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    “Akutagawa, right? If you don’t mind sharing, what did you do to get solitary?”

    “Chuuya–” Tachihara started, picking up a panicked tone.

    Akutagawa’s answer was served with a side of cold, dead eye-contact. “I made the mistake of speaking to Dazai.”

    “Akutagawa, seriously,” Tachihara snapped. “Stop.”

    Chuuya ignored him. “Who’s Dazai?”

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    Chuuya is sentenced to a year at Yokohama Reform School and accidentally agrees to rescue an annoying shithead from a life of misery.

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    14 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    After a bad breakup, Chuuya returns to his ancestral village in search of a new beginning. Between an abandoned shrine, a mist-covered forest, and old tales no one dares speak of aloud, he hopes to find peace.

    Instead, he finds a spirit who has spent centuries waiting for someone who never came back.

    “You won’t hurt me,” Chuuya said.

    The kitsune smiled.

    “Are you sure?” he purred, leaning in close enough for Chuuya to feel his breath. Sharp fangs nicked Chuuya’s lower lip. “I’ve wanted to ruin you since the moment you stepped onto this mountain, little human.”

    Or: Chuuya desperately needs a change of scenery, but he never signed up to share his new place with a mischievous and vengeful kitsune—let alone his mind, his body, and his heart.

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    3/3
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    11 Jul 2026

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    In pursuit of some money, Dazai finds a job as a part-time butler for the Nakahara family, one of the richest and most influential in Yokohama. No one has ever met their only son, Chuuya, in person. Legend has it, he’s spent most of his high-school life locked inside, studying day and night to become a deserving heir to his generational wealth. Something about it doesn’t sit right with Dazai.

    Or: Dazai meets (and saves) his own damsel in distress.

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    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
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    19,086

    06 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    An AU where Dazai (less than willingly) joins the Sheep under orders from Mori, who wants him to dismantle it from the inside. But Dazai meet Chuuya an ill-tempered boy who takes abuse like a dog. Naturally, he get attached (but can you blame him? Chuuya's just so damn entertaining) but Dazai is still there on orders and he needs to find a way to destroy the very place and betray the very person that he learned to love.

    15 year old Chuuya thought that he was bringing 2 troublesome girls back to the Sheep hideout, but what he didn't know was that he would also find a black haired boy on the verge of death. This boy would turn out to be Dazai and their meeting would set off a whole new timeline, a power struggle between childhood friends Chuuya and Shirase, a romance between two boy that were never taught how to love, and tragic end that can only come from kids who were to afraid to ask for help.

    (Also this is also on Wattpad under the same name, because I didn’t realize you needed to wait to get a Ao3 account so I just went to Wattpad first)

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    Chapters:
    6/16
    Comments:
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    21 Jun 2026

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    Chuuya does not get paid nearly enough to deal with alternate universe versions of mafia members.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
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    50
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    8,923

    19 Jun 2026

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    The cast of Bungou to Alchemist watches their counterparts lives in Bungou Stray Dogs.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
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    500
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    6,374

    19 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 1

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    Dazai se figea brusquement. Lentement, il déposa la tête de Chuuya sur sa cuisse, pour observer la main qui avait soutenue la tête de son ancien partenaire.

    Elle était couverte de sang.

    Tout à coup, il se retrouva quatre ans en arrière. Lorsqu’il avait soutenu Odasaku, son ami, de la même façon, et que sa main avait été également ainsi couverte de sang. C’était quelques instants avant qu’il ne meure sous ses yeux.

    Il se rappelait encore parfaitement la tristesse, la peur, le désespoir qui l’avaient envahi à ce moment-là. Il n’avait rien pu faire, il avait été totalement impuissant alors qu’il avait regardé son ami mourir.

    La même scène se reproduisait sous ses yeux.

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    Face à un monstre surpuissant, fruit d'expérimentations européennes, la Mafia Portuaire et l'Agence des Détectives Armés s'allient. Dazai est persuadé que tout se déroulera conformément à son plan, comme d'habitude. Mais alors qu'il libère Chuuya de sa Corruption un rien trop tard, ses réactions face à son ancien partenaire mourant, elles, n'étaient absolument pas prévues.

