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“Where are you going?” Troy asks.
Ilya rolls his eyes, “Taking a piss. Why? You want to come?”
Three steps later the plane falls from beneath him.
He knows when his head smacks the ceiling: They’re going to crash.Or
Ilya is standing when the plane drops. When he's taken to the hospital Shane has to figure out what he's willing to do to be with him.ON HIATUS
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“I don’t know what happened at your appointment that made you so upset, but I’m not going to stand here and let you keep punching the fucking tree. What kind of husband would leave their partner alone to hurt themselves?”
“One who knows how to listen.”
“Fuck you. What would you do if it was me?”
Ilya shakes his head. As if Shane would ever let himself lose control like this.
“What, would, you, do?”
“It doesn’t matter because it would never be you. You are not pathetic like I am.”
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Ilya snaps after a bad day and Shane is the only thing that can calm him down.
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- Part 3 of ⟡ sad Ilya ⟡
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“I don’t need to see a doctor. I am fine. You’re worrying for nothing. Let’s just go to sleep.”
Go to sleep? Shane huffs, Ilya thought it was fine. It didn’t matter if he was in pain or danger? They should just move on? As if.
“It’s not nothing. I’m worried about your health. Which you don’t seem to care about! Tell me one reason that I shouldn’t be worried!”
“Because I didn’t take them.”
“What?”
“I threw the bottles away when you left. Happy?”
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Ilya doesn’t keep pills in his house and Shane finds out why.Series
- Part 2 of ⟡ sad Ilya ⟡
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“Rozanov, did you hear me?”
“What?” His accent is thicker than usual.
“I said, I don’t know if it’s worth jumping over.”
Ilya almost laughs. They know each other’s bodies more than anything else, and yet ... Shane can see that there is something wrong in him tonight. Is it written on his face the same way it’s in his genes?
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An exploration of what Ilya was doing on the roof in Vegas.Series
- Part 1 of ⟡ sad Ilya ⟡
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“I’ll wait for you over there Daddy Lou,” Claudia flashes her signature blinding smile and skips over to wait at their usual table.
Bricktop watches her go fondly, “I swear she's got her mother’s smile. Don’t know where she gets all that cheek though.”
Louis chuckles, “I can tell ‘ya she ain’t get it from me.”
He hadn’t expected to be a father at 22, especially not to a kid that wasn’t biologically his own. Lily had been his best friend and when she passed, leaving Claudia behind with no other family in sight, what else was he supposed to do? Leave her baby to the wolves? But now, ten years on, he can’t imagine his life any other way.Or
Louis has been raising Lily and Lestat’s daughter as his own, but what’s going to happen when Lestat finds out and decides he wants to be involved?
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when the sun hits by revspersec
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Jun 2026
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15 Jul 2026
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I knew you'd haunt all of my what ifs by allmylovesatonce
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jun 2026
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Five years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly went their separate ways. They handled their heartbreak differently. Shane cut off his family and friends and focused only on hockey, not that it helped, his game has totally fallen apart. Ilya had the support of the Centaurs, even if they didn't know why they were supporting him.
But when Ilya announces his retirement at the end of the next season, it shakes Shane back to reality. He has one season left to play against the man he still loves; and then, would he ever see him again? As Shane starts to piece his life back together, the biggest missing piece is still Ilya.
Ilya had planned to just enjoy the last season he'd play of professional hockey and obviously try to win another cup. But when Shane reaches back out, he has much more to consider. He never expected to talk to Shane again, but he can't deny that it's everything he's wanted in the last five years.
Can they salvage what they had? Should they even try? How can Shane and Ilya be a part of each other's lives again?
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04 Jul 2026
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To my dearest by mochababy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jun 2026
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“Ilya–” Shane breathed, high and wheezy. “You can’t– You can’t leave me! Please, God, please, don’t take him. Please, please, I can’t lose– I can’t–”
A blaring alarm yanked him out of his panic like a fish out of water. He shot upright, flailing his limbs that were caught in something soft. Blurred splashes of colour steadily painted a picture of a bedroom he’d recognise anywhere. It was brighter now, light pouring in through partially shut curtains. His breath was heavy and he struggled making sense of how the hell he’d ended up in bed when just a moment ago, Ilya had–
“Hollander.” Ilya slurred, narrowing his eyes at him. “Turn that thing off.”
Or, Shane is stuck in a time loop that resets whenever his fiancé dies.
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- Part 1 of a letter to my only (safe grounds)
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29 Jun 2026
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A Soul for Sale by verses
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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“I’m sorry to hear that it has been getting worse, Ilya,” Galina said, a line between her brows. “Do you think something has…triggered your depressive feelings to get worse?”
Ilya had wondered the same, had tried to track down the exact moment his brain had decided to slowly suffocate him to death, but he had no answer. It was like the question of which came first: the chicken or the egg. He didn’t know which came first; his depression or simply his awareness of it.
He felt as if he had always had it—he just didn’t recognize it for what it was until he became aware of its name through the Irina Foundation’s work.
“Isn’t it just genetic?” Ilya asked. “The trigger was my birth, I think.”
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23 Jun 2026
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Caught by ShanesPomegranateSeed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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Ilya's depression medication wasn't working. Again.
Ilya thought were only three options for him. If he was being completely objective, three options. He could continue on as is. He could die. Or he could confess his feelings and detonate a bomb onto his entire life.
Every day Ilya kept picking the first option. Sometimes he chose it multiple times a day. Multiple times a night. He would continue on. He would. He didn’t have any other choices. Unless he died like his mother.
Ilya was caught.
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20 Jun 2026