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    Ilya wished he hadn’t chosen Shane. He said it himself. It may have been in Russian, but Shane understood him. And now, Shane had to fix it. He could make Ilya happy again. He could.

    After the almost-plane crash, Shane comes to the gut-wrenching realization that if he wants Ilya to be happy, he'll have to do the most painful thing imaginable.

    He'll have to let Ilya go.

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    18 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 79

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    On the morning of his twenty-sixth birthday, Ilya Rozanov receives exactly one gift from his Husband: a whispered "Happy birthday, baby."
    And then Shane Hollander goes back to answering emails.
    By 6 p.m., Ilya is convinced he's forgotten.
    By 7 p.m., Shane has accidentally broken Instagram.
    By 9 p.m., Ilya is crying over a boarding pass from six years ago.
    And by midnight, he discovers that Shane has apparently been collecting evidence of their love story since before either of them knew they were in one.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    It’s perhaps the sweetest Svetlana has ever known Ilyusha to be. She has always been granted access to the more affectionate side of Ilyusha, the one that he rarely shows to anyone else, but it was never anything compared to this. This tenderness, this adoration, that he gives so freely to Shane. It’s like her best friend is a completely different person right now, and she starts to wonder if maybe she was wrong earlier.

    Maybe, instead of being too boring for Ilyusha, perhaps Shane Hollander is giving him the space to become something soft. Something without walls, or masks, or armour.

    (Or, 5 times people doubt their love for each other, and 1 time they are certain of it.)

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Hayden watches Shane, almost expecting him to go, "wow, I was hacked while we were at practice, look at these weird messages!". But no such luck. Shane smiles.

    A real smile, a big one, his text from Lily smile. God, Hayden was so sure they were sending each other endless strings of heart emojis and "I miss you more" "no, I miss you more"s, not…that. Never in a million years would he have guessed that.

    Or: 5 times someone's shocked to learn that Shane's a little freaky, +1 time someone isn't

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    18 Jun 2026

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    On June 17th, 2017, Ilya Rozanov is declared dead following the crash of Air Canada Flight 11040.

    On June 24th, he comes back to life.

    Shane spends the intervening week on a silent retreat, more or less.

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    17 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 71

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    Ilya barely had time to grab hold of the island countertop before he felt his knees give out. His back hit the base as he crumpled to the floor. 

    Irina. 

    "Alexei," Ilya’s voice came in gasps, "why does your daughter have our mother's name?"

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    After Alexei discovers he has an illegitimate child, he turns to Ilya for help. Will Ilya choose duty to a family that despises him and save an innocent child? Or will he choose his love for Shane Hollander? Because Ilya is certain that he can't have both.

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    17 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 35

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    With Montreal, Shane never wore a pride jersey whenever their (begrudged) pride night came around. Now, in Ottawa, Shane realizes that not only does he no longer have to hide, but it feels damn great to be able to love his husband in public.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    A storm strands Yuna Hollander in Boston with no flights, no taxis, and no hotel rooms. Her unexpected rescuer? Shane Hollander’s biggest rival, Ilya Rozanov. But one night in Ilya’s apartment reveals hockey’s greatest secret: the NHL’s fiercest enemies have been secretly, hopelessly in love for ten years.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    What if David and Yuna had both gone to the cottage to retrieve that phone charger? What if they crept in very quietly (because silent meditation retreat) and found their son fast asleep on the couch, snuggled up with his arch-rival, Ilya Rozanov?

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    16 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 46

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    Illuga stared.

    Lohen had to be insane. That laugh, dripping with unrestrained joy at the carnage around him, was all Illuga needed to hear to realize the knight with the pretty eyes was absolutely, positively insane.

    (aka Illuga is overworked, but Mondstadt's knights have come to help and brought a crazy vice captain along with them)

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    16 Jun 2026

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    It starts with Hollanov going viral for Shane kissing Ilya's hand in a grocery parking lot, and leads to the world seeing how painfully in love the two are.

    OR, Shane and Ilya being domestic and in love in public, as seen through the eyes of the internet and their friends, a social media, 5+1 Fic.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    With thousands of adoring fans screaming out onto the ice, Rozanov knows he can’t lash out at any player who body checks Hollander (except himself, duh) without raising suspicion.

    But when Shane gets attacked walking out of Ilya’s apartment complex, all bets are off.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Shane: I need your help and I need it now.
    Shane: I’m sure you’ve all seen the video.
    Shane: I need you to bury it.

    After the fanmail video leak lands at the worst possible time, Shane has to gather his allies and turn to social media to try to change the story.

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    14 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 73

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    King Lunare announces the details of the Peace Treaty with the Solari.
    Peace will be had at the end of a blade, and Prince Finn will fight a Solari prince to the death.
    If only it wasn't...
    Dane.

    Shane wakes up in his hospital room.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    What if there was a player who got transferred to Ottawa who wasn't as cool as the rest of the team with Ilya and Shane's newly discovered relationship?

    When Ilya hears something aimed at Shane on the ice, he would like a word. Many words.

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    “Say. It. To. My. Face,” Ilya repeated, every word spit out from between clenched teeth, his accent heavy, anger dripping from his voice.

    In his peripheral vision, he saw Bood and Dykstra approaching and he held up a hand to stop them.  This was between him and Petrov.  He would take care of this on his team.

    “I will not do that,” Petrov finally replied, his eyes darting to somewhere behind Ilya and then back. “You’re my teammate.

    “I’ am your captain,” Ilya hissed.  “You say it to him, you can say it to me.”

    Petrov swallowed, and for the first time, glanced around him as if to ask for help from his other teammates, none of which would come to his defense right now because Ilya had told them to hold.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-

    He needs to go.

    “I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.

    It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.

    “No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.

    It wheezes.

    (how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)

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    13 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 10

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    Lohen learns what it's like to be special to the Traveler.

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    12 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 90

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    Ilya Rozanov is many things, most of all, he's perceptive.

    When he sees just how miserable Hayden Pike is on the Montreal Voyageurs, he makes a plan to get the man signed with the Centaurs. Not for Pike's sake, of course. But because Shane misses him. That's it. Not at all because he feels bad or thinks that Pike deserves better. Nothing like that at all.

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    12 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 694

    Mystery Work

    Part of godlightilya’s works
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    11 Jun 2026

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    “You can’t be. B-But you’re—” Even in his concussed state he knew this was crazy. There was no way she was who Shane thought she could be, because…well because…

    “Dead,” the woman nodded to him. Her eyes turned down for a moment, shining when she looked back up to him, searching Shane’s eyes before something more determined flickered in their hazel glow. “Yes, I know.”

    Shane swallowed and leaned back into is pillow, hand on his face as she stood there beside him. “H-How? This doesn’t make any sense.” And with his eyes closed, Shane felt the laugh bubble up in his chest until he was giggling quietly again.

    “I’m crazy. I got whacked in a game and now I’m fucking crazy. I’m hallucinating.” He shook his head, despite the dizziness he felt. That’s what this had to be. The drugs. He was hallucinating, seeing things.

    Because there was no way the woman in front of him was Ilya Rozanov’s mother.
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    Or, Shane’s hospital trip after Marleau’s hit goes a little differently, meaning that in his concussed state he's able to see Ilya’s mother who had been by his side all along.

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    09 Jun 2026

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