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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    SPOILERS FOR EPISODE NINE:

    this is a ‘what if’ for that one scene where Jax started doing the thing. Aka, you know the bit where you (hopefully internally) screamed at the screen ‘JAX, STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?’ Yeah. This is Jax not doing that.

    (On June 20th, this will be replaced with the actual summary, and all spoiler alerts will be removed. Until then, you know what I’m talking about.)

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    17 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    Jax gets mad at Ragatha trying to talk with Zooble and Gangle, but Ragatha reacts way worse than he expects. Before Zooble can start a fight, Caine inturrupts them with a new adventure, and Jax is eager for a distraction. Now, Jax and Ragatha are forced to depend on the others on an infested spaceship while they try to sort themselves out, and they learn how everyone really feels about them, how much they can trust them.

    And how they really feel about each other.

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    17 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    "You're not dead," Pomni said with a frown. "Not yet, at least. You're just — indisposed."

    At that, Jax gave her a long look as his mouth narrowed out into a little line. Then he sighed quietly. It wasn't the way he used to sigh, with dramatic posturing that begged the attention from anyone even remotely listening. It was small. Tired. Reflexive. Then he sat down with his knees to his chest, glaring into the dark water. The only light here, a single streetlamp, glowed weakly.

    "Denial is an ugly color on you. Clashes with your stupid hat."

    "Jax — "

    "I'm gone," he snapped. His voice echoed in the abyss. "Don't you get it? No one comes back from Abstraction. You're not saving me, you're not helping me grow. All you're doing is keeping my body from rotting." Jax's hands worked their way up to his head, squeezing as he growled, "You're talking to a ghost."


    or, a post-canon fix-it fic, featuring the De-Abstraction of Jax. It's messy and it takes time, but it's never too late to try.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    This fandom has me in a chokehold. Also loosely inspired by "If I Can't Have Me, Then No One Can." By HouseofWack & To Stay Gold by kalpea_varis (fromo)! Please go check them out too!

    Jax is spiraling fast after the favorite character awards and unlike the others, nobody really wants to try and catch him. He would rather self destruct alone than try and reach out. He was so assured of himself that he was fine and if it was the end, then he was going out without dragging anyone else with him. Or so he thinks.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Arthur knows he's dying, can feel the unstoppable pull of it, feels the spirit appear behind him to take him along. And yet, he finds he does not want to die. There is so much that went wrong, so much he regrets and he wishes, with all his being, he could change it. Could at least ensure those that managed to get away really make it out alive.

    A second chance, he asks, begs, really. Just give me the chance to save them.

    The being behind him pauses and Arthur can't look away from the moment he's frozen in, staring at the dark mountainside, aching to see the sun rise just one more time.

    One chance, the spirit seems to whisper, voice satin soft. Make the most of it.

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    12 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 84

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    “Kinger, I… I experienced something terrifying today.” Pomni murmurs, and it’s a wonder that Kinger can hear her.
    “What happened?” Kinger whispers, and his voice is so gentle, so… fatherly, that it takes every fiber in the woman’s body not to break down in sobs.
    “I… I had a seizure.” Pomni’s voice cracks at the honesty of it.

    CW: Detailed depictions of seizures / When it seems as though Pomni is beginning to adjust to her new life and body in the circus, a distressing new symptom comes into play, forcing the woman to conquer fears and physical torment beyond what she’s experienced before.

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    11 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 40

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    After Jax pressed the wrong button, everyone is -now more than ever- doomed to remain imprisoned in the circus.

    Something snaps inside Zooble's head that day - it's HIS fault, all of this, they having to endure their life inside this horrid and fake place, where nothing is real, nothing sitcks. Everyday everything resets, this is not real, this is not even life.

    But the moment Zooble and Jax fought... something felt nothing like the circus, it felt real.

    That wrong and sickening feeling of being held in a world where nothing matters, nothing is permanent and pain is the only proof of existence keeps creeping inside Zooble's mind, but not just inside their mind - Jax's too. It's not right - but at the same time... it's so fitting.

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    08 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 77

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    It's been a few months since the group has escaped the circus, and things are going well, for the most part. They've got jobs, hobbies, relationships, and they've all jumped back into life with more vigor than ever before. It's good. Almost. Jax thinks that's a sign, in a weird way, that perhaps all of this isn't as worthy as it seems. That he's not as worthy. Not that it matters.

    And so, on one random Sunday night, Jax decides he's going to take his own life.

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    Author wanted to write a character study about Jax coping in the real world while also learning to see himself as a person.

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    06 Jun 2026

  9. Rec *

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    "We were so worried, we heard you—" Ragatha starts, and then looks up. She meets Jax's gaze dead-on, and goes silent. Tears brim in the corner of her eye. Her hand flies up to cover her mouth. He can't tell if the look on her face is relief or fear.

    Gangle's staring at him like she's seen a ghost. Pomni slowly raises to her feet, brows furrowed. She winces as every movement jars her wavering form.

