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    It would have probably been wise to make the drive in the morning, but he'd much rather get up at an ungodly hour with his boyfriend than sleep in on his own. He tiptoed up the stairs, but when he opened the bedroom door, it was empty. Shane's Egyptian cotton sheets were untouched, the comforter tucked in so tight you could bounce a quarter off it.
    Worried, he checked his phone again.

    Jane:

    Good luck tonight.

    Their 2nd pair left defenseman has a terrible RSA.

    I love you.
    5:27 PM

    Lily:

    I love you too ❤️

    Getting on plane now

    See you in four hours
    9:35 PM

    Just landed, sorry about tonight. Your mother says you were great though. She would not lie about hockey
    12:02 AM

    I am at your house. Where are you

    Just I am worried about you, i love you
    Now

    Or: Shane is the victim of a hate crime and sexual assault by two of his teammates, after coming out as gay at the start of the 2018/19 season. Leading to a media frenzy and the need for a new plan.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Shane’s rookie season is supposed to be the start of his dream. But his new teammate, Thompson, won’t leave him alone. He constantly seeks him out and neither his teammates or coach seem to care. Shane doesn't know what to do. Ilya finds him after one of the attacks and he is not going to let Thompson get away with what he has done.

    Hayden Pike becomes involved and together they try to help Shane through the aftermath. And keep him safe when it turns out things aren't over...

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    15 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    The New York Admirals don’t win the Cup in 2017.

    Ilya breaks up with Shane before the summer and goes home.

    Back in Russia, the house he grew up in hasn’t changed as much as he thought—only now he’s old enough to notice. His brother has taken their father’s place at the head of the table. His niece has learned to be quiet. His sister-in-law has learned to endure. Polina already knows how this ends.

    Ilya tells himself he’s just here for Anna.

    Shane keeps calling anyway.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    "Hollander?" Ilya answers. 

    Silence.

    Breathing.

    Then:

    "Can you come get me? I’m in Boston." 
    --
    Shane and Ilya aren't together. In fact Shane has a boyfriend he can happily be open with, but when Ilya discovers that the relationship is abusive, he has to do everything he can to make Shane get away.

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    10 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 67

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    “Drink it.”

    Ilya stares at the full glass of vodka in horror.

     

    or: while out celebrating a win with his team, shane hollander finds ilya rozanov stumbling down the street with a bruised face. ilyas father is an asshole

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    09 Jun 2026