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you'll always know me by anaphoricae
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
10 Sep 2023
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Lan Zhan doesn’t think about him anymore.
The days when he would obsess over every tiny work Wei Ying appeared in are long gone. His days of buying every magazine he was in, of taping his interviews and watching them over and over again just to get a piece of the real him, they’re all over. Lan Zhan doesn’t follow every project Wei Ying is a part of anymore, doesn’t try to find out if Wei Ying ever mentioned him anywhere, and doesn’t keep the TV on just in case he hears Wei Ying’s voice in a new commercial.
He has weeks, and even months, when Wei Ying doesn’t even cross his mind at all. And when he does, it is only with a faded kind of fondness, a simmering affection to the memories they shared together.
He’s happy for the things Wei Ying achieved. There is almost no hurt at all, almost no pain. And almost must be just as good as none.
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Lan Zhan's world is turned upside down when his High School love, famous actor Wei Wuxian, comes back to their hometown after 13 years.
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10 Jul 2026
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mountains and seas | 山和海 by liulans (liuterine)
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
27 Oct 2023
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This is a moment, right? Like, they're sharing a moment? Yuan is going to lose his shit soon, because Hanguang Jun is staring as though he's trying to get a read on Wei Wuxian, and it's probably the longest they've held eye contact so far. Wei Wuxian's heart is swooping into the pit of his stomach. There's a warm flicker of embers melting the ice of those eyes, something bright and intense beneath the mystery.
Either that, or he's playing the part reeeally well.
"Mn," he says, quieter; his nod, punctuation in its simplicity. "With you by my side, we can cross mountains and the seas. We can overcome anything."
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Wei Wuxian is a foster dad and freelance artist. Once lost and still trying to find his way.
Lan Wangji is an author – a master of all trades, jack of none. Following his foray into children’s literature and a circle group reading session at the bookstore, Wei Wuxian is helpless to do anything but find himself drawn indubitably into his orbit.Bookmarked by PauEsteve
03 Jul 2026
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Lan Zhan hates Wei Ying, which makes him the perfect roommate.
Just for fun, I've added links to the music Wei Ying is listening to. See chapters 6, 10 and 20.
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02 Jul 2026
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Married in theory, strangers in practice by LadyMidday
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Audio Drama)
25 Nov 2023
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"Soft music played, and Wei Wuxian's heart pinched. He was sure that the officiant standing next to him was hearing his racing heart.
In the doors slowly a tall person appeared.
Wei Wuxian slowly moved his eyes and they widened abruptly. It was something that he expected the least.
He was about to marry a man."Or:
Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian got into social experience where they have to marry each other at the first sigh, then live together, and after a year decide if they want a divorce. They had been matched by professionals, yet is it matter when two strangers are forced into acting like a couple?Bookmarked by PauEsteve
25 Jun 2026
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Every time Wei Wuxian came in contact with him, incidentally or not, Lan Wangji would recoil from the touch as if burned.
Every time Wei Wuxian smiled at him, Lan Wangji would immediately look away as if the sight alone repulsed him.
Every time Wei Wuxian tried to talk to him, Lan Wangji would mostly not react as if he was merely tolerating his presence.
The only times Lan Wangji actually replied to him were to tell him how “ridiculous“ or “shameless“ or “pathetic“ he was.
Wei Wuxian would only laugh because he knew that it was true. He was pathetic for being so desperate for any form of contact with Lan Wangji.
(Modern Celebrities AU)
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21 Jun 2026