    Cowered on the floor, panting, confused and disoriented, with everyone standing above him, taller than him… it reminds Jax of something deeply unpleasant. They're all staring at him. They're all seeing him.

    Jax knows they're not going to like what they see.

    His breath quickens until his head is spinning, and he feels like he's going to vomit. He forces himself upwards with a frustrated cry, swaying in place, and then turns and bolts towards his room as fast as he can.

    "NO!" Pomni screams.

    (or: pomni pulls jax back from the brink.)

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    05 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 9

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    Stuck on a late night watch shift, John is cold, miserable, and more than a touch paranoid.

    Arthur's return to camp is a welcome turn of events. The ensuing conversation? Not so much.

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    i was waiting for arthur to tell john he was sick as soon as i learned. *cracks knuckles* guess i'll do it myself


    "Nothing wrecks any kind of love more effectively than the discovery that your previously acceptable behavior has become ridiculous". - "Timequake", Kurt Vonnegut

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    29 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 13

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    my take on charles and john discussing arthur, post-mortem.

    (but in the form of a one shot so that i actually got it finished lol)

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    26 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 28

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    alternative to Goddamn it, Parker. in which, Peter survives!

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    26 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 13

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    Sonic discovers Shadow in bad shape after the Eclipse Canon. Sonic immediately brings him back while Shadow was unconscious.

    When Shadow wakes up, his condition quickly becomes worse and unstable. Making him sick for unknown reasons. Something they have to figure out quickly before it becomes a matter of life or death.

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    Just a silly lil excuse to make a sickfic. Turned into a whump fic too.

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    25 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 12

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    “Give it back,” he snarls.

    “Make me.” Sonic laughs, ducking out of his reach again and into the kitchen.

    Shadow follows him around the island, trying to corner him, but he flashes just out of reach every time. Somehow, Sonic manages to trip on the floor between the kitchen and the living room, and Shadow lunges for him. They tumble into the room together. He fights to make sure he comes out on top.

    He rips his ring from Sonic’s grip, shoving him into the floor. “You can’t do that!” he snarls, leaning down low. “Don’t you know what you could have done?”

    He doesn’t realize Sonic is already wincing until sharp, red sparks travel down his arm, crackling into the blue hedgehog’s body. Sonic yelps.

    “Hey!” he hears. Shadow snaps his head up. Every Wachowski is looking at him. Tails’ eyes are wide, Tom and Maddie look completely caught off-guard. Knuckles, the one who’d spoken, looks angry, jerking forward.

    Shadow lets go immediately, metal landing on the carpet with a dull thud. He stumbles back, losing his balance.

    When he hits the ground, there’s dirt underneath him. He picks himself up and he runs.

    Tails brings him back.

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    25 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 17

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    If Arthur could go back in time and tell his young orphaned self that he was going to be living in New York as a prominent artist in his mid-30s, well, he would’ve called it a miracle that he even got to live that long. His life had changed gravely since getting adopted at 14 by his parents in ways he never thought imaginable. From fighting his way to get fed at foster homes to living in a quaint town like Strawberry, it was night and day. There, his family nurtured his skills and that’s when Arthur honed in on his artistic talents. Although he was proud of his accomplishments, he couldn’t say for sure his fathers were. That was always a sore spot for him.

    After a recent health scare from his father, Arthur returns to his hometown of Strawberry to become his caretaker. Upon arriving, he finds himself in an unexpected position with his best friend Charles and ex-fiancée Mary.

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    25 May 2026

  16. Rec *

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    John doesn’t understand, but he nods anyway. Another breeze blows through the air, and he shivers without meaning to. The ground is ice-cold against his bare feet. It’s fine, though--he’s used to it.

    Suddenly there’s a warm weight on his head, and he reaches up to feel leather and rope. It’s a hat, worn and soft with age. He looks at Arthur, whose head is now uncovered.

    “Keep it for the night, kid,” he says. There’s a faint smile on his face. “That little mop of hair ain’t gonna keep you warm.”

     

    Snapshots from John and Arthur's relationship. (Set before and during canon.)

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    21 May 2026

  17. Rec *

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    Arthur doesn't die on the mountainside in the morning. The ripples are felt through the dawn of the twentieth century.

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    21 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 48

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    Arthur couldn't withstand it—the yawning, fetid chasm carved into his chest, oozing anguish like a wound too long untended. It festered, rank and inescapable, its edges blackened and tender, and yet he couldn't resist probing it, dirtying his hands further in the process. He clawed at it relentlessly, as though pain might bring absolution or, at the very least, numbness.

    With those same hands, he tore himself asunder

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    19 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 57

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    Sometimes Arthur needs to be reminded to rest.

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    13 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 42

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    Arthur was just hunting. The camp needed meat and he was willing to go out and hunt for them. Maybe it was the snow or his racing thoughts... but he never once saw that bear. Not until it was right on top of him.

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    13 May 2026

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