June_Sirius
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It's just a normal laundry day. Dean isn't thinking much when he scans his room for dirty clothes and spots Cas's trench coat hanging in his closet.
"Angel Blade is never in the sleeves," Cas tells him when he starts checking the inside of the sleeves looking for pockets.
"Then why did you bring that out that time, when I could kill you. I almost did." Dean can't breathe.
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- Part 8 of For better or for worse
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One random word a day, one sweet little destiel story your way
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- Part 2 of Small Doses of Destiel
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A short sketch where Cas grieves without remembering by June_Sirius
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 May 2026
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"Who is that man dying?"
"Dean Winchester."
"Do I know him?" "Who is he to me?" "Why am I feeling so sad?" "Why can't I remember?" "What happened to him? To me? To us?"
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- Part 7 of For better or for worse
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Demon Dean lobotomizes Castiel in Hell during angel rescue. Castiel now forgets he's here to save Dean. How are they going to get out of Hell now?
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Dean's lips are cursed. If he ever kisses Castiel, Cas will lose his power.
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For better or for worse by June_Sirius
Fandom Supernatural (TV 2005), Supernatural (TV 2005) RPF
10 Jul 2026
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So many things in their lives can take different paths, for better or for worse. Canon reality isn't the only reality. Let other possibilities unfold.
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Renamed from the previous title "Six Degrees to Destiel", mostly small snippets of destiel, mostly (if not all) should be happy snippets.
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Dean and Cas, a long stretch of highway, and 36 questions empirically designed to make two people fall in love.
As if they weren't already.
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Bookmarked by June_Sirius
12 Jul 2026
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Peaceful calm roadtrip with 36 questionnaire, slow burn, dean winchester uses actual words, beautifully written, amazing character study, hot smut
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Cas is back from the Empty, and Dean knows how to be grateful.
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Bookmarked by June_Sirius
10 Jul 2026
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It's 1 o'clock in the morning and I cried harder than I've been in 10 years, 'cause every little thing in Dean's mind hit exact same sore nerve in me. How have I never realized that's exactly my wreck and mess that I'm seeing and reading and relating in Dean. How the fears and messed up upbringings and not letting yourself to want more than you need, and to believe you deserve, and to not be scared by thinking about losing someone or they leaving, or think you might be enough for what you want those who you love to have, or try really really hard to give everything you can trying to make those you love happy, but still think you're not doing enough, and that all those tries are just you faking it, that you are always just faking and lying but actually that's all exactly you, but you still can't believe someone would ever love you for who you are, not what you do, because that's not what you ever learned growing up. Even the therapy talk hits too close, everything exactly like what my therapist had said or would say, but I'd still be the same mess. Reading it and crying my eyes bloody swollen is so much more healing than therapy. (Never really saw any fic actually get Dean to therapy either, really realistic doing that, and exact reason why it hits me so hard.) Grief and love and confusion of want and loss and fear and internalized homophobia and emotional repression, all tangled together, and I'm sorting them out right with Dean and know and can feel precisely how hard it can be and how long it can take. So so happy there're so many people there fir Dean to help him sort it all out, Sam and Claire being biggest help, but most important part is still his own realization. At the end of the day, he needs to figure it out by himself, overcome all those fear and self induced subconscious repression, to allow himself to be happy. People like us have been taught since young that it's wrong to want, to be happy, being happy means you aren't doing things right, if you do things right, it should be tough and you should be suffering, so how are we supposed to know or allow ourselves to be happy? Dean has Cas and all those people to help him give himself that permission, and I'm trying really really hard for myself too. Of all the finale fix-its I've read, many of them fabulous and amazing, this one is still for sure going to stay in my mind for a long long time and every reread is still for sure to hit hard emotionally and personally. How often do you get a chance like this to feel like you're dissected alive and everything you don't know how to put into words, there are words right there, written, to see exactly what they are. This story and writing is just too incredible, I don't have enough words for it apart from appreciating full-heartedly for the writer to write it and share it.
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Cas asks Dean to marry him, and Dean can't think of a reason to say no.
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"Dean," Cas says calmly, gingerly sitting his fork down, and oh, this is gonna be a thing, Dean can tell. Sure enough, it is because Cas goes on to say, "What would you think if I suggested we get married?"
Dean blinks and swallows the food in his mouth, staring at Cas curiously. "I would think...you were either on drugs or going insane, why?"
"I'm not inebriated, nor mentally unstable."
"I—I…" Dean takes in a deep breath, then blows it out heavily. "Cas, you're not fucking with me, are you?"
