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Day-to-Day (Upper Body) by ReedP0int
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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The summer before his second season with the Centaurs, Shane Hollander is supposed to have his body and his life under control. He’s married, training hard, doing everything right.
So the nausea, the bone-deep exhaustion, the aching chest and low back, the way his body feels wrong in all the old ways he thought he’d outrun?
He blames stress. He blames the season. He blames anything but himself.
Shane knows his body. He has spent years fighting for it.
But one rushed doctor’s visit turns into an ultrasound, and suddenly he’s thirty-plus weeks pregnant with a baby he didn’t plan, didn’t want, and doesn’t know how to make peace with.
Now he can’t outrun anything anymore.
Not the dysphoria. Not the fear of the league finding out.
Not the family he’s already carrying.---
hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb
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17 Jun 2026
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Best Laid Plans by MarvelousMrsMaroon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jun 2026
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It would have probably been wise to make the drive in the morning, but he'd much rather get up at an ungodly hour with his boyfriend than sleep in on his own. He tiptoed up the stairs, but when he opened the bedroom door, it was empty. Shane's Egyptian cotton sheets were untouched, the comforter tucked in so tight you could bounce a quarter off it.
Worried, he checked his phone again.Jane:
Good luck tonight.
Their 2nd pair left defenseman has a terrible RSA.
I love you.
5:27 PMLily:
I love you too ❤️
Getting on plane now
See you in four hours
9:35 PMJust landed, sorry about tonight. Your mother says you were great though. She would not lie about hockey
12:02 AMI am at your house. Where are you
Just I am worried about you, i love you
NowOr: Shane is the victim of a hate crime and sexual assault by two of his teammates, after coming out as gay at the start of the 2018/19 season. Leading to a media frenzy and the need for a new plan.
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16 Jun 2026
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Shane’s rookie season is supposed to be the start of his dream. But his new teammate, Thompson, won’t leave him alone. He constantly seeks him out and neither his teammates or coach seem to care. Shane doesn't know what to do. Ilya finds him after one of the attacks and he is not going to let Thompson get away with what he has done.
Hayden Pike becomes involved and together they try to help Shane through the aftermath. And keep him safe when it turns out things aren't over...
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15 Jun 2026
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The New York Admirals don’t win the Cup in 2017.
Ilya breaks up with Shane before the summer and goes home.
Back in Russia, the house he grew up in hasn’t changed as much as he thought—only now he’s old enough to notice. His brother has taken their father’s place at the head of the table. His niece has learned to be quiet. His sister-in-law has learned to endure. Polina already knows how this ends.
Ilya tells himself he’s just here for Anna.
Shane keeps calling anyway.
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10 Jun 2026
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Leave Her Johnny Leave Her by Iam_foureels
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jun 2026
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"Hollander?" Ilya answers.
Silence.
Breathing.
Then:
"Can you come get me? I’m in Boston."
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Shane and Ilya aren't together. In fact Shane has a boyfriend he can happily be open with, but when Ilya discovers that the relationship is abusive, he has to do everything he can to make Shane get away.Bookmarked by Howdyaarrgh
10 Jun 2026
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fathers barreling fists by hollanovanov
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jun 2026
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“Drink it.”
Ilya stares at the full glass of vodka in horror.
or: while out celebrating a win with his team, shane hollander finds ilya rozanov stumbling down the street with a bruised face. ilyas father is an asshole
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09 Jun 2026
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Mickey Milkovich comes home.
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05 Jun 2026
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“How often does Frank hit you guys?”
He looked down. Mickey watched as Ian bit his lip.
“Not usually.” He shrugged, Mickey just looked sad. “It’s only sometimes” he sighed.
“and he only hits me.”
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Mickey finds out about Franks abuses while living at the Gallagher house and takes care of Ian after one of his drunken outburstsBookmarked by Howdyaarrgh
04 Jun 2026
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Mickey was there to pay their supplier and get out. He hadn't planned to leave the market with a familiar-looking sex slave that he knew he needed to save and a sudden debt that was going to get him killed.
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01 Jun 2026
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Mickey Milkovich spent his days dodging his dad's fists, escaping only in his sketchbook and the town library. He’d developed a quiet obsession with the mysterious "I. Gallagher," whose name appears on every checkout card just next to his own. But Ian has been watching Mickey for a long time, too, and the quiet world of library cards and shared stories might just be the lifeline they both need.
Based on Studio Ghibli's movie "Whisper of the Heart".
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22 May 2026
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Mickey Milkovich has always been good at pretending he’s fine.
Ian Gallagher doesn’t seem to believe him.
Mickey is fresh out of juvie and stuck working security at a shitty convenience store.
He keeps his head down, his music loud, and his walls higher.
Ian sees him anyway. He sees the beauty in his insecurities.
Mickey's life is falling apart faster than he can hold it together - bruises he won't explain, hunger he won't admit, panic he can't control.
But between late shifts, quiet nights, lingering touches and songs shared under open skies, something starts to change. Something softer. Something dangerous.
Because wanting to be loved means risking everything.
And Mickey has always known one thing -
if someone really sees him, they'll leave.
Ian doesn't.Bookmarked by Howdyaarrgh
21 May 2026
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An unfortunate turn of events prompts Mickey to recall unpleasant episodes from his life. Then he meets someone who helps him cope.
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Mickey picks up some asshole at a bar, decides to sleep with him, but the asshole crosses the line. Mickey punches him and leaves, almost gets hit by a car as a panic attack begins to set in, and then there are heart-to-heart conversations, a Snickers bar, a tender love scene, and a good morning 🖤
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21 May 2026
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On the run from the law, Mickey seeks shelter in the neighborhood he hasn't seen since he was eight. But something is very wrong. Doors are locked, windows are shuttered, everyone fears sundown, and where his childhood home once stood, he finds a pile of rubble and a severed arm.
Nothing about the South Side makes sense to him until he sits down at the bar next to a certain redhead. It has been sixteen years, but it feels like old times with Ian Gallagher... until it doesn't.
Mickey can't stay-- he's a fugitive from justice. But what choice does he have when his childhood best friend is trapped in a living nightmare?- Language:
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21 May 2026
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Ian remembers dying, he doesn’t remember coming back.
Now everything’s gone downhill. Super hearing, super vision. His body feels different, even his dog is afraid of him.Across state lines, a vampire Executioner, Mickey Milkovich, received another hunt-down mission from one of his anonymous clients.
He adds Ian’s name to his list.
It’s supposed to be routine. Except it isn’t.Bookmarked by Howdyaarrgh
20 May 2026
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Mickey left the room quickly and Ian stared at the gun. Mickey was not the type of person to easily give up the things he had won. Ian had only ever known him to take what he wanted without giving a shit. Ian picked up the gun and put it in his waistband, knowing in some small way this was Mickey giving in.
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A look into Ian's feelings as he was falling in love with Mickey during season 1.
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18 May 2026
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Mickey is a high school economics teacher and debate coach who prides himself on having a well-established, comfortable routine.
Enter Ian Gallagher, a movie star whose reputation precedes him, and who left it all behind in need of a fresh start.
When Ian gets hired as the school’s new theater arts teacher and their worlds collide, everything they thought they knew about life in general might be turned upside down.
And maybe they'll both learn important lessons about taking chances along the way.
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18 May 2026
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The universe is definitely fucking with Mickey. The hottest guy he’s ever seen breezes into his shop needing an oil change, leaving a permanent mark on Mickey’s heart and body.
But what can he do about it? Nothing, that’s what. Mickey has a steady boyfriend. He’s on parole right now. He can’t chase this guy, no matter how much his soul screams out.
It’s Mickey versus fate in a battle of wills.
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16 May 2026
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Mickey is a vampire. Ian has a complicated history with vampires, and a fate intrinsically linked to them. They both struggle to figure out how the other can fit in their life, as their attraction and feelings continue to grow. Are they fated to be together or irrevocably doomed by destiny? Will they fight against each other or will they be on the same side when it really counts?
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"Look, what you've just seen… I can fuckin' explain, alright?"
As he speaks, Ian watches his profile. His gaze travels from the slope of Mickey's nose to his mouth. Mickey licks his bottom lip. His teeth glint in the faint moonlight.
His… fangs.
Fuck.
He can't be.
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15 May 2026
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Ian Gallagher is trapped in the orbit of Santiago Navarro, the most powerful collegiate drug dealer in the city. Whatever love once lived there has long since rotted into obligation, debt, survival dressed up as devotion.
Sometimes you don’t stay because you still love someone. Sometimes you stay because leaving costs more than you can afford.Then Mickey Milkovich, an undercover cop crashes into the case.
An ex-convict with blood on his past and a badge, Mickey is forced undercover to take Santiago down from the inside. He is supposed to play a part, follow the plan, and keep his hands clean of anything that is not the job.
Then he meets Ian, and the job stops feeling simple.
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15 May 2026
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After something weird and impossible happens to Mickey Milkovich, he gets shipped off to a boarding school called Blackthorn for troubled teens.
At least, that’s what he’s told.
Blackthorn turns out to be full of vampires, werewolves, witches, and things Mickey has no explanation for—including himself.
And then there’s Ian Gallagher, the redheaded vampire everyone warns him about.
What is so dangerous about him? And what will happen when Mickey can’t seem to stay away from him?
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15 May 2026