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    Chapters:
    3/4
    Comments:
    2
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    10
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    122

    18 Jun 2026

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    Rumor has it that a figure in Yokohama’s underground scene is holding a contest. The top-voted street racer wins a free enrollment into the next Formula 3 season, all the way in California. They might as well be handing out a one-way ticket to the F1 roster, and all the fame, glory, and money that comes with it.

    The entire city’s confident that the best driver that the circuit’s known in decades, Dazai Osamu—street name: McQueen, will win the opportunity.

    That is, until a redheaded rookie known by the name of Prince shows up on his streets.

    Translations available here.

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    Chapters:
    27/40
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    474,220

    16 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 31

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    If someone told fifteen-year-old Chuuya that he was playing Osamu Dazai’s love interest in a film, he would’ve lied about the amount of butterflies that he got in his stomach upon hearing that.

    Now, though, telling twenty-two year old Chuuya that same thing? He has no reason to lie about the nausea that rolls through his gut.

    And the idea of fake dating him makes it ten times worse.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
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    216
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    15 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 30

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    Dazai notices to very ordinary clients in the ADA one morning, There is nothing special about them but they seem oddly familiar and that's when he notices the red hair and how they look so much like Chuuya. Turns out they are looking for their son and Dazai thinks he can help with that and hopefully reunite a son and parents who both miss each other so much.

    Chuuya's parents look for him and Chuuya get Dazai's advice about meeting them, ensue angst and so much comfort and fluff.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    15 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 44

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    “It wasn’t until she was fourteen years old that Nakahara Hotaru discovers that she was not the oldest, it was not until she was fourteen years old that she learned who she and her family had lost.”

    Chuuya accidentally meets his bio sister and it leads to him meeting the family he was torn from. While he reconnects with his parents and finally meets his younger siblings, he navigates the difficulties of being a part of a family while knowing nothing on how to even act as a normal not-traumatized person.

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    Chuuya finally meets his family and tries to find his place in it

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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    192
    Kudos:
    312
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    Hits:
    8,122

    15 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 91

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    "Soukoku... doesn't work... if one half is missing."
    "...it's cold out here, Osamu."

    In a world where Dazai Osamu rules the Port Mafia from a pitch-black tower, Nakahara Chuuya is merely his strongest, most resentful weapon. Four years of absolute obedience, unspoken betrayals, and suffocating silence have left them as nothing more than a ruthless Boss and his chained subordinate.

    Dazai has spent years orchestrating a flawless, bloody master plan to keep a certain someone alive, relying on the fact that Chuuya hates him enough to survive the fallout. But when Dazai sends his Executive directly into the jaws of the White Dragon with strict orders not to use his ability, the board flips. Dazai is about to learn exactly what happens when you push a god to the brink, and Chuuya is about to prove that he would rather bleed out than disobey a direct order.

    Or: The Beast AU where Chuuya gets trapped in the Draconian Room, and Dazai’s perfectly calculated universe violently falls apart over a single phone call.

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    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    146
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    478
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    10,738

    13 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 3

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    Chuuya is the most popular, most athletic kid in school. Who would have ever expected health class to become a visual demonstration horror story, starring his worst enemy. Osamu Dazai.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    19
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    267

    12 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 79

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    It all began five years ago, when they were just eighteen—grieving, drunk, and clinging to the only thing that still felt real: each other. On the third anniversary of The Flags’ deaths and right after Oda's, Chuuya and Dazai found comfort in wine, pain, and a night that felt like a promise. But the next evening, Dazai walked away from the Port Mafia and Chuuya, turning what could’ve been a beginning into the end of everything

    But five years later… Chuuya finally understood what the end really meant.

    Hikari DazaiHis daughter, had been taken.

    “HIKARI!” Chuuya wearing only a white t-shirt, black shorts, and one slipper. He couldn’t contain the fear in his voice. How could any parent stay calm when their child was missing?

    And the worst part was—he couldn’t ask anyone for help except the ADA.

     

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    Aka.Trans!Chuuya and Dazai have a daughter, but Dazai only finds out about this five years later when he receives news of his daughter's kidnapping.

     

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    Chapters:
    19/?
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    09 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 33

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    Los Angeles, 1984.

    The world sees Michael Jackson as a phenomenon - untouchable, dazzling, larger than life. But behind the flashing cameras and sold-out stadiums is a man slowly drowning in the noise of his own fame.

    Ellie Brooks is just a struggling photographer with a Polaroid camera and a habit of noticing the things nobody else does.

    When one accidental photograph at a midnight carnival captures Michael laughing, truly laughing, their lives become tangled in late-night drives, hidden rooftops, recording studio secrets, and a love neither of them were prepared for.

    But in a world obsessed with owning Michael Jackson, being the one person who truly sees him may cost Ellie everything.

    * POSTING ON WATTPAD AT THE SAME TIME!*

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    Chapters:
    25/?
    Comments:
    43
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    101
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    33
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    3,173

    26 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 7

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    In 2010, a group of world-famous celebrities who secretly faked their deaths live together in a rundown house in a small town, hiding from the world that once consumed them. Elvis Presley, Michael Jackson, Chris Farley, Bruce Lee, Princess Diana, and Heath Ledger all disappeared for different reasons—burnout, pressure, addiction, loneliness, or heartbreak—but together they slowly learn how to live as ordinary people for the first time.

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    3/?
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    15
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    36
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    412

    18 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 52

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    This is my first Fic *cracks knuckles* BUCKLE IN.

    At the premiere of the Michael biopic, the Jacksons are thrown into emotional chaos when someone they lost seventeen years ago returns, and from there.. well.. shit hits the fan.. good luck!

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    Chapters:
    23/?
    Comments:
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    16 May 2026

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    "Nakamura, still facing the glass, doesn’t say anything. Doesn’t look at him. But his hand is there, gently slipping into Hirose’s like it’s the most natural thing in the world.

    No big declarations. No dramatic music swell.

    Just the quiet weight of someone choosing to hold his hand.

    Hirose’s breath catches in his throat, eyes flicking between Nakamura’s blushing profile and their now-joined hands.

    And then he smiles even wider."

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    Or: Hirose tries to figure out how to woo Nakamura by doing stuff and following tips he found online. Somewhere along the way, he figures they might already be more than just friends and... he’s probably right. :)

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    15,135
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    53
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    694
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    113
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    8,055

    07 May 2026

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    At fourteen, Dazai is the one to find Chuuya after the lab explosion.

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    He watches Chuuya fall asleep, slow and soft, in small bits. He is so beautiful, and he is mine. All mine.

    I am the first person he smiled at.

    I am the first person who said his name.

    I am the first person who has held him like this.

    He is mine. He will always be mine now, after these things.

    Dazai thinks, for a moment, that he might not ever get to feel things, or see the world the way most people do, or find a reason to live. But he can live for this, for him. For this boy. He does not care about birds or parks or trees or people, does not feel all that much when he sees the sunrise or sunset or the stars and the moon. He does not like dogs or children. He does not like the world.

    But he likes Chuuya. He likes the way Chuuya looks when he is looking at all these things.

    Language:
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    Words:
    24,578
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    138
    Kudos:
    1,974
    Bookmarks:
    554
    Hits:
    24,763

    03 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 28

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    Senku isolated himself for years after the loss of his best friends, Taiju and Yuzuriha, who died during the outbreak. He simply avoided people entirely, learning to avoid the infected, learned to scavenge, wandering alone through the country of Japan.

    Of course, he can’t always avoid encountering people. In this case, he couldn’t avoid a certain mentalist crossing pathways with him. Now Senku can’t seem to shake him off.

    or;

    Senku and Gen cross paths post-apocalypse and Senku learns to open his heart again.

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    Language:
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    Words:
    34,157
    Chapters:
    4/6
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    127
    Bookmarks:
    28
    Hits:
    1,814

    30 Apr 2026

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