Multi_FandomReader118
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Fake it 'til you make it ('Til you do, 'til it's true) by Multi_FandomReader118
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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May and Ravi start dating, its good. Perfect. Easy. But May feels wrong. And there's this girl... And she's so confused.
Cue self destructive lesbian activities.
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I'll write another letter I hope you'll read it this time (You better) by Multi_FandomReader118
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
09 Aug 2025
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Buck was doing well, he was finally at a place in his life where, he didn’t just feel happy, he felt safe. Content. He woke up everyday, knowing that he would have his friends and family by his side. This didn’t mean that the bad days were gone, but now he felt capable in taking care of himself. But happiness never lasts. Well, that’s Buck’s experience anyways.
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Buck and eddies argument in the kitchen but they discuss their last conversations with Bobby, but Buck has a mental breakdown:)
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After Bobby died in the lab, Ravi has been struggling. Trying to cope, he drinks more and isolates himself. Buck comes to his apartment and looks after him.
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Eddie left. Buck spirals, alcohol numbs the pain.
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Listen, Buck didn’t entirely expect to be closing the Nashville trip by yelling at his best friend to stab him with a fork in a random New Mexico diner, but here he is.
Yelling at his best friend to stab him with a fork.
“Put me out of my misery. Kill me Eddie! Kill me now! Why not!” The rest of the diner had fallen into a much more hushed chatter by this point, only the occasional scrape of cutlery against a plate or the door swinging open to signal yet another person’s exit to be heard.
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What if Buck and Eddie weren't interrupted in the diner, and they talk about what Buck really meant by "put me out of my misery"?
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“He doesn’t sleep.” The sentence ripped out of Buck before he could stop it. Tears threatened to spill as he brought his hand up, waving it around like it could solve all his problems. Admitting to his failure made him feel like a monster. “We’ve tried melatonin, tea, extra bedtime stories, exercising— Nothing works. Nothing works and Eddie, I am so fucking tired.”
Pathetic. He was pathetic. Almost every new parent went through a phase where their kid barely slept. Everyone else could handle it, including Maddie and Chim, so why couldn’t he? How did they push through feeling so beyond sick, that left and right and up and down all looked the same?
Earlier, he swore he saw the version of Daniel he saw in his coma dream lurking behind him. Did they see ghosts too?
A soft thumb ran over his cheek. Buck couldn’t stop himself from leaning into it.
“Baby,” Eddie whispered, soft and oh-so-concerned. In no universe did Buck deserve him. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
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Or the one where Theo has kept Buck awake for four days straight, and Eddie won't let him fall any further.
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- Part 14 of Buck + Eddie
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“Eddie was amazing, of course,” Buck replies, balling his hand into a fist. “He offered to talk about it… but I’m not there yet.” A tear runs down his cheek, but Buck is barely aware of it. “I don’t… I think, um, I’m getting worse.”
Dr. Copeland frowns. “How do you mean, Buck?”
“I…” Buck trails off, staring at the wall behind Dr. Copeland’s head. “I’m not sure if I was made for… this. Sometimes… I just think it might be better if I… disappear or something. I just feel… not numb… just… nothing. I don’t feel anything. There’s brief emotions here and there. They pop up, flash suddenly, a spark of anger, a touch of joy or laughter. And, then they’re just…” Buck gestures vaguely, “gone, just like that. It’s like… on the surface, I feel the emotions, but inside my heart, it’s full of… nothingness. It’s just a void. So, even when I feel something… it doesn’t change that void, it doesn’t fill it. Nothing can fill it.”
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the fic where i project some of my mental health problems onto buck bc if i have to suffer, then so does he :)
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- Part 1 of Buddie Oneshots
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The pills are the first thing to catch his eye, a mixture of orange ovals, green capsules, and white circles. They scatter the entryway to the kitchen, a harrowing indication of what there is to find. He gulps harshly, refusing to believe the worst until there is not more denying it, stepping forward cautiously.
“Buck?” He calls out again, heart hammering as he prays that there’s another explanation for this. Hoping Buck is just out in the garden, or baking with noise cancelling headphones on, simply unaware that the medication Chris hadn’t even known he was on is now decorating the the kitchen floor.
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05 Jul 2026
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Now, at three in the morning, Buck felt like an accordion, bent at frequent intervals and sharp angles and he found himself questioning every memory he had of his early twenties. Had he really fit comfortably in the back seat once upon a time? Or had it always been cold and lonely and uncomfortable and those rougher edges of his memories were just sanded down by time and distance?
It was uncomfortable now. It was embarrassing now. Buck shivered, wrapping his arms around his bare arms and trying to scrunch down further against the seats. Away from view.
Early on in their friendship, Eddie finds Buck sleeping in the Jeep and takes him home.
Bookmarked by Multi_FandomReader118
05 Jul 2026
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Ohhhh stunning i kept getting tingly