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    alvarez91: guys have you seen the new article about jean
    lailah: NO tell me what's in it
    alvarez91: i want you to imagine the most 'no homo' statement ever by a student athlete. and then i want you to imagine there's a two page spread written in that style.

    (or; jean and jeremy are no homo'd beyond belief by the press, the fans go wild, and somehow neil josten appears.)

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    Neil was sinking down too fast, eager to have Andrew inside him, but Andrew’s hands clamped down on his waist, stopping him short. “Don’t be greedy,” he said, his fingers digging into Neil’s skin.

    He forced himself to take Andrew inch by torturous inch. His body stretched around him, the burn exquisite, the fullness overwhelming. When he was fully seated, he leaned forward, pressing his mouth to Andrew’s in a kiss that was all teeth and tongue, biting at Andrew’s lower lip until Andrew groaned into his mouth.

     

    Or: Andrew didn’t seem so happy about Neil leaving him in bed for a morning run when they could cuddle and have mind-blowing sex.

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    Grad school and goldfish crackers and domestic bliss.

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    Kevin suffers from a migraine after an Exy game.

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    Andrew doesn't know what to expect entering the Nest, becoming a Raven. Staying is hard, getting out is harder. But he does what he must to keep his promises.

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    At first, the Foxes were certain all Neil and Andrew had was hatefucking. However, as time passed, they saw something more intimate and couple-like between them.
    That was their first and only mistake.
    From now on, they couldn't unsee it. It kept haunting them everywhere.

    Five times, the Foxes had to witness Andreil being grossly in love, and one time, they didn’t have to.

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    In the beginning, there is only Andrew. In the end, the universe.

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      Honestly cannot remember if I started reading this work when likearecord first began posting it. If I did, I was a lackadaisical reader and commenter. That’s totally on ME and due to Life Stuff going on at the time. Definitely not due to the author’s way with words + story because once I re-read from the beginning and s a v o u r e d the twists + turns of this particular formation of an AFTG found family, I became INVESTED.

      L o V e seeing Renee + Neil as siblings and the center of Andrew’s soon-to-be e x p a n d i n g universe. LOVE watching each of the characters we know enter the story in ways which make sense here. There’s discovery, revelations, reflections, and so.much.banter. The sexy times, when they arrive, are honest, raw, and a different sort of revelation for both Neil + Andrew.

      Reader, you’re in for a treat with this one. E n J o Y!
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    He turns, ready to abandon the dance floor and their friends once and for all, and then stops dead in his tracks.

    There’s a man at the table, with Andrew. He’s leaning on it, both forearms flat, putting his back into a suggestive arch. He’s talking to Andrew, eyes lidded and entirely too much tongue escaping his mouth, and Andrew…hasn’t asked him to leave.

    Neil watches, frozen, as Andrew takes the man in, and then responds, only for the man to lean in even closer.

    Neil can understand the connections he has now, the friendships he’s built, the fact that he has people to rely on outside of himself.

    There is a quiet truth he knows. One that Andrew and him circle around so tentatively, that understanding of why Andrew asked him to stay, and why Neil needed to hear it so badly in the first place.

    This though, this is something Neil Josten doesn’t quite understand, but Abram has always been so intimately acquainted with jealousy.

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    Gotham. The city was both a save haven and a death trap for its newest arrival.

    Nathaniel Wesninski’s has already run away once and it didn’t work, they dragged him and his mother back to Baltimore and then Evermore kicking and screaming, so why should they ever try again? But they did, years later, right before Nathaniel was supposed to walk onto the court as an official Raven. And where did that get them? Well Mary got burned in California. And Nathaniel? Well he’s never been to Gotham before, and it sure sounds better than some town in the middle of nowhere, Arizona. What was it called again? Millport?

    Oh well, Gotham’s pretty nice besides the occasional vigilante. No one’s tried to jump him yet and this doctor has a sketchy looking job opportunity that just might be exactly what Neil Josten needs.

    Or: the Neil Josten x Batfam fic no one asked for

     

    !!! This is a Raven!Neil fic even if it doesn’t look like it at first so it will get pretty dark, I just haven’t written anything that’ll get tagged quiet yet. Please do what’s best for your mental health !!!

    Ps: if you get the reference in the title can we be friends??? lol

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    Failed kisses, by Kevin Day.

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    “What the fuck is this?” Carmy snarled from behind her, slamming into the office and tossing his phone on the desk.

    Sydney’s heart sank as she registered the message in front of her.

    "Hey Carman," the email read, somehow misspelling Carmy’s name, "It’s Adam. I’m sure Syd’s told you about the CDC position I’ve offered her at my new place. I just want you to know that it isn’t personal – she’s so fucking talented, you know? She’s going places, and I want to help her get there. I couldn’t let that kind of talent go without a fight. I hope you understand that it’s the best thing for her – hopefully no hard feelings?"

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    For a moment Neil can't hear anything but the nightly traffic and the beat of music somewhere in the distance. Whoever called him is probably at a nightclub. His first guess is Nicky, though Neil isn’t sure why he would call him and not Andrew. Then there's the unintelligible mumble of a person—no, two people.
    "Can—can you pick me up?"

    Or, Kevin's drunk and surprised Neil and Andrew are picking him up.

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    Thanksgiving break can be a contradiction in terms. Neil and Todd blow off some steam.

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    There's no real timeline for this except it's after somewhere in their second year.

    Andrew and Neil were together but realised they weren't the right people for eachother so they agreed on being friends.

    Katelyn and Aaron were never together because katelyns lesbian :3

    Aaron is actually comfortable with being Bisexual because of therapy with Betsy

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    This is the story of Neil and Andrew post “The King’s Men” and spans 12 years. It’s about their sexual journey – every baby steps, missteps, and gigantic leaps. It is also (and perhaps more importantly) the journey of how they stay committed throughout it all, made visible in the little things, and bigger, grander gestures. Most of this is a mix of canonical facts and my own take on their future.

    A few of the scenes include: the night following the championship game, Andrew allowing Neil to get him off, Neil getting fucked for the first time, the handcuffs scene, Andrew moving to a new city while Neil has to stay at Palmetto for his last year, Andrew bottoming, Nicky’s wedding, and Andrew and Neil’s public coming out far, far in the future, followed by a crazy Fox reunion.

    Content warnings and trigger warnings in the notes of every chapter.

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    What if Neil and Andrew met in California?
    What if Neil never went to Millport?
    What if Janie didn't make an attempt?
    What if Seth still dies after Kathy's interview?
    What if Andrew has the phone number of a certain junkie?
    A certain junkie that asked Andrew to call if he ever needed anything?

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    On the night of the play at Henley Hall, after Puck turned back into Neil Perry, Todd Anderson felt an odd sense of foreboding as the car rolled away...and made a choice.

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    “Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”

    “Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.

    “How do you know?”

    Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.

    That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.

    “He has to know,” Andrew says.

    “Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”

    Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.

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    “Neil,” Todd said, sending a shock up Neil’s spine as he looked up to finally meet his eye. “You know that none of us would be okay, right?”

    AU where Neil doesn't die and things are a little bit better.

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    The recorded number of times someone hit on Neil Josten and got nowhere, and the one time Andrew didn't even have to try.

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