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It's a cringe yandere fanfic of the Beatles and it's about Paul being obsessed with John and everything goes down hill and you see the rest why the fuck I hate this because why I made it idk but you can make fanart of this shitty fancit let me know cuz my tiktok account is @femboyballs7 on tiktok but I don't give a fuck though
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04 Jul 2026
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this is the first thing that popped up and I said I would read what ever did first
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Akutagawa had never had a female friend. So when a white-haired girl a little younger than her sat next to her during her 8 am Pre-Calculus course, she was a bit stumped on what to do.
Who knew that Atsushi (Akutagawa would later learn her name is) was just as inexperienced.
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Atsushi gets her first female crush, Akutagawa gets her first female 'friend'.
Ft. Awkward interactions, unreliable narration and (TW) some math talk
My first fanfiction, don't expect much. But hey, lesbians.Bookmarked by Autistic_rat_boy
04 Jul 2026
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All hail our lord and savior Chuuya Nakahara by Love_Hyuneee
Fandom Squid Game (TV 2021), 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Aug 2023
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06 Jun 2026
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I wrote a novel once. A pornographic novel, “Doux” with elegant and delicate details of sex and an enigmatic ending forbye.
O reader, I tell you: the novel is a signature of shame. A shame that would lie and perish in the warmth of the printed white pages.
And strangely, that one pornographic novel of 180 pages, which I wrote to suffice a certain obscene desire for an immortal lover, when I was twenty four and stupid, smoked five cigarettes a day, assimilated two blue pills, and fondled the opalescent soft breasts of women under the lucid lights of gold and amber, obtained a glass of expensive wine; an expensive success, fancied by adults of splendid sexual immorality [or ‘psychology’ worshipping ‘scholars’. Whatever, I don't care]
The origin of the scripts of the novel has a dreamy ebullient account. Dates back ten years from today, 1981, October. The aroma of chocolate and coffee paired with music and sex; a strange bar with amber dusted lights, black wood, and spiced alcohol.
Dazai's recollecting his old days. The little story of his frivolous romance with a certain poet named Chūya.
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02 May 2026
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absolute fucking peak.
your god is dead and you kiss his rotting corpse, a broken doll, one of the many you have left in your wake, yet this on was alive at some point, warm skin flush against you before the life drains out and only a cold body is left in its wake.
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Dazai Osamu has a wife, a house, and a life that looks almost convincing.
Then she hires a gardener.
And Dazai meets something he cannot unsee—
something that feels too much like truth.Bookmarked by Autistic_rat_boy
28 Apr 2026
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In a prison made for monsters, Osamu Dazai is the one even monsters avoid.
Serving life for a string of brutal murders, he rules his cellblock with a smile and a secret kind of terror.
Then Chuuya Nakahara arrives—newly convicted, violently defiant, and impossible to break.
Dazai becomes obsessed.
In a world of locked doors, gang alliances, and corrupt guards, Chuuya finds himself trapped between survival and surrender as Dazai’s fixation turns deadly. Because Dazai doesn’t just want Chuuya close.
He wants him his.
And prison is the perfect place for a man like Dazai to prove that no one leaves once he decides they belong to him.Bookmarked by Autistic_rat_boy
23 Apr 2026
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When Dazai is denied his early morning cuddles, he gets jealous.
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- Part 4 of Soukoku Prompt Collaboration
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21 Apr 2026
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Moments of Soukoku’s (very much secret) marriage through the years
[In no particular order]
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19 Apr 2026
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Soukoku Fanarts by Autumn_Song_of_Rain, Lologirl_12
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
19 Jun 2026
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I have a grand goal to draw different Soukoku fanarts, going all the way from AUs to maybe crossovers to illustrating official scenes - the choice is limitless truly. The endgame is 50 fanarts, but knowing myself, I might draw more, cause nothing is stopping me from random sketches and solo character drawings.
This is my contribution to 10th anniversary, a way to test my drawing skills and push them beyond while also calming down myself after the bad BEAST ending and at the same time fish for more people to get inspired by my art and write me more fanfics.
Like seriously, I'm running out of skk fics to read here, write me some more!
The inspirations are random, but once I run out of ideas, I'm not against listening to suggestions.
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11 Apr 2026
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4 years earlier
“Would you kill me, Chuuya?” The room stills. “Tonight? If I asked nicely? If I begged for it?” The last words slip out like a purr.
The room stills. Dazai is pathetic. Chuuya doesn’t want him to ask, doesn’t want to know what he’d do when Dazai is pliant and begging for it.
Chuuya stares at him. “What the hell are you talking about?”
And Dazai’s chest doesn’t rise or fall.
loosely a prequel to my work halfway point, but can be read as a standalone. a collection of angst-fuelled scenes & moments leading up to dazai's defection <3
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- Part 2 of halfway points
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11 Apr 2026
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One detective of the Armed Detective Agency must transfer to the Port Mafia. That member just so happens to be Atsushi Nakajima.
