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healing (or something like that) by easytofindme
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov was not an alpha. He was not a beta. He was not an omega.
Ilya Rozanov was nothing.
And Shane Hollander was everything. And that's why Ilya could never have him.
(Or - A story about recovery, reclaiming identity, finding peace, and falling in love. Starring my favorite soulmates, Ilya and Shane.)
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In mere moments, the body you claimed as a temple seems more like a jail cell, and there's no way out.
Grappling with the aftermath of an assault, your methods of coping fall short, and you find yourself spiraling.
You don't want to tell him. Not that you don't love him, or trust him, but... it's weird. And maybe your fault.
But secrets like this kill. And Matt loves you far too much to let that happen.
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you devour me whole (I climbed into your mouth) by ReesieCup04
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Anime)
12 Jun 2026
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Zanka attends a frat party expecting nothing more than the usual noise, alcohol, and familiar disgust he's grown accustomed to. Instead, he meets Jabber, someone who shakes his entire foundation. Feelings of simple curiosity begin to spiral into a fixation, consuming Zanka's every waking moment. Suddenly, his world is filled with Jabber in every way, even if Jabber doesn't know. What started out as an innocent interest curdles into a deep obsession that Zanka avoids confronting at all costs.
As his feelings grow more difficult to ignore and the line between control and compulsion fades, he's finally forced into a confrontation that makes everything come crashing down—with the man he's been circling and the parts of himself that he spent his entire life rejecting.
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Zanka accidentally witnesses Jabber in an intimate moment, and the scene ignites an obsession he endlessly excuses and refuses to name.
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Kimi gets sick. Not just sick — dangerously, terrifyingly ill during an F2 race weekend. He hides it, powers through, and tries to treat himself in secret. But when he collapses, it’s his family — his partner Ollie, his brother Lando, and the rest of the Verstappen-Leclercs — who rush in to save him. Through adrenaline, ice baths, and hospital tears, they hold him tight, even when he’s too delirious to know they’re there.
A fic about family, fear, and what it means to show up when it matters most.
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The Leclerc Family?!?!?!
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The fire that killed Jess left Sam with a debilitating leg and shoulder injury. Somedays it hurts so much he can barely move.
As he tries to figure out what he'll do with the rest of his life Dean and a doctor suggest he take OxyContin.
Grieving while in crippling pain is definitely over kill.
Slowly Sam doubles, then triples, then more than quadruples how much he takes over the years.
But he’s not an addicted. The pills just help ease the pain as he navigates a return to a life on the road with his brother.
He shifts to coke when his Oxy stash runs dry. But, again, he’s not a drug addict. He just needs a little chemical push to get him into the right head space.
His transition to heroin was pretty fast after that.
And Wow! Why didn’t he take this sooner? It numbs all that pain and disappointment faster and better than the pills and blow ever could.
Now he spends most of his time high.
Okay, maybe… he DOES have a problem.
He can stop and get clean anytime, right?
But before he does, Sam just needs one more hit.
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Colt has a long road ahead of him in the journey to recovery after breaking his back. He falls into bad habits along the way, and ends up losing way more than he planned for.
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Nayeon reminds herself of the day it happened.
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- Part 4 of Crybaby series
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Kris. They’d dragged her back up out of the waves, that glittering red heart in their chest giving them strength that shouldn’t be possible from a human. She’d told anyone who asked that they tripped and fell. Nobody really believed it, except for maybe Catty. Kris hadn’t changed as much as she thought they did.
Noelle's obsession with 'change' goes too far.
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For most of Nexus's short life, love has come with conditions. The Wither Storm is different.
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I FOUND YOU MY SHAYLA I FOUND YOU AGAIN
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When tragedy orphans these young babies right in front of him Batman faces his most difficult challenge yet! Featuring fluff, angst, and growing up. And lots of good parent Bruce!
An AU where Bruce finds all his Robins a little bit younger.
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but it’s cold, and it’s cold, and it’s cold by Pale_Blue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jul 2026
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Ilya was thirteen years old and it still felt like a part of him had been lowered into the frosted ground along with his mother’s body the previous winter.
