1 - 20 of 207 Bookmarks by PanicAtTheDiscowing
Navigation
List of Bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
How many times will I ask myself why.
Jason Todd is twenty going on dead going on twenty-three, carrying the Pit's rage and the Joker still walking and a file on Tim Drake that has reached one hundred and twelve pages.
The file started as intelligence-gathering.
It is not, entirely, intelligence-gathering anymore.
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
14 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
It’s desperation that drives Felix to place himself at the mercy of someone he has no right to expect kindness from. Six months on the street with his funds running low, if one of his father’s men doesn’t kill him then the oncoming winter will. Going to Chan is a decided risk, he might put a bullet in Felix's skull instead of taking on the job he's offering, but— well. At least that death will be quick.
But Chan doesn’t kill him. He gives Felix shelter, gives him a home. And Felix finds himself in way too deep with a man who doesn’t even fully know who he’s falling for.
Series
- Part 1 of the blood on your lies
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 810,360
- Chapters:
- 31/31
- Comments:
- 2,663
- Kudos:
- 4,964
- Bookmarks:
- 1,497
- Hits:
- 351,316
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
10 Jul 2026
-
- Words:
- 12,262
- Works:
- 1
- Bookmarks:
- 25
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
07 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Arthur could see his father glaring down - face red and eyes narrowed as he looked at Merlin with clear distaste.
"Once this over, sorcerer...I’ll burn you."
"You’ve already tried that," Merlin’s voice answered and Arthur had to bite his fist to keep from making any noise. “You need to accept you can’t kill me… Hand me that blanket, please.”
“I’m sure there must be some method… Beheading?”
“No, we tried that.”
“Hanging?”
“I just sort of... Swung there, remember?”
There was another pause.
“I should have made you keep that dragon below the castle so I could feed you to it.”
“Kilgharrah? He won’t eat me, but if you want to torture me than making me listen to his nonsense for an hour might do it.” Merlin said and there was a soft sigh from the other end of the room. “I’m glad you agreed to help me though. Usually I have to do the grunt work of saving Arthur myself.”
“I can’t wait to kill you.”
Or
Uther finds out about Merlin’s magic, but can’t seem to kill him. Merlin is just trying to protect Arthur. They become a begrudgingly effective duo. Arthur doesn't understand why they think he isn't noticing this.
Series
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 18,728
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 689
- Kudos:
- 23,342
- Bookmarks:
- 4,957
- Hits:
- 211,307
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
21 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
"The guy talking to your boyfriend. Who is he?"
Jisung follows Felix's line of sight to the bar, where Minho is chatting up the other bartender.
"Oh," Jisung says. "That's Chan-hyung! He's Lino-hyung's roommate."
"Oh…" Felix distractedly chews the straw in his soda, trying not to stare too obviously at him. "Is he new here or something? I've never seen him here before."
And Felix would definitely remember a guy like that. He's—well.
Hot, is the first word he thinks, adamantly trying to ignore the scornful voice in the back of his mind that sounds a lot like his stepfather. He swallows his guilt and tilts his head down, sneakily observing the guy from under his bangs.
-----------
Wherein virginal Felix meets hot, older bartender Chan, and gets the opportunity to discover himself, explore his sexuality, and fall in love, all while trying to break free of his family's religious shackles.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 131,581
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Comments:
- 418
- Kudos:
- 1,133
- Bookmarks:
- 362
- Hits:
- 38,829
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
07 Mar 2026
-
I loved thee, though I told thee not, (--Right earlily and long,) by llamallamaduck for Hallowtide
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
21 Sep 2023
Tags
Summary
The news that Timothy Drake, Gotham’s cryptid millionaire, has shot the Joker dead during a public live-stream hits the world like a freight train—and that is just the opening salvo of his bugfuck plan.
Maybe there exists, in the multiverse, a configuration of Jason Todd who will weather this with decorum, dignity and self-respect. This version of Jason Todd decides that the life of an academic is not, really, all that rewarding. In contrast, the life of Timothy Drake’s live-in house-husband is looking more appealing by the second.
Series
- Part 14 of Set in Batman-verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,980
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Collections:
- 40
- Comments:
- 1,142
- Kudos:
- 11,380
- Bookmarks:
- 3,358
- Hits:
- 99,154
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
05 Feb 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Seungmin discovers his new roommate is a vampire who's never bitten a human, and he's more than willing to change that.
(Five times Minho bites Seungmin, and one time Seungmin bites him back.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,142
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 76
- Kudos:
- 2,934
- Bookmarks:
- 659
- Hits:
- 37,902
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
11 Jan 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Chan knows Felix. He knows every day of Felix’s life, how he spends it, who he spends it with, and for how long. His pretty doll is a creature of habit, and his routine has become Chan’s routine.
So, he’s not sure why, one Friday morning, Felix changes it up.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,033
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 28
- Kudos:
- 284
- Bookmarks:
- 75
- Hits:
- 2,650
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
28 Dec 2025
-
Summary
SKZ as members of Seoul's high society, doing their very worst.
All fics can be read as a stand-alone.
- Words:
- 138,158
- Works:
- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 373
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
13 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
“My entire existence is built on a lie,” says Seungmin. “I’m sure speaking a couple won’t hurt.”“Prove it.” Minho leans forward in his seat. “Is the sky purple?”
“Of course,” Seungmin answers smoothly.
“Fair enough,” says Minho, sitting back upright. "Good to know you can lie openly to my face. Really makes me feel at ease."
Seungmin rolls his eyes for the second time in one minute.
My (23M) new friends are trying to get me to save a changeling boy (almost 21M) from being taken back to Faery in less than ten days. How do I break it to them that he's my ex?
