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“Did I do something wrong?”
“No. No, Hollander,” Ilya coughed, eyes flitting around the room. “Is just– Is too much.”
“This is… too much?” Shane repeated slowly, incredulously. “We see each other maybe once a month. Less, even.”
“No. Is not that– You are just,” Ilya swore under his breath in Russian. His accent was getting thicker, the words clunkier, in the way it always got stronger when he was frustrated or tired. Shane hated himself for recognizing it. “...too much.”
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In the Heated Rivalry book, Ilya intends to break things off with Shane the night of the All-Star Game, but then Shane gets hurt. What if Shane never gets injured by Marlow, and Ilya really does break things off?
(Basically, a shit ton of angst and Shane Hollander learning to love himself. There will be a happy ending!)
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05 Jul 2026
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I Think I've Seen This Love Before (4+1) by ficadee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 May 2026
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“Does it annoy you? That I am never prepared?” A memory shot through his mind like a shock of electricity; a familiar voice, disapproving eyes, the word 'lazy' thrown at him with vitriol in both of the languages he spoke, just to make sure he got the point.
“No,” Shane's response was certain, decisive. “I just wanted a little more time with you. Before you have to leave.”
Or: Four times Ilya learns what it means to be loved, and one time he realizes that he already knew.
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29 Jun 2026
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what's on your heart? by common_avoidance
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 May 2026
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Drunk words are sober thoughts. He’s heard this phrase most of his life, but never let himself get inebriated enough to test the theory. Until now, that is.
Shane sits in the corner booth at the back of the bar, away from all of his teammates. He’s four drinks and two shots in, way above his usual threshold. The water Hayden ordered him from the bar has left condensation in a puddle on the table as he stared at the contact in his phone.
Lily
or- the tuna meltdown doesn't happen. Shane drunk dials Ilya that night instead.
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23 Jun 2026
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Shane’s jealousy leads to an argument that puts a halt on their hook up arrangement. When trying to make things right, Ilya decides to use his manners.
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Shane Hollander and the Metros might have lost the game, but Ilya Rozanov has lost the IDGAF war.
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23 Jun 2026
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My Frenemy, Hayden Pike by soosuxx
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jun 2026
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On the couch, Hayden is sprawled as if he’s the one paying the mortgage, socked feet on the coffee table, controller in his hands. His grin is sharp and triumphant, lit by the TV glow. Beside him, Ilya sits upright, knees angled toward the screen, controller held with serious intent. He looks personally offended by whatever is happening on the screen.
The final buzzer sounds. The screen flashes something celebratory, and Hayden pumps his fist.
Ilya’s shoulders slump, betrayed by the concept of virtual hockey. “Fine,” he says, pouting like a child who has never once lost in his life. “You win. You are only better in this game anyway.”
Hayden’s laugh is immediate and delighted. “Fuck you.”
OR: The four times Shane caught Ilya and Hayden doing friend things, despite them denying they're friends at all.
OR: The Ilya Rozanov and Hayden Pike Buddy Comedy
NOW WITH BONUS CHAPTERS!
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- Part 2 of the truce that wouldn't quit
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23 Jun 2026
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“I was trying to be cool about it.” Shane's confession is a quiet whine, muffled into his palms. “Go with the flow, y’know?”
It’s almost unbearable, how much Ilya adores this perfect, neurotic man. “Hollander,” he says patiently. “You have never once gone with flow. Not ever in your life.”
There is only one grey cloud in the perfect blue sky of Ilya’s summer.
His two weeks at the cottage are almost over, and Shane still hasn’t asked him to stay.
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22 Jun 2026
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It does mean missing out on things like barbeques and team dinners sometimes, but it’s not as if he would have been able to participate anyway. At this point in his life, risking someone not taking his allergies seriously would mean potentially missing games, which makes it unacceptable. Jackie always makes sure he has a dish or two that’s safe when he’s over at their house, but if he was going to be the one guy sitting and drinking ginger ale instead of taking part in sharing nachos or Korean barbeque or burgers or any other delicious thing he goes in knowing he can’t have anyway, there’s no point in making a fuss about it. He eats at home, has a drink with everyone else, and he calls it a day. Easy. Safe. Foolproof.
But also the reason it doesn’t occur to him that he hasn’t actually told Ilya about any of his allergies until it becomes immediately relevant five days into being at his cottage together.
(how ilya learns about shane's food allergies) (and how shane learns what it's like to have someone who always saves him a seat at the table) (and who also makes sure there's food he can eat on the table to start with)
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19 Jun 2026
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can't fake that for a moment by dreamtiwasanarchitect
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2026
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“Ilya,” Hollander breathes, which—Ilya isn’t sure Hollander has ever called him by his first name. Surely he has sometime in seven years of acquaintance? But the sound of it is novel, unfamiliar.
And far from unpleasant.
Then Hollander says, “Baby,” and Ilya knows for certain that he’s never called Ilya that, because it takes the air right out of Ilya’s lungs and makes his guts twist and fuck, he would have remembered if Hollander had ever called him that. Especially in that reverent tone.
It’s nice.
Ilya doesn't remember being married to Shane Hollander. Probably, he should tell someone.
He decides not to.
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19 Jun 2026
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“Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-
He needs to go.
“I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.
It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.
“No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.
It wheezes.
(how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)
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18 Jun 2026
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An Evening With Shane Hollander by my_castlescrumbling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jun 2026
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“Twenty thousand.”
The room had gone quiet. All eyes turned. And there, right in the center of the fucking room, was Ilya Rozanov.
Shane nearly shit himself.
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After All-Stars but before Shane's injury, Shane agrees to let a charity auction off a date with him. It's for a good cause, after all.
Of course, Ilya shows up, because he can't let Shane date someone else. Not again.
Canon-compliant!Series
- Part 17 of Hollanov
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16 Jun 2026
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Hey now, you're an all-star by FlamesToDust
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Apr 2026
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Ilya wasn’t a planner. He was a river running downhill: fast, loose, ready to bounce and bend at any rock or gully. Or sometimes he enjoyed pouring himself into the containment of other structures set up for him: hockey star, playboy, Russian menace, goon. In all cases he was liquid, malleable, and chaotic.
Weak and disorganized, his father had said. Adaptable and resilient, his mother had countered. She never defended such insults for herself.
But he was about to have twelve hours alone with Shane, and he didn’t want to waste a minute of it. So, he had planned a little.
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ORTwo weeks after the Boston jail incident they're finally going to see each other in person at All-Stars and spend the night together. They're hoping and pining and planning things, which they'll both definitely be very normal about and communicate effectively.
Best read after 'Phone Call from a Boston Jail' and 'The Fruit Basket' (canon-divergent AU)
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- Part 3 of Phone call from a Boston jail
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15 Jun 2026
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Phone call from a Boston jail by FlamesToDust
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander was having what was quite possibly the worst night anybody has ever had in the history of the universe. A nightmare of epic proportions he just wanted to wake up from. He squeezed his eyes shut, and desperately hoped to open them in the nondescript Marriott hotel room he was sharing with Hayden. Please let this whole night be a bad dream.
Please, please, please he silently begged the universe.
With a steadying breath, he cautiously squinted his eyes open.
Fuck.
Nope, still in a South-end Boston jail cell at 3am, sandwiched between a drug dealer and the worst mistake of a hook-up he could have made.
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Shane gets himself into some unlikely trouble and needs to be bailed out of a Boston jail in the middle of the night. There's really only one person he can call, and it's the last person he wants to face...
Set post-tuna melt in a universe where Rose doesn't happen.Series
- Part 1 of Phone call from a Boston jail
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15 Jun 2026
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“...oh,” his mom says. “Oh, honey, you were seeing someone? You never said anything.”
“It’s-it’s complicated.” He catches the present tense too fucking late to do anything about it, and he barely resists the urge to either groan or slip forward to start beating his head against the coffee table.
Fuck his fucking life.
“You’re still…seeing this person?” His mom asks, and the amount of control he can hear her exerting is almost painful. “Who is-”
“Yuna,” his dad cuts in, voice quiet, “maybe give him a second, yeah?”
Yeah, Shane agrees in his head. Give him a second.
Maybe give him a decade while they’re at it.
