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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    It's a cringe yandere fanfic of the Beatles and it's about Paul being obsessed with John and everything goes down hill and you see the rest why the fuck I hate this because why I made it idk but you can make fanart of this shitty fancit let me know cuz my tiktok account is @femboyballs7 on tiktok but I don't give a fuck though

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    04 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is the first thing that popped up and I said I would read what ever did first

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    Female SSKK College AU.
    Akutagawa had never had a female friend. So when a white-haired girl a little younger than her sat next to her during her 8 am Pre-Calculus course, she was a bit stumped on what to do.
    Who knew that Atsushi (Akutagawa would later learn her name is) was just as inexperienced.
    Or
    Atsushi gets her first female crush, Akutagawa gets her first female 'friend'.
    Ft. Awkward interactions, unreliable narration and (TW) some math talk
    My first fanfiction, don't expect much. But hey, lesbians.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    06 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    I wrote a novel once. A pornographic novel, “Doux” with elegant and delicate details of sex and an enigmatic ending forbye.

    O reader, I tell you: the novel is a signature of shame. A shame that would lie and perish in the warmth of the printed white pages.

    And strangely, that one pornographic novel of 180 pages, which I wrote to suffice a certain obscene desire for an immortal lover, when I was twenty four and stupid, smoked five cigarettes a day, assimilated two blue pills, and fondled the opalescent soft breasts of women under the lucid lights of gold and amber, obtained a glass of expensive wine; an expensive success, fancied by adults of splendid sexual immorality [or ‘psychology’ worshipping ‘scholars’. Whatever, I don't care]

    The origin of the scripts of the novel has a dreamy ebullient account. Dates back ten years from today, 1981, October. The aroma of chocolate and coffee paired with music and sex; a strange bar with amber dusted lights, black wood, and spiced alcohol.

    Dazai's recollecting his old days. The little story of his frivolous romance with a certain poet named Chūya.

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    02 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    absolute fucking peak.

    your god is dead and you kiss his rotting corpse, a broken doll, one of the many you have left in your wake, yet this on was alive at some point, warm skin flush against you before the life drains out and only a cold body is left in its wake.

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Dazai Osamu has a wife, a house, and a life that looks almost convincing.

    Then she hires a gardener.

    And Dazai meets something he cannot unsee—
    something that feels too much like truth.

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    28 Apr 2026