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Crosby, lingering nearby, gave Zhenya a tentative smile. They were all smiling, everyone in the room, looking at Zhenya and Crosby and dreaming big dreams, the same dreams that had pried Zhenya out of Magnitogorsk and launched him halfway around the world. Zhenya knew what was expected of him, him and Crosby together, and why not? Why couldn’t they?
“Yes,” he said in English, watching Crosby’s face, and saw the moment when Crosby’s smile turned real.
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26 Apr 2026
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Fedya climbed on the bed and lay back against the pillow, knees bent and spread wide, wholly unselfconscious about his body and what he wanted. He had asked Zhenya to fuck him without a flicker of concern, like it was an ordinary thing that he saw no reason to be ashamed of, and Zhenya decided that he wouldn’t be ashamed, either. /// Zhenya walked to the Metro station, dressed in last night’s going-out clothes, doing the same walk of shame he saw other people doing, women teetering in their very high heels, men with creased and untucked shirts. Zhenya felt no shame about it. He slid on his sunglasses and turned his face into the sunlight as the city came alive all around him.
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“I hope you’re going to tell me that you’re in a loving, committed, long-term relationship,” Jen said.
“Well. No,” Sidney said. “We’re—it’s a casual thing.”
“Not anymore,” Jen said. “Congratulations, you’re in love.”
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21 Feb 2026
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Maybe Sidney would break his heart as well, and then Zhenya would have to leave the team because he couldn’t stand to be around Sidney all the time. So what? He had tried to teach himself cynicism over the years, but he could never seem to make it stick. The hard parts always ended, and in the aftermath came new chances for joy. vs Sidney was an optimist, because the only alternative was pessimism, which seemed unfulfilling. He went into every season with the assumption that they would go all the way.
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The first Zhenya heard about it was an email from Sidney in the middle of August.
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19 Feb 2026
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He turned to Troy and said, in Russian, “Your son likes to fuck me until I cry. He’s better at it than he is at hockey.” Then he switched back to English and added, “Difficult to translate. It’s how we say, maybe, thank you for good advice?”
Sidney looked suspicious enough to pop.
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Shane loves yoga. It has always been an escape for him—an escape from his body and his mind. When a bunch of other NHL players interrupt him in a hotel gym during a conference, he is not surprised when they make fun of him, but he is surprised when Ilya asks him to teach them a few poses and they all go along with it. He gets to show off his flexibility, and it seems harmless enough to show off a little extra for Ilya, until-
“Holy shit, Hollander, wait—can you suck your own cock?”
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14 Jan 2026
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i know most people do by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Dec 2025
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“Do you want to fuck Svetlana?"
Shane dropped his phone. “What? No. Are you fucking crazy?”
“I am not crazy,” Ilya said. “But I would like to be fucking. Maybe both of you. At once.”
“Too bad you only have one dick then,” Shane said, incredulous.
“My innocent sweet boy, Hollander. Never had a threesome before?”
“I could barely handle one girl at a time,” Shane confessed. “Much less two. Because, Rozanov, I am gay.”
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Ilya and Svetlana propose a threesome for old time's sake. Shane learns that sometimes, experimentation can be very, very rewarding. An exploration of identity and desire and, ultimately, being true to yourself.
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13 Jan 2026
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you wouldn’t want an angel watching over you by zozo
Fandoms: Star Trek: Discovery, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (TV)
25 Apr 2019
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One hundred and thirty subjective years after the end of Discovery Season 2, Spock meets Michael Burnham again.
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22 Nov 2025
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There’s a spark of recognition in his eyes. “You’re married to Sylvia Tilly,” he says, that strange smile still on his face. He must know her already through the diplomatic corps. “That is… a blessing indeed. Congratulations, Michael.”
The sincerity of this man is a little overwhelming. Despite his age, there’s something almost childlike about the way he looks at her. It’s endearing, Michael decides as they say goodbye. My first fan.
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Sometimes he tried to remember. He tried to remember back to the beginning, where the whole long story began. It was hard though, pinpointing just where it all started, trying to define the moment exactly.
Plus, nowadays he wasn’t really overwhelmed with free time.
But some evenings when he could grab a minute, he sat on the porch and watched the sunset over their little curve of bay and wondered to himself, just when, just when did this whole thing begin?
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- Part 1 of Please look away
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15 Oct 2025
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Inertia, momentum, gravity
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11 Oct 2025
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4 Minute Window by alby_mangroves, counteragent, lim, Lunate8, Mellacita, monicawoe, RevolutionaryJo, Speranza, tmishkin
Fandom Agent Carter (TV), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
08 Dec 2024
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19 Sep 2025
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All The Angels and The Saints by Speranza
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
11 Oct 2014
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In which Steve Rogers loses God and finds God and loses God, and also: Bucky.
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- Part 2 of Speranza Sampler
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19 Sep 2025
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in cayenne and honey, in vinegar and lime by alby_mangroves, Nonymos
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Black Panther (2018), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Jun 2018
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M’Baku fought for T’Challa. But should he keep fighting for T’Challa’s vision? The king is professing change, such deep change, while the Jabari are supposed to be the guardians of tradition.
It’s a complex problem, which demands a cool head. So M’Baku could really do without an old love coming back to haunt him, an obnoxious royal teenager, and T’Challa’s secret one-armed guest.
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19 Sep 2025
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Side effects of the use of chemical stimulants to speed up replacement of blood: a study of one by Phoenix_Rose
Fandoms: Star Trek: The Original Series
07 Nov 2024
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“Should I call Bones?”
“I would prefer that you did not.”
Jim snorted at that - any man would. Spock could be on his deathbed and he’d still decline Bones’ tender mercies. He heaved himself upright, suppressing the urge to wince, and said, “He’ll be here soon anyway. Anything you want to mention before he does?”
“Yes.” Spock, likewise, sat up. “I appear to be under some compulsion to speak the truth.”
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There are consequences to using untested drugs to save your father's life, and Spock is about to meet them full throttle. Jim can only try and keep his too-honest Vulcan from insulting crew, ambassadors, admirals, and parents.
It's a full-time job.
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10 Sep 2025
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24 Feb 2025
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Under the pontificate of Innocent XIV, Thomas Lawrence attempts to further social reform while navigating a web of personal struggles. Caught between his troubling feelings about Vincent and a crisis besetting Aldo, Thomas is forced to reckon with the boundaries of friendship, love, and sexuality.
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16 Feb 2025
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With every season of change comes regret for the chances not taken. Aldo Bellini and Thomas Lawrence confront their regrets.
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29 Jan 2025
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Sister Agnes normally likes to wake early, but one morning she finds the Holy Father already up - or rather, wandering the corridors, because he's not yet gone to sleep.
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26 Jan 2025
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“Do you know some people say you are as John the Baptist to him? Make straight the way of the Lord.”
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13 Jan 2025
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“The fuck?” Ed manages, instantly getting his foot stuck in a nearby bucket.
“Sh-shh!” Stede pushes two fingers against his lips to shut him up.
Ed goes still and a bit cross-eyed, staring down at the hand on his mouth. Stede moves it away, with a mouthed “sorry!” focusing intently on the sounds outside the shed instead.
In the alley, hurried steps and shouting voices rush past; they catch fragments of: “Where the fuck did they go then?” or “Keep looking!” and even “The short one looks like a bloody birthday cake, how do you lose that—”
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30 Mar 2022
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Sam is twenty. Sam is thirty-seven. Against all odds, they have a civil conversation or two.
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- Part 2 of confusion of species
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24 Oct 2021
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The mission resets abruptly, from objective: kill to objective: protect
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- Part 1 of Infinite Coffee and Protection Detail
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06 Jul 2021