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    January 15, 2017
    For immediate release.
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    The Montréal Metros are devastated to announce the unexpected and tragic passing of our beloved captain, Shane Hollander, at the age of 25.

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    or, a canon-divergent au in which shane and rose never met, in epistolary format.

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    17 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    After the chaos of the 2023 Australian GP, news broke that FIA’s most recent batch of heat suppressants had been tampered with. While the grid is put on lock-down so the situation can be fully investigated, each team is assigned a motorhome for their drivers to share. The situation would have been awkward enough on its own, but to make matters worse, Lance’s first heat is fast approaching.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    When the long game falls apart, Shane and Ilya need a new plan.

    I recommend reading the series in order it was posted, even though the second fic is a prequel to the first one.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    The day after attending a charity event in Vancouver, Shane, Ilya, Scott, and a few other players board a plane to take them to Tampa for 2017 All Stars.

    The plane goes down somewhere in the wilderness, in the middle of a storm.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Cas: I love you
    Dean: Two Montreal players legitimately tried to kill Ilya Rozanov on the ice and Shane Hollander went on a rampage through the entire Metros team to get to his husband.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating. 

    The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice. 

    “I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”

    Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.

    “Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"

    Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little. 

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    Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Galina stopped writing to look at Ilya. "Do you think he'd be willing to talk to you next time it happens, even if it's late?"

    Ilya's stomach turned over. He didn't even want to consider it, but he knew the answer. "Yes. But he silences his phone at night."

    "Most phones these days have an option to let certain numbers ring through, even on Do Not Disturb. Do you think he'd be open to setting that up for you?"

    Imagining that conversation made Ilya nauseous. Yes, no fucking doubt, Shane would be open to it if Ilya explained the reason. "I'm not going to ask him to do that."

    Set during The Long Game, an alternate version where the plane scene doesn't happen. Instead, there's this: a car crash, a therapist's duty to report, and an urgent reckoning with priorities.

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    05 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 36

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    The music was too loud to have a meaningful conversation, but they tried. Tommy handed him another drink. Buck was too focused on not getting jostled and spilling the overpriced alcohol all over the both of them, so he missed the context, when Tommy said, ”Puppy?”

    A bit of a non sequitur, but Buck didn't think anything of it. He had been called a golden retriever before, so he laughed and said, ”I mean, yeah.”

    Tommy's whole face crinkled in a smile. ”Yeah, you are.”

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    03 Jun 2026

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    The imminent return to Evermore has him jumping at shadows, and he is already at the end of his rope. Every ounce of energy every single day goes to pretending to be what is required of him—he has to override years of training (away, not towards) to perform adequately on the court, to uphold the Trojan standard, and he has to pretend that while he does it he is a functioning human and not simply a discarded toy too broken to be played with anymore.

    It’s why he spent his time in Palmetto when he could walk watching every single Trojans interview and game he could, so he could memorize their speeches and their strategies and their game play so that he would not be a burden. Jean knows what he owes his new masters. And he will not fail.

    (Or, Jean tries to fake it until he makes it at USC)

    (updates Thursdays/Sundays)

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    27 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 81

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    “Jean?” He can practically feel the heat of Kevin’s hand as he reaches out for an aborted touch. Jean curls his shoulders forward, away from any chance of contact, and ignores the tingle of fear at having his back exposed to the room. “Are you okay?”

    I’m drowning, he doesn’t say.

    He hurt me.

    I won’t survive what they are doing to me now. I don’t know that I wish to.

    Please, see me.

    Please, help me.

    “Goodnight, Kevin.”

    OR

    A series of aftermaths in The Nest, because "even Kevin didn't know the whole story."

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    24 May 2026

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    23 May 2026

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    “I’m not a rookie and I’m not doing this to prove anything. I like racing in pre-heat," Oscar says.

    Carlos’ brain short circuits. “What?”

    Oscar inclines his head. "It focuses me. Makes me more desperate for the win.”

    Desperate. Carlos can’t help it, his scent blooms.

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    Oscar mistimes his heat cycle in Monaco, things go awry. Carlos, who barely knows him, selflessly volunteers to help.

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    15 May 2026

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    Max Verstappen drags his tractor to P12 and gets photographed at a Monaco steakhouse with Toto and Susie the next week. George doesn’t get the steakhouse. George gets his office, two days later.

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    15 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 12

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    08 May 2026

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    08 May 2026

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    06 May 2026

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    13 Apr 2026

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    25 Apr 2026

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    Oscar doesn’t have a problem with his soulmate. It’s his soulmate who has the fucking problem.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    Buck ran away three years ago, and Chimney still hasn’t forgiven him.

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    21 Apr 2026

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