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It hits Buck in the Costco frozen pizza aisle on a Wednesday morning in the middle of October.
I wanna hold his hand, Buck thinks, followed immediately by What the fuck?, and punctuated with a No, seriously, what the fuck was that?
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or: Buck realizes he's in love with Eddie, promptly crashes out about it, cries about it, and then fucks Eddie nasty and tender about it, in that orderBookmarked by SheSmiledAnyway
31 May 2026
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When Bobby is forced to take emergency leave, the last person anyone expects to step up as interim captain of the 118 is Evan Buckley.
The last person Buck expects is himself.But with a badge, a clipboard, and just enough authority to be dangerous, Buck decides to do what he does best: take care of his people… even if it means bending a few rules, re-writing a few others, and accidentally becoming the most chaotic captain the 118 has ever seen.
Eddie thinks this is a terrible idea.
Eddie is also deeply, helplessly in love with him.
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28 May 2026
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Eddie accidentally overhears Buck jerking off in the firehouse showers. Neither can act even slightly normal about it.
(Set before 8x06)
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- 22/?
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19 May 2026
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Their lives are intertwined, inextricably so. It's a truth Eddie knows fundamentally. It's a grounding fact about his and Buck’s relationship. They're best friends on the precipice of something more and he's in no rush to push them into uncharted waters. They’ll find their way there eventually – it's inevitable. So Buck can date other people for now, he can have his fun. Eddie won't spoil that for him. In the end, Buck always comes home to him.
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Buck and Eddie are living together and Buck has started dating again. Eddie realises he's in love with Buck and takes the time to work through his feelings - not at all threatened by his best friend's lovers.
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18 May 2026
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“Come on, Eddie,” Buck groans, “You may hide it well, but I know you don’t like Tommy.”
Eddie wants to open his mouth and start telling Buck he is wrong. Wants to explain that Buck has it all twisted. But, Buck doesn’t have it wrong. He has it exactly spot on.
Eddie envies Tommy. He has Buck. He has him and keeps letting him down.
All Eddie can think about in these moments is how much better Eddie could treat Buck. How Eddie could protect him better, love him better, appreciate him better. And in the dark of his room, blanketed in the cover of night: how much better he could pleasure Buck.
That last one was a recent addition to the list of things Eddie was sure he could do better than Tommy. It was one of the handful of things he kept locked in the deepest, darkest parts of his soul, only to emerge in the heat of the moment before being shoved back down in shame.
At Eddie’s silence, Buck lets out a frustrated sigh that snaps Eddie back into focus and the present situation.
5 times Tommy doesn’t show up for Buck so Eddie does instead, +1 time that Eddie made it clear to Buck that he wanted to be by his side for the rest of their lives.
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15 May 2026
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Four months after the death of Bobby Nash, the 118 tries to figure out what life looks like without him.
Buck lives with Athena, pines for Eddie, and devotes his time to his friends. Eddie repairs his relationship with Christopher and learns a few things about himself in the process.
Life is a series of choices. Buck and Eddie learn to start choosing for themselves.
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14 May 2026
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The men of her own group turned their backs on her, men whose lives were saved by her and who spent months training alongside her...
But one man saw her as an equal, the one who should be her greatest enemy, the one who would have every reason to break her apart, was the one who saw her potential the most and did not underestimate her for being a woman for even a second.
Shang spared her out of a debt... Shan Yu helped her because she was a warrior worthy of his respect.- Language:
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- 27/?
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12 May 2026
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When Bobby dies, Buck doesn't quite know how to make sense of it. Eddie doesn't either. They try to survive by clinging to each other.
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[He feels untethered, feverish, Eddie’s fingers a burning point on his skin, third degree burns. He doesn’t pull back, leaning in closer instead. Just a bit, the smallest of the movements, he craves the contact, always has, since he was four and begging his parents to look at him, it’s his oldest memory.
“Stay?” Eddie asks, and Buck feels it on his lips. “Just for tonight.”
“Yeah.” He breathes out in return. “Anything.” ]Bookmarked by SheSmiledAnyway
01 May 2026
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The Android and The Firefighter by Buki_stories21
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Detroit: Become Human (Video Game)
03 Jun 2025
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In 2037, a single father moves to Los Angeles in look for better job opportunities. Eddie Diaz, army veteran and newly firefighter, went to the 118 because it was the only station that didn't follow the normal 50% of personnel being androids.
It turns out the only android there ended up meaning to him more than he ever thought he would. BK-400, newest firefighter assistance model, named Buck by his coworkers, seemed to be more than just wires and blue blood.
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30 Apr 2026
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Since they began dating, Eddie has frequently pointed out Buck’s insane oral fixation, which is—fair. If Buck isn’t talking, there’s always something in his mouth, or he’s worrying his lip, tonguing the inside of his cheek, or pressing against his teeth.
But—Eddie has a fixation too, specifically a fixation on Buck’s oral fixation. Or just his mouth in general.
He loves being inside Buck’s mouth. Whether it’s exploring it with his own tongue, gliding his fingers over the wet muscle of Buck’s tongue, or sliding his cock deep into Buck’s welcoming throat.
Buck isn’t exaggerating when he says it’s a fixation. Sometimes Eddie will just be holding Buck’s face and then suddenly, like he can’t help himself, his thumb is brushing over Buck’s bottom lip before it slips inside, tracing sweetly over his tongue.
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Kinktober day one: Cockwarming
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- Part 1 of Kryptonian Fictober 2025
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24 Apr 2026
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You Keep Me Warm by vlademetri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Apr 2026
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Shane exhaled sharply. "You know," he murmured, voice thick, "my favorite ways are this..." he arched again beneath him, emphasizing the point. Ilya’s breath stutters faintly at the flush contact before steadying, adjusting his position so the pressure stays even, intentional, controlled. He lets the reaction exist without letting it take over. "And having something in my mouth." The admission bloomed between them, lazy and warm, the kind of truth that only surfaced when he was this pliant, this boneless beneath Ilya’s touch.
Ilya’s fingers paused. "Something?" he echoed roughly. His thumb brushed the corner of Shane’s mouth, lingering. "Or someone?"
Shane’s lips parted around a breathless laugh, catching Ilya’s thumb between his teeth for a brief, teasing nip. "Both I guess. Like my mouth guard, pen caps, hoodie strings…" His tongue darted out to soothe the spot he’d bitten. His hips shifted restlessly beneath Ilya’s weight, the movement deliberate. "Your fingers. Your cock. Just..." he swallowed thickly. "Just want to feel something there. For a while."
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Shane and Ilya venture into cockwarming
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- Part 5 of Hollanov’s Terms & Conditions
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24 Apr 2026
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The picture on the back is a dark tree line contrasted by the wide blue sky above it. It’s faded, like it has taken one too many trips in the back of a mail truck, tattered and worn.
Eddie flips it over, the back scrawled with quick but somewhat neat handwriting. Scanning the words his eyes drop to the corner—the address.
‘Maddie Kendall, 1500 Hemlock Ave, Hershey, PA 17033’
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An AU where Buck's postcards, which he sent to Maddie, were forwarded to Eddie on deployment by mistake. He becomes attached to the man behind the letters and his stories of his travels. Until, by a twist of fate, they bring him face to face with Buck himself.- Language:
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06 Apr 2026
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It was all just too much. He’d gotten maybe three hours of sleep in the last 48 hours, his whole body hurt, and he was just so overwhelmed that he couldn’t think straight.
“Good boy.”
A thumb brushed softly across his bottom lip and Buck just—
He closed his eyes, leaned forward, and sucked Eddie’s thumb gently into his mouth.
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Buck has an oral fixation and lