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F.E.A.R (Forget Everything And Remember/For Everything A Reason) by PaxAm
Fandoms: The Martian (2015), The Martian - Andy Weir
14 Apr 2026
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The close observation of the food packets ceased as Mark realised something. As his eyes passed over the pile of silver, he noted mentally that there weren’t many left. It should have occurred to him that Duh, of course there’s not many left, you’re only here for another week.
But that voice of reasoning was instantly flattened by the instinctual worry created by eighteen months of worrying about fucking starving. It had been wired in Mark’s brain to instantly spiral in anxiety when he saw anything of the likes; not enough food, broken Hab canvas, frozen-over potatoes-
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Mark spirals when he sees the food supply dwindling. Beck and Martinez help him out.
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Benton had left without a word, but when Carter swivelled around, ready to leave himself, he’d spotted the man’s crumpled undershirt, laying in a heap on the bench. It was no conscious decision, really, that pushed him to snag the shirt.
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Carter jerks off to the scent of Benton's stolen shirt.
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All it had taken was four words.
“So, about that blowjob?”
Seconds later, Mickey found himself crowding Ian into a cramped bathroom stall of the shitty diner they’d stopped at, pressing rough kisses to Ian’s neck and palming himself over the rough fabric of his jeans.
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Ian takes Mickey up on his promise of "any time"
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Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson are both in need of a slot of a summer concert being held by their music college, both for different reasons. It turns out, there's only one space left.
They're forced to work together for a final concert, struggling through past conflict and fighting current afflictions.
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A MusicCollege!Au in which steve and eddie are reunited.
On an indefinite haitus
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I Was Me, But Now He's Gone. by PaxAm
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
22 Jul 2025
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What if the fight scene in ROTS ends more abruptly?
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Anakin is caught off guard in his duel with Obi-Wan.
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PaxAm's Whumptober 2024 by PaxAm
Fandom Band of Brothers (TV 2001), Deadpool - All Media Types, Dream SMP, Hannibal (TV), Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic), Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Pacific (TV), Wolverine (Movies), X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies), X-Men (Movieverse), X-Men - All Media Types
24 May 2025
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Whumptober 2024 - Non-Completionist.
Fandoms:
- X-Men [8]
- Star Wars (Prequels) [6]
- Band of Brothers [2]
- Heartstopper [1]
- Deadpool & Wolverine[1]
- The Outsiders [1]
- Hannibal [1]
- The Pacific [1]
- Dream SMP [1]- Words:
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The story of "You're Like a Breath of Fresh Air", both from Eugene's and Babe's perspective.
I wrote Eugene's view, then the lovely Lady_Rhaena inspired me to write Babe's.
Eugene can't stand to listen to the cries of his men, knowing he's been instructed to sit back from the patrol. It's when he finds out that someone is drowning that he steps in.
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- 6,143
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- Bookmarks:
- 4
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What Condition My Condition Was In by thisapplepielife
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
24 Apr 2026
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If a deranged Steve Harrington decides to kill him while he sleeps tonight, so be it. Steve saved him once, so as far as Eddie sees it, his life is Steve's to do with what he wants, anyway.
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- Part 22 of Corroded Coffin Fest
Bookmarked by PaxAm
21 Jun 2026
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“The train,” Steve breathes. He sounds scared. “The train’s coming.”
“Steve, please,” Dustin whispers. He peeks his head around the corner of the washer, and the laundry room door bursts open, revealing three of the big uglies, still chattering as they prowl. Behind the other row of washers, he hears Vickie whimper and Robin comfort her in whispers Dustin can’t hear. Steve paws at him again, and Dustin tries to be brave, the way Steve has always been brave before, never trembling in the face of protecting his friends, but his voice shakes, “Please, you have to be quiet.”
“Tuh,” Steve tries. His hand goes limp and falls into his lap. “Tr—come.”
The Demos jump onto the wall of dryers in the other half of the room, and Dustin screws his eyes closed and draws Steve in closer.
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or: the battle doesn’t stop just because Dustin’s protector got hurt.Series
- Part 2 of the school of abjuration
Bookmarked by PaxAm
21 Jun 2026
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Steve still isn’t moving. His eyes are open, but they’re not looking at anything and he hasn’t moved from where he sprawled back on the floor after Dustin hit him. He hadn’t swung that hard. He hadn’t. He couldn’t have. That’s not what happened.
“Steve?” Dustin says, scooting closer to him on the ground.
Steve jerks to look at him, but only his eyes really move, like he’s responding to sound, not responding to his name, and then his eyes roll right back into his head, and Steve starts seizing.
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Bookmarked by PaxAm
21 Jun 2026
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In the moment we’re lost and found by Burning_Bright_146
Fandoms: Fantastic Four, The Fantastic Four: First Steps (2025), Spider-Man - All Media Types
10 Jan 2026
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He squinted his eyes open. A deep stabbing pain making itself well and truly known behind his right eye.
He blinked.
And again.
Giant white bug eyes.
“The fuck?”
Bookmarked by PaxAm
21 Jun 2026
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The Spark Within Can Set a Man Ablaze by TheLittleMermaidDJ
Fandoms: The Fantastic Four: First Steps (2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Fantastic Four
10 Feb 2026
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It started off as just a simple mission – Johnny wasn’t even supposed to be there. The repercussions of it however, was something he could never predict.
Johnny pushes his powers to their absolute limit… But not even Reed realized just what that would do to him.
Bookmarked by PaxAm
21 Jun 2026