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
26 Oct 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Jisung wants Minho to be his new hobby. Learning each tick and hum. The way his bones creak and his breath tumbles from his lips. He wants to become an expert.
He thinks Minho could be the hobby that sticks. The thing that will finally stop the clock on his humiliating, slow demise— his deterioration into nothing but soil, and dirt, and the dust of flower petals that never grow correctly.
He’ll have to see.
(OR: Jisung is saving himself for his step-brother; Minho is home for the summer.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 59,492
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 700
- Kudos:
- 4,321
- Bookmarks:
- 1,018
- Hits:
- 86,391
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
21 Oct 2025
-
Tags
Summary
“Oh come on, hyung,” Seungmin pesters, settling in a little too snug into Minho’s massage-chair, into Minho’s morning routine, like it's where he’s always belonged. “I’m just asking for research purposes, just so I know what to do.”
“To do what?” Minho knows resistance is futile, but he can’t help but retaliate regardless.
“Why of course, hyung. To become boyfriend material.”
Lee Minho is a professional. Or he would be, if Kim Seungmin didn't constantly make him want to punch brick-walls until his knuckles bleed.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 43,923
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 159
- Kudos:
- 552
- Bookmarks:
- 145
- Hits:
- 11,829
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
21 Oct 2025
-
Bondi beach lifeguards (saving lives and hearts) by Love_Hyuneee
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
04 Aug 2025
Tags
Summary
Chan was pretty familiar with all the local residents that visited Bondi beach, in fact, most were his neighbors. He was sure he would have noticed someone like this before.
Beautiful dark hair pulled into a half up and half down hairstyle, curly at the edges from the beach breeze. Long legs that seemed to stretch for miles. Slanted dark eyes. A skin tight black wetsuit that accentuated his body with a teal surfboard (that had the most beautiful flowers painted on it that he’d ever seen) tucked under his right arm.
He gracefully avoided a passed out cluster of girls in their bikinis as he made his way to the surf.
Or
Lifeguard Chan is enamored by the new surfer at Bondi, a transfer art student all the way from South Korea.
In a surfing accident, Chan finally gets the chance to talk to him (and save his life.)
Series
- Part 1 of Bondi beach HyunChan!
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
21 Oct 2025
-
Tags
Summary
In Seungmin’s defense, it took him a whole seven years to lose his mind.
:::
In which Minho is a gold medalist in evading romance, Seungmin gets really good at origami, and everyone else is just begging them to be normal about love.
Spoiler: they are not normal about it.
OR: Seungmin has been in love with Minho for seven years, and every attempt he's made to get Minho to either return his feelings or reject them is met with evasive maneuvers and distraction tactics. When he decides that enough is enough, and that he's going to make it very clear to Minho once and for all, well. Things get tense. And maybe a little weird. And Minho maybe learns that it's okay to just...let it happen.
Series
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
12 Oct 2025
-
two breaths walking by like_vines
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
30 Mar 2022
Tags
Summary
Ever so slowly, Yuuta reached out and gently pulled the face veil away from Toge’s face. The snake eyes and fangs seal on his face stood out starkly against his pale skin. Yuuta softly traced the seal with his finger, making him shiver.
There they were: two cursed boys, out in the countryside.
Series
- Part 1 of two breaths walking
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
25 Jun 2025
-
Kalluto’s Observation Log of Professor Brick Wall and Professor Overshare by somebodi
Fandoms: Hunter X Hunter
17 Jun 2025
Tags
Summary
Kalluto wanted to leave all the gossip and drama behind in high school. Unfortunately, his first classes at HXU are taught by the infamous Professor Brick Wall and Professor Overshare, and he is bound by blood to some very very nosy siblings.
-
Tags
Summary
They’ll always be the first to run to each other, before anyone else; that’s what it means to be best friends.
When Chrollo agreed to pretend to be Shalnark’s boyfriend for a couple’s exclusive limited-time collab item, it didn’t occur to either of them that they would be spotted by a classmate. Stuck unable to diffuse the words of them dating spreading like wildfire, Shalnark came up with a terrible idea: Keep up the fake dating until it looks convincing, then break things off naturally. The problem?
Chrollo makes for a devastatingly perfect boyfriend.
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
09 May 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
this ship is The Ship Of All Time im crazy
-
Tags
Summary
A Friendship to Lovers story between Shalnark and Chrollo. Starting from the early days in Meteor City to ???. Each chapter is like a snapshot of their life, usually before or after major canonical events. This isn't a sequel to "When We Are Us" but both stories and possible future ones are canon to one another.
Series
- Part 2 of Phantom Love
-
Tags
Summary
With a final wave, Ganyu turns to head back towards Yuehai Pavillion. Just as she begins to ascend the stone steps into the building, however, she hears the distinct sound of a loud splash. She turns around, perplexed, to see Aether standing in one of Yujing Terrace's ornamental ponds.
"Aether?" Ganyu calls, bewildered. "What are you—"
Aether turns around at the sound of her voice.
He is holding a fish in both hands.
Ganyu blinks once, and then twice, but the bizarre sight does not go away. Aether just blinks back at her with an equally puzzled expression.
Ganyu blinks a few more times.
"Aether," she says slowly. "Are you… catching fish with your bare hands?"
Aether does video game things while other characters watch with growing bewilderment.
Series
- Part 5 of genshin fics
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
20 Feb 2025
-
The Last Cry in Hades (Not Guilty) by antistar_e (kaikamahine)
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan
22 Jul 2009
Tags
Summary
Justice is worthless without mercy. We are two sides of the same coin.
Bookmarked by PanicAtTheDiscowing
13 Jan 2025