Or: Five times Ilya Rozanov felt cold and one time he allowed himself sunshine
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Medwhump May Day 31- "Stay with me"
There is no movement, no sound except the constant lament of the bent old woman he shoved away to reach his patient. It's a sound he's heard often after bad news has been delivered.
Too early for that, Benton thinks in a panic, snapping at her to be quiet and pressing his ear to Carter's chest. You're okay, aren't you? Of course you are. You're alright, man. You're alright.
He closes his eyes. Listens. Hopes.
Carter isn't breathing.
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A sequel/alternate ending to Day 26, Overdose.
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- Part 31 of Maisie's Medwhump May 2025
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The Great Divide by broccolicheddarchicken for Sileycrunch
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jun 2026
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“Perfectly fine. I’ll be good as new in a couple of days.”
“Good.” A moment of quiet on the other line. Shane could hear Ilya breathing.
“I love you so much. You know this, yes?”
“Of course I do. And I love you too. I’ll see you…” Shane had to consider when the next day they could visit would be.
"When you see me," Ilya supplied.
“I'll see you when I see you. Okay. Sure.”
“Bye, Shane."
“Bye.”
The Boxing Day argument doesn't happen, Ilya doesn't seek professional help, and he and Shane keep pretending everything's fine. In the last few weeks of the season, Ilya reaches a breaking point. After saving his boyfriend's life, Shane is forced to grapple with the broken pieces, figure out what went wrong, and try to slot everything back together again.
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- Part 1 of The Great Divide
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Adventures with the Reversed Robins by nursal1060
Fandom Batman (Comics), Batman - All Media Types, DCU, DCU (Comics), Deathstroke the Terminator (Comics), Justice League - All Media Types, Superman - All Media Types, Teen Titans - All Media Types
09 Apr 2026
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Detailed information about each Batbrother, including unique life experiences, is in the first piece of this series!
Series consists of multiple one-shots, can all be read together or separately!
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the salvation and reclamation of a bad puppy by scooter3scooter, unwieldyblueberry
Fandom Batman - All Media Types
01 Jul 2026
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When Tim agrees to ‘stay awhile’ at the Wayne’s, he doesn’t quite understand what adoption is yet.
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Dennis gets spiked on a night out and Santos takes him to the ER. Robby is working the nightshift
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Goodbye, Shane by Kitkatexistskindamaybe for Sapphic_terror, broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jan 2026
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Hayden,
I know you'll probably be the first person to check on me. I'm so sorry you have to find me like this, I'm so sorry I couldn't give you my explanation in person, but I can't do this anymore. I can't live in this world where not even hockey makes sense because nothing makes sense without him.
or, Ilyas plane goes down and he doesn't survive. Shane can't cope.
TRIGGER WARNINGs: Suicide and overdosing
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03/14/26 Ch1 - Hayden finds Shane's suicide note, pictures of Shane & Ilya
I know he would be devastated to have his love leave this world the same way his mother did. But I take comfort in it all the same, because at least I know that if I don't end up with Ilya at the end of all this, I will at least be with his mother.
Please share these with the world, we never got to love each other in public when we were alive, let people know of us in death.
I'm coming, my love.
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held a hand for me, you were there by kusanagipilled
Fandoms: Unstable Universe (Web Series)
29 Jun 2026
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Spoke is tired.
He sends a few texts, one for each of his siblings, then a few more for his friends. its a school day so none of them are probably awake to see it.One is.
(modern au)
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Climax by GenesisAngel909
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
06 Jun 2026
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You’re dying. You’ve burned yourself down into a broke, strung-out junkie whore, rotting on the floor with your body giving up on you. Somehow, you still drag yourself to work and there he is again, like always, the same creep buying cigarettes. You try to play him, squeeze something out of him like you do with everyone else. Big mistake. Because whatever he does next doesn’t just hurt, it drags you into something you’re not getting out of.
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Just Hoped That It Wouldn’t Hurt (It Almost Worked) by itsjustwanderlust
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
23 Jun 2026
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Yoshiki overdoses and gets comforted by Hikaru