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    Shane scoffs, throwing his hands up. “I just want to figure this out. We have to live together, we should be—“
    “We should be what?” Ilya laughs. “Braiding each other’s hair like girls, yes?”
    “No. I— I just don’t think we need to be so hostile.
    “You think I’m hostile,” Ilya says.
    “I said we,” Shane answers. As frustrating as Ilya is, Shane will also own up for his behavior that sometimes occurs when Ilya pushes him to his limit. All he wants is the privilege of an education. The experience of college. He won't let his roommate ruin that.
    “I don’t like you,” Ilya says plainly. “You are irritating, and you are boring. In two years, we will be done with hockey and college, and neither of us will have existed to each other. Let it be that.”

    (Or: Ilya Rozanov is a rich kid who has been kicked out of another university. His new university, while not bad, tries to give him a new roommate. Shane Hollander is a sweetheart who hasn't had an easy life after the loss of both of his parents. After doing some ugly things to make ends meet, all he wants is a normal, happy college experience and an education that would make his mom proud, while trying to balance the hideous things still chasing him.)

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    10 Jun 2026

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    After being a witness to an horrible accident on the ice, Shane Hollander, riddled with PTSD, surprisingly retires from playing hockey for the NHL in 2015. The reasons for his Retirement are kept confidential and vague, the official statement only mentions an career ending injury.
    He needs years to even manage to set foot into an ice rink again but eventually manages to become an assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs, to reconnect with his beloved sport in some way.

    Ilya Rozanov had dealt with his fathers death and the final fallout with his brother alone. He feels lost and lonely in Boston and never wants to return to Russia. To secure permanent residency in Canada, he approaches a trade to Ottawa, shocking the entire hockey community.
    He won’t admit it to anyone but after Shane Hollander disappeared from the NHL and his life almost 3 years ago, a part of him disappeared too. The Centaurs are currently still the worst team in the devision but something about playing in the hometown of Shane Hollander draws him there.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    “They tell me he is learning to walk again,” a shirtless Rozanov says to the semi-circle of microphones in front of him, hands on his hips, still damp and flushed and riding that victory high. “Is good news, but little children can walk. I am interested when he will learn to skate again.”

    After suffering a career-ending injury, Shane Hollander is struggling to connect with the world. Ilya Rozanov is more than happy to help in the only way he knows.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Omega Shane presents in Vegas after years of being a beta and is accidentally bitten by Alpha Ilya. It results in the end of his career and a pregnancy he has no choice but to keep.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Here, Hollander takes a steadying breath. His pupils are blown wide. "Harder," he says, almost demands, like he's sure Ilya won't do it. Ilya feels a little crazed.

    There's a defiant edge to his voice. He's so fucking adorable, is Ilya's first thought. It's insane. His hand lands on Hollander's cheek again with a crack.

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    05 Jun 2026

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