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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    After Jax pressed the wrong button, everyone is -now more than ever- doomed to remain imprisoned in the circus.

    Something snaps inside Zooble's head that day - it's HIS fault, all of this, they having to endure their life inside this horrid and fake place, where nothing is real, nothing sitcks. Everyday everything resets, this is not real, this is not even life.

    But the moment Zooble and Jax fought... something felt nothing like the circus, it felt real.

    That wrong and sickening feeling of being held in a world where nothing matters, nothing is permanent and pain is the only proof of existence keeps creeping inside Zooble's mind, but not just inside their mind - Jax's too. It's not right - but at the same time... it's so fitting.

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    08 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 76

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    It's been a few months since the group has escaped the circus, and things are going well, for the most part. They've got jobs, hobbies, relationships, and they've all jumped back into life with more vigor than ever before. It's good. Almost. Jax thinks that's a sign, in a weird way, that perhaps all of this isn't as worthy as it seems. That he's not as worthy. Not that it matters.

    And so, on one random Sunday night, Jax decides he's going to take his own life.

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    Author wanted to write a character study about Jax coping in the real world while also learning to see himself as a person.

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    06 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 43

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    "We were so worried, we heard you—" Ragatha starts, and then looks up. She meets Jax's gaze dead-on, and goes silent. Tears brim in the corner of her eye. Her hand flies up to cover her mouth. He can't tell if the look on her face is relief or fear.

    Gangle's staring at him like she's seen a ghost. Pomni slowly raises to her feet, brows furrowed. She winces as every movement jars her wavering form.

    Cowered on the floor, panting, confused and disoriented, with everyone standing above him, taller than him… it reminds Jax of something deeply unpleasant. They're all staring at him. They're all seeing him.

    Jax knows they're not going to like what they see.

    His breath quickens until his head is spinning, and he feels like he's going to vomit. He forces himself upwards with a frustrated cry, swaying in place, and then turns and bolts towards his room as fast as he can.

    "NO!" Pomni screams.

    (or: pomni pulls jax back from the brink.)

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    05 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    Stuck on a late night watch shift, John is cold, miserable, and more than a touch paranoid.

    Arthur's return to camp is a welcome turn of events. The ensuing conversation? Not so much.

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    i was waiting for arthur to tell john he was sick as soon as i learned. *cracks knuckles* guess i'll do it myself


    "Nothing wrecks any kind of love more effectively than the discovery that your previously acceptable behavior has become ridiculous". - "Timequake", Kurt Vonnegut

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    29 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    my take on charles and john discussing arthur, post-mortem.

    (but in the form of a one shot so that i actually got it finished lol)

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    26 May 2026