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  1. Public Bookmark 64

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    What if the orphanage director didn't die and showed up at the agency?

    Dazai tries to help Atsushi through a mental breakdown because of the headmasters appearance

    Its a long day for all the characters

    POV switching

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    26 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    Dazai wanted to show Atsushi what was hidden behind his appearance, to let him inside, under his skin, under his true gut. But is everything as simple as it seems at first glance?

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    26 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    “…Can I do something?” Atsushi asks.

    Dazai presses his lips together. He runs his hand over his eyes and pushes down on the soft skin, and then his throat tightens. He lets go of the sink and turns around.

    “Um.“ Atsushi shifts his weight. “I made some toast?”

     

    or: After an ugly suicide attempt, Ango and Taneda force Dazai into therapy. Atsushi makes him toast. Neither are things Dazai enjoys very much, but one is better than the other.

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    26 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 19

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    Finally, they ask him: "What happened, Atsushi?"

    He feels the sobs locked inside his chest surge up. "I don't know," he says. His job was to hold Dazai's arms. The man—Ango—told him that in the car. His job was to hold Dazai's arms.

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    26 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    The first time Atsushi realizes his fear of having Dazai leave him behind is justified, there is a lot of silence and way too much blood.

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    26 Jul 2026