"I'm not," Cas tells him.
"Okay," he says, "fuck it, let's get hitched."
"Thank you," Cas murmurs sincerely, then picks his fork back up and goes right back to eating.
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Bookmarked by June_Sirius
20 Jun 2026
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Very very peaceful quiet life, canon divergent, post s15 with different ending, Cas didn't go to Empty or confess, no monsters anymore. domestic life with Dean in a shitty house that needs repair. Beautiful peaceful quiet, and then they get married but nothing changes, perfect ideal ace queer platonic relationship/marriage. Love it so much. So real, super in character, beautiful writing.
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Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.
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"You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"
Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.
Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.
"What?" Dean grits out.
"I love you, too."
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Bookmarked by June_Sirius
18 Jun 2026
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Very very realistic and relatable and in character and healing, this story gets very very close to heart and my real-life feelings and experience and trauma, making it so so important and comforting and hopeful. Dean and Cas live in Heaven, Dean goes through the whole process of getting used to the idea of being in love, allowing himself to love (even if he already knows he loves Cas, but still difficult to do this), slowly getting used to the touches and intimacy when they scare him. Very very realistic and relatable descriptions. The interaction with John and the process of things blowing up and then fixing it (more like waiting it out, finding the boundary, not taking the shit, living the life he wants and deserves and supported by those who accept him as he is). Very very important and relatable too. I'll re-read it a million times to remind myself this is something I could do too. The rest are just extra beautiful bonus, awesome depiction of Cas, lovely Eileen, Dean Jr., Cas Fitzgerald, and their second generation destiel, all very interesting and beautiful. My favorite fix-it.
(original comment: Love this story so so much, probably my favorite fix-it now. I've never read one that's depicting soooo well about Dean's initial journey of having to get accustomed to the idea of touching and loving, even though he *knows* he loves Cas, it doesn't automatically make sleeping on the same bed or having intimacy easy, it's still a process and he has to go through it. I feel him. I relate so deeply.
And Cas, god, Cas is the best, Cas doesn't take shit, and he knows his love and Dean's, he's swimming for both of them, he really is a bad ass (pun not intended lol), and I love him so so much, and so happy he's like that and he's with Dean.
And John!!! All this shit with John, and John's interaction with Mary, all so so accurately in character and agonizingly relatable, especially to what I'm precisely going through what Dean's going through in this story, I'm feeling double the pain and taking the comfort where I can find for Dean (and myself). Love Dean's resolution so much. Love that they get to have so much time and therefore hope for everything, they can wait things out, and wait for people (read: John) to get their head around. They have all the time in the world. The hope in it is just, so beautiful. Nothing is more beautiful than the hope.
Love Jack there, love Claire and Kaia, and Eileen, and the second generation Dean and Cas! I thought about them for a bit too in the back of my head but never really get to write them or read anyone really depict them well enough or at all, but in here! It all just feel so real and in character and extremely probable to have really happened, just aligned so perfectly with the glimpses we get from the nephew and Garth's kids in the show. So happy that they're not forgotten. (And I laughed so hard when Cas, Garth's kid, and Dean Junior were about to "take it out" and suggested fucking in the car, and it took Dean a second to remember that nice car is exactly his Baby and he's so panicked lol, it's just too real. I wonder if Heaven would conjure another Baby for Dean Junior too, same Baby but different in a way since it's gonna be how he remembers her from when he drove her.)
I cannot say enough about how much I love this story, how much healing I felt from reading Dean's gradual healing, the peace and beauty, things calming down and coming to the right places, finally getting the life he deserves and wants and allows himself to want. I still wish he'd get all those when he's alive, but in here, on Heaven, he's also still living, in a way, and it's the second best thing I can wish for him. I'm so happy to have read this story. It's just amazing.
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“How the fuck do you know my name?” Dean hisses.
The man doesn’t look scared. He is watching Dean like there is nothing else worth watching, lips a little parted, eyes a little soft. And blue. Real blue, like the ocean on a postcard.
The ice spreading down Dean’s spine makes him shiver.
“I suppose you could say I’m your guardian angel,” the man murmurs. His breath fogs pale between them. All of him is unnaturally warm, like Dean’s touching somebody with the sun sewn up beneath their skin. “I have known you, Dean Winchester, for a very long time.”
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Dean meets an angel who says he's from the future. It all gets a lot more complicated from there.
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Bookmarked by June_Sirius
08 Jun 2026
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Time-travel fix-it, very very beautiful and well-written. Calm tone with emotional undercurrent, super beautiful.