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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    He's making these small, high, weak noises like he always does, as if he's not fucking Frank like an animal, head bowing just so to drip sweat all over Frank's tattooed chest. He keeps his pace up, stamina practiced, but he lets out a little laugh.

    "The fuck are you laughing at?" Frank slurs.

    Ray shakes his head.

    "What?" Frank asks.

    Ray beams down at him with one hand gripping hard onto Frank's hip. "You're so small."

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    Ray and Gerard humiliate Frank.

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    25 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 46

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    Frankie kept telling himself this wasn’t the worst life a person could have.

    It helped if he listed things. He did that a lot, in his head, like he was tuning something. Okay: he wasn’t starving. His stomach grumbled sometimes, sure, but he always found a way to get a bowl of noodles or some other cheap shit from the stand three blocks from the station, or could heat a can in the workshop when the boss had already gone home. He had a stable job, which was way more than some of the guys he saw drifting through the outskirts, hollow-eyed and jittery, looking like they might sell a kidney for a clean glass of water. He had a roof over his head, technically.

    So, you know. Not the worst.

    It just also kind of sucked.

    or a Fun Ghoul origin story.

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    08 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ch 10

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    The thing is, it’s not like Gerard doesn’t know. All the guys know — they kind of had to be brought in on it after the attack, both for safety and legal reasons. They were his friends, sure, but in the early days, Frank didn’t want anyone to know. But the lawyers had all said that it was important, that if he wanted to keep his dream, keep the band, and more importantly, make sure that they wanted to keep him, that they would have to be the first he told, right after his mom and dad.

    And while it’s not exactly public, their fans aren’t stupid. They’re devious little crafty fucks with no idea of personal space half the time and even though they've never been overt about it, Frank’s seen the message boards over the years. Has seen his own name pop up in fucking lycanthropy advice forums, all careful to stick to claims of speculation and suspected contagion.

    But Gerard knows.

    Which is why the first time that his hand curls into Frank’s hair on stage, Frank jolts and fucks up the chord he’s playing, a squeal of twangy feedback that makes him flinch almost as much as the touch itself.

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    21 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    “Dying in the closet’s bullshit.”

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    confessing things you would never tell anyone to someone at a party and finding out you’re one in the same (grief and guilt and transgenderism!)

    obviously titled after drowning lessons by mcr but i was listening to thursday while writing

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    20 Apr 2026

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