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“She said she wasn’t worried about us breaking up.”
Oh. Well. That was pretty definitively a thing that people said about partners who were together romantically.
“Say something,” Buck instructed.
“What?”
“Anything,” Buck said, his voice wavering on the word. Which was—it was weird, right? Why was Buck so shaken by a throwaway comment?
Or maybe the better question was why wasn’t Eddie? If either of them was going to get freaked out by the assumption that he was dating a man, it would make more sense for it to be Eddie, who was straight, and not Buck, who had, in fact, already dated men.
“Aren’t you going to be late for your shift?”
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Buck and Eddie get shaken up by a comment from Theo’s social worker, and then by a magnitude 7 earthquake; it turns out, some disasters are better than others.
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In Knowing, In Silence by LollipopCop
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
25 May 2025
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“And we’ve spent our existence pretending that we aren’t,” Crowley’s voice cracked.
There was a forceful, anxious kick in Aziraphale’s chest. Oh, God, he was actually going to talk about it. Neither of them dared to for 6,000 years.
Crowley tossed his head to the side. “I mean…The last few years, not really. And I know why we’ve had to pretend, of course. That’s obvious.” His eyes lowered to the floor. “Can’t ever forget about that, can I?” he said under his breath.
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After being punished in Heaven for being in love as angels, Aziraphale and Crowley spend the next 6,000 years pretending their relationship never happened.- Language:
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Need to (why do I seem to?) by KorgInc
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jul 2026
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Shane looked at Ilya in a funny sort of way, eyes flicking about his face. Thinking. Ilya knew this expression well.
“Tell me,” he encouraged softly. Shane looked at him for a bit longer, weighing something unknown in his mind. Then he spoke.
“You know, I miscarried once.”
OR: A false alarm at the Pike household leads Shane to confess an old secret to Ilya. Cue the tailspin.
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He thinks of Ilya’s commanding tone: “Hollander, here”, “take it for me”, or Shane’s personal favorite, “kneel.” Shane, through all these years, has been amazed that to Ilya these little commands are so casual, just a part of fucking for him. To Shane, these words are all consuming. They shut off the hyperactive part of his brain and he can just… enjoy. Ilya takes over, makes Shane feel good, uses Shane to feel good, and Shane goes gooey for it every time. He’s never known peace like getting railed by Ilya Rozanov.
Shane knows you can't eat your cake and have it, too. He knows that asking too much of Ilya would be plain selfish. Knows that asking to be told exactly what to do so he can shut his brain off isn't normal. And Ilya... well he doesn't think Shane knows shit.
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- Part 1 of Today I Fell, and Felt Better
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Traveling Thieves {Dark Fantasy AU} by Amethystfairy1
Fandom 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Empires SMP, Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
22 May 2026
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A collection of all the stories in Traveling Thieves, which is my Dark Fantasy, Hybrid Slavery, super angsty AU that spawned from my Whumptober 2023 prompt fills! Currently in semi-chronological order except for the first fic in the series, which will always be “I see the danger, it’s written there in your eyes” which if anyone does want to read the series in chronological order, I’d like them to start there! ^-^ I also occasionally place some stories in specific locations that I think work best for the reading order that aren't exactly where they'd be timeline-wise!
WARNING: THIS IS A WHUMP-CENTRIC, ANGST-CENTRIC, HURT/COMFORT (SOMETIMES NO COMFORT) DARK FANTASY AU.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE read the tags before you dive into any stories of this one, this series is intended to be a place for me to try my hand at writing and exploring some darker themes.
There will be plenty of happy times in this, too, though! It's not all doom and gloom, I promise! I hope you'll enjoy!
Ask me about the series, world building, future planning, or just come say hi! @amethystfairy1
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I binged this series in a few days.
I have no regrets
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When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.
Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.
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- Part 1 of (We Could Be) Something Great
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Fluffy Hollanov (incl. Hurt/Comfort) by GoldenManeTales
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 May 2026
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Harry fell in love with Louis when he was fifteen, when they were just a scrappy little pop rock MySpace band, and knew he could never tell him. Six years later, their band’s making the highly anticipated follow-up to their breakthrough album, and he’s still in love with Louis and still swallowing it down. It’s harder than ever; he's trying to cope with the end of their casual ‘what happens on tour stays on tour’ arrangement and trying to write songs with Louis without giving everything away.
But he’s used to living with aching absence, to putting the band above his heart, to the way Louis loves him so much and never enough. He can survive.
Then Louis drunkenly marries a fan. And Harry breaks, drowning himself in the album, and the past, and being a cryptic shit on Twitter, and meanwhile the whole band has to learn how to fake a show.
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Anankē • ἀνάγκη (n.) — necessity; inevitability; a force of compulsion from which neither gods nor men may escape; the immutable law by which all things become what they were always bound to be.
“I know I hurt you.” Suguru’s fingers moved instinctively into Satoru’s hair, smoothing through white strands that still felt impossibly soft after all these years. “I know this is cruel. These meetings. Whatever it is we keep doing to each other.” His mouth pulled sideways, bitter. “I know I should stop opening the door every time you come back.”
But you keep coming back.
Or, Suguru, who wants Satoru to be free of him almost as badly as he wants to keep him.
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A Transfem Jax AU—because joy should remain at the centre of who we allow ourselves to be, and it's never too late—even in a digital purgatory.
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Jeongguk rules Susukino like a king without a crown.
Jimin works in a soapland down the street, where touch is a service and intimacy is a transaction.
Despite knowing each other for a decade and the tension between them, Jeongguk has never laid a hand on the omega. Years ago, he made a vow—he would court Jimin only when he could offer him a better and safer life.
But vows don’t hold forever, especially not when violence comes knocking, and the only thing that calms an alpha’s instincts… is the omega he refuses to claim. -
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Lan Wangji is kissing him, and kissing him, and kissing him, because he can do nothing else. Wei Ying is huffing breathless laughter into it, and holding him close until he is done.
“You like it, then,” he says through a satisfied grin.
Again, Lan Wangji does not think that quite covers how he feels knowing that Wei Ying had thought about him, about what they had done, about his words, and had transformed those thoughts into new cultivation theory and weeks of work, just to give him a gift. Lacking any way to fully express this, he simply nods.
Wei Ying’s grin turns predatory. “Want to try it?”
Wei Wuxian gives Lan Wangji a gift. He struggles to cope with how much he likes it.
This turned into over 20k of smut with a loosely consistent emotional thread and I don't even know how it happened.Series
- Part 3 of To Know, To Be Known
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Harleen/Harley DID one-shots by a_gay_frog
Fandom Batman (Comics), Batman - All Media Types, Batman: The Animated Series, Birds of Prey (And the Fantabulous Emancipation of One Harley Quinn) (2020), DCU, DCU (Comics), Harley Quinn (Cartoon 2019), Harley Quinn (Comics), Suicide Squad (Comics), Suicide Squad: Hell to Pay (2018)
01 Jun 2021
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The Princess Who Carries the Blood of the Goddess by TheLoudGuy
Fandoms: The Legend of Zelda & Related Fandoms, The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild
30 Dec 2019
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One hundred years have passed since the Calamity was freed. One hundred years since the princess fell. One hundred years since the hero beat back the darkness, driving it into the heart of Hyrule Castle. Now Zelda wakes in the Chamber of Resurrection, and must reclaim her memory while setting right a world that she let go terribly wrong.
Link waits for her; she cannot fail again.
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Eddie is perfectly happy with his life, thank you. The hits may not stop coming but he's always grateful for what he still has. Not a thing he would change, even if there are some wants that are better off ignored, some juices left undrunk. But this job is just the gift that keeps on giving, a new punch to the gut every month.
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Eddie gets dosed with some type of aphrodisiac on a call, and resists the need as long as he can. Thankfully he has Buck by his side to help him every step of the way.
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The Injured bird healed. Dean wrote postcards he never sent. Somehow, the two stories ened up being about the same thing.
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All his life Felix had tried hard to repress his purest and most intimate feelings, only to fail miserably on that night.
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Wrists Wrapped in Silver by Anonymous
Fandoms: 35mm: A Musical Exhibition - Oliver & Murphy
11 Nov 2020
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Sara finally realizes where she was - not in the gym on prom night, not on her way home in a tesla. She didn't win.
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Felix has always been softer than most.
When Stray Kids were classified, seven caregivers find exactly what they've always wanted.
And Felix lies.
He tells them he's neutral.
He tells them he's fine.
But the longer he pretends...
The more it starts to break him.
NOTE: THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION - It is solely based on my imagination and not an actual depiction of real life. This is only how I imagine the characters for this story. Again it’s FICTION!
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The Space between by Interstellarcomet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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After the gala, everything goes wrong.
Shane is hurt, shaken, and barely holding himself together — and Ilya is the one who gets him out.
Set between episodes 5 and 6, in the quiet space where adrenaline fades, memories blur, and some things are held even when they can’t be kept.
Or so they think...
Or: Shane gets his drink spiked and Ilya comes to find him, like he always would, gay panic in a sad way happens.