I UPDATE WHEN I UPDATE I SWEAR IM ALIVE
read this if you like angst and symbolism
warnings: major character death
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- Part 4 of ADA Transfer Series
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10 Apr 2026
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“Meow!”
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“I’m sorry, what the FUCK did you just say?!”
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Dazai decides to start meowing to piss people off. Chuuya does not find it amusing in the slightest.
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11 Apr 2026
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Five Times They Didn't Need Words and One Time They Did by StrangerThings7
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
05 Jul 2020
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Five times Dazai and Chuuya didn’t need words and one time they did.
Or: Dazai loves touching Chuuya’s hair and somehow it turns into a relationship.
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06 Apr 2026
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Poe has always believed himself brilliant—until Ranpo reduces that certainty to fractions. What begins as rivalry curdles into something far more consuming: an obsession Poe cannot escape and cannot act on. Unable to kill the man who haunts him, he does the next best thing—he writes. A carefully crafted mystery meant to trap Ranpo inside its logic slowly fractures, giving way to something messier, stranger, and dangerously sincere. Over years of drafts, bitterness softens into something unrecognizable. What was once a calculated challenge becomes a quiet confession.
AKA
Poe is just a little obsessed with Ranpo. At least that's what you told him so for the longest time. But the more he writes the less he himself can even believe that.
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26 Mar 2026
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Dropped this cuz I got bored :P
Dazai's existence is filled with pain. He doesn't get any breaks from his suffocating thoughts. Even sleeping has been ripped away from him due to his chronic insomnia.
TW: Insomnia-induced hallucinations, mentions of bleeding eye-sockets, mold and water damage, mentions of rotting food, bed rotting, depression, Dazai things
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26 Mar 2026
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Casablanca by ChristophytheSatyr, Lolcheescake, salomethegay
Fandoms: Original Work, world leaders - Fandom, Politics - Fandom
24 Mar 2026
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All the world leaders in a room. WW3 is about to start. A nuclear attack. The doors close. They can’t get out. How will they survive?
“So, World War Three. Who’s in?” Everyone looked at Trump, incredulously. He was too tired for this shit. -
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…Atsushi was suddenly very aware of the sweat beading on the back of his neck. He had absolutely no clue what to do, so trying his best to be polite, he reached out a shaky hand. You know, for a handshake. That was courteous, right? “Akutagawa? It’s– it’s nice to meet you.” He tried for a smile.
Akutagawa took one look at Atsushi’s outstretched hand, looked back to Atsushi’s face, and scoffed. “I have zero intention of playing house with you, mongrel. Get your hand out of my face.” And he turned around and he sat back down in his chair.
Oh. Okay. Cool. Awesome. That was fine. Atsushi felt something inside him shrivel up and die and fall to the floor, shattering into one million little tiny pieces. “Yeah, okay, sure,” He said, weakly, before retracting his hand as requested, and turning around to power walk out of the room.
...And so began the longest eight weeks of Atsushi’s life.
In order to escape prospects of potential homelessness, college student Nakajima Atsushi is set up with an apartment and roommate courtesy of Dazai Osamu.
Atsushi’s roommate turns out to be the worst person he’s ever met in his entire life.
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20 Mar 2026
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— I surpassed him, Dazai-san.
Dazai said nothing.
— He was weak. Useless. You have to admit I’m better, — Akutagawa pressed on.
Dazai still didn’t look at the young man. Hazel eyes followed the direction Chūya had gone. A long, motionless silence stretched between them like a black gulf.
— Better? By what measure? — Dazai spoke at last. His voice was flat and colorless, as washed-out as the Yokohama sky.
Akutagawa blinked. Something in him shifted — slight, almost imperceptible.
— Because I’m stronger, — he barked, hard and sharp, as if a crack of sound could force Dazai to see him. — We fought. He’s gone. And I — I won.
Dazai turned his head at last. Slowly, as if each degree cost effort.
— I don’t see a victory here, — he said, the voice low and dull, as though traveling up through water. — You lost. You lost to the monster inside you.Bookmarked by Autistic_rat_boy
20 Mar 2026
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After a very messy breakup, Chuuya think he'll never see Dazai again, That is until he finds himself having to work with him. After their previous lead singer had to quit Dazai took up the role, not knowing that Chuuya was their lead guitarist. They now have to work without showing everyone that Chuuya would be perfectly fine with Dazai dropping dead at random.
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20 Mar 2026
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I’m your biggest fan i’ll follow you until you love me by Iamvampire
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 Mar 2026
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From a very young age, Akutagawa was always obsessed with things, his obsessions lasting only a few days. The first person to point out this mania was his sister. Akutagawa would become obsessed with someone or something.
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20 Mar 2026