(when shane's old fake id falls out of his wallet around his parents, he has to explain that it was to book hotel rooms before he was 21)
(...and then he has to explain why he needed to book those hotel rooms in the first place)
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15 Jun 2026
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ay, recházame (oh, reject me) by vanillatunamelt for blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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Shane
Last chance. Take your tank top back.Lily
no, it's a fucking gift
keep itShane
Fine.
I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.Lily
what the hell is that supposed to mean???
hollander
fuckShane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.
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10 Jun 2026
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this is side one (flip me over) by helloeuphoria
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Apr 2026
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"Yes, I am touching your boner," Ilya smirked. "Hip boner," he moved his hand down, stroking as he did. "Pelvis boner." He dragged his finger further away, down. "Femur boner."
"I know that you know the difference between a bone and what a boner is, Rozanov," ground out Hollander. "You asshole."
So impatient. So perfect.
"A man cannot forget? Hollander, you know English is not my first language. I cannot understand what you may or may not imply, I need you to be specific for me."
"Okay," agreed Hollander, far too quickly. "Sure, I can do that." There was an expression on his face that Ilya recognized as the same one he got whenever Ilya chirped him during a face-off, right before Hollander would inevitably win the puck and take off flying down the ice, Ilya racing behind him, snapping at his heels.
or: Ilya challenges Shane to talk dirty and gets more than he bargained for.
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08 Jun 2026
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bar down by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Feb 2026
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The weekend Shane spends in Boston gives he and Rozanov some time, for once, to do something other than have sex. He hadn’t considered the dreaded alternative: conversation about sex.
Ilya just wants whatever he’s allowed. And also much more than that, probably.
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[or: instead of shane walking out post tuna melt, they decide to become exclusive instead.]
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- Part 12 of let's talk about sex!
- Part 4 of hr canon divergence
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01 Jun 2026
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for now (i’ll take what I can get) by xomepster
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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“Wow, Hollander,” he drawls. “Big night.”
“Please don’t,” Shane groans, but of course Ilya isn’t going to have mercy on him.
He probably never will again.
“Drugs? Bathroom sex?” Shane flushes all the way down to his toes. “Did you scramble your brain during the game tonight?” Ilya’s smile doesn’t reach his eyes.
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OR: Shane tries to forget about Ilya for a night. It doesn’t go as planned.
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26 May 2026
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Shane Hollander gets an A in Tourist by Reader115
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 May 2026
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Shane decides he should let everyone believe he has a hook-up in every city, so it will no longer seem suspicious that he always disappears in Boston.
While Shane is proud of himself for the ruse and for the ability to explore new places after away games, Ilya handles the new rumor with grace and dignity. Which is to say he suddenly feels the need to text and maybe even call Shane on his roadies to see if he can keep him occupied.
Based on a Tumblr post listed below.
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21 May 2026
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Crashing Out by a_stray_thief (ashtraythief)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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Ilya knows that people hit on Shane. It’s just a fundamental fact of life. The sky is blue, Ilya is very good at hockey, Shane is the most beautiful man in the world.
Or: There’s a guy at the bar talking to Shane, and Ilya crashes out hard.
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20 May 2026
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This thing that they have—whatever the hell it is—it’s good. It’s easy. It feels like the only thing keeping Ilya afloat sometimes.
He can’t let it get to a place where it’s more than just a good, convenient fuck and some fun teasing in between. Even if sometimes, in brief moments of tenderness, it already feels like it’s more than that. Or at least like it’s something that can be, if they just let it.
But they don’t. They can’t.
Although sometimes, Ilya does find himself giving in to the urge to look at Shane just a little bit longer, to let his touch be just a little bit gentler, more reverent, than what it would be for something as casual as they claim this to be—albeit sparingly.
Sometimes, just for a moment, he lets himself indulge. He lets some of that affection bleed out of him because he feels like he’ll implode if he doesn’t.
But he always catches himself before it can linger.
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where six months of ghosting is shane’s final straw and he cuts contact with ilya after vegas, tired of the wall that just keeps getting higher each time he tries to chip away at it
so ilya is forced to reckon with his feelings much sooner
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20 May 2026