and dignified Student Council member that she was. All she had to do was get through school and her shadow in the afternoon.

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    Currently taking requests
    Also in need of more Salash on here

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    “I love you, Edward.”

    “‘S not Edward anymore.”

    “Fine, okay,” Stede says, gorgeously impatient. “I love you whatever name you go by.”

    “Blackbeard,” he says, taking a step back. Heavy boots against the creaking cabin floor. “And people don’t love Blackbeard. They fear him.”

    “People are fools."

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    “What do you want for dinner tonight?” Daniel asks while using the towel to wipe behind Gun’s ears. “I was thinking we could go out for barbecue.”

    “Hey,” Gun murmurs, his hands tightening around Daniel. “I want you to fuck me.”

    Daniel stills, his eyes blowing wide. He sets the towel back down around Gun’s shoulders, simply staring at his lover’s closed eyes. He must have waited too long, because eventually Gun opens them and stares back, expectant and intense.

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    The awaited sequel to Cat's & Kittens & Daniel's One Big Fat Stupid Crush on Gun, where Gun gets fucked by Big Daniel and then fucks Little Daniel!

    (Title Inspired by "The Heart is a Muscle" by Gang of Youths)

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    Lan Wangji stands very still. How should he answer? He had never really given his future marriage much thought, but now the topic is shoved to the forefront of his mind. He liked boys, he knew that much. But would he like Jiang Wanyin? He certainly looked lovely just seconds ago with his hair a black waterfall over his shoulders. If they married, he would see that every morning…

    Jiang Wanyin frowns at him, and Lan Wangji realizes he hasn’t answered. He blinks and bows low.

    “Jiang-gongzi.”

    Jiang Wanyin doesn’t make his acceptance a grand affair. He just nods and walks away. Lan Wangji watches his retreating back, wondering how he found himself suddenly engaged on this fine summer morning.
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    Jiang Cheng accidentally proposes to Lan Wangji, who not-so-accidentally accepts.

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    “I need you,” said Aziraphale, which was far more straightforward than Crowley had been expecting, even after two bottles of wine. The angel stared at his plate, turning as red as the little gems of pomegranate seed on it.

    “Well,” Crowley said, at last, trying to keep any giveaway hoarseness out of his voice. “Here I am."

    “It’s just that—oh, dear, some things are so difficult to say over the telephone apparatus, aren’t they? Especially if you have your voice messages on. It feels so impersonal, and I really couldn’t wait any longer to ask."

    “Good strategy. I’m right here, go ahead,” Crowley said encouragingly, wondering if he should reach for the angel’s hand. Unfortunately, the angel’s closest hand was gripping cutlery as if it was a lifebuoy. Crowley considered putting his hand on one invitingly touchable thigh instead.

    “Will you come to a party with me?"

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    Crowley and Aziraphale pose as husbands for a house party, because Aziraphale is bad at saying no (to anyone but Crowley and anyone trying to buy books).

    Crowley thinks this is a good chance to prove himself the perfect potential demon husband to a fussy angel. But things get complicated fast. Really complicated.

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    (Caine X Female Reader) Upon arriving at the Amazing Digital Circus, you were unsure of your feelings towards the ringmaster, Caine. Part of you pitied him whilst the other half felt overwhelmed by him. That was, until he offered you a circus adventure of your own. Apprehensive at first, you quickly found yourself exploring a side of Caine you didn't know he was capable of. He wasn't as two-dimensional as you were initially led to believe.

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    “Erratic steps, statement,” Rocky said, pointedly. “Is it because your fifth appendage is unsupported today, question?”

    Grace coughed and stuttered, heat flooding his face as his cheeks burned bright red.

    “Uh,” Grace muttered dumbly, covering his face with his hands. “You can see that?” Grace whispered.

     

    Or Grace turned The Hail Mary around to save Rocky and Erid, but when they reunite Rocky can tell something is off with Grace.

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    The first time Dr Michael Robinavitch encounters Detective Jack Abbot is on a Tuesday afternoon outside Central Seven. Jack has a black eye and tension in his shoulders from being on high alert.

    It's not the last time they meet.

    Jack continues to come into the ED with suspicious injuries, and as their friendship grows, Jack refuses to let Robby in and tell him what's really going on. Robby is convinced something bad is going to happen to the person he's started to fall for, and he feels powerless to stop it.

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    Secret boyfriend gently guides British actress Nell Fisher through her first time.

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    After Dunk accidentally gelds Aerion during the Trial of the Seven, Maekar asks him to take responsibility for the aftermath. Dunk quickly finds he is much more inclined than he was aware.

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    This is how you go on.
    You forget everything about letting go. You cling to every fragment of life that lights up the darkness of your ruined world. You hang on to those tiny shards of meaning as if your life depends on it—because it does.

    Harry returns to Hogwarts after the war to complete his seventh year. To his surprise, Snape does as well.

    A story about grief and rebuilding your world after it has been torn apart.

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    L’inevitabile confronto su ciò che Sherlock, ovviamente, già sapeva.
    La verità che James non era ancora preparato ad affrontare.
    Il risultato di un’equazione che potrebbe trasformarsi in tragedia.

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    "I don't go for ten-year-olds. I like girls my age."

    A wolf howled in the far distance, causing me to jump and grab onto my bigger brother. I was scared, but he was my protector. I trusted him even if we were different, with him being a teenager and with me just a boy. As I held onto him, I glanced down at the front of his boxers, seeing the lump there telling me he was still hard. Even though I was younger than him, I was pretty familiar with boners; my own one was getting stiff just from our talk.

    "Can I see it?" I heard myself ask. "Please?"

    "All right, but you have to show yours too. It's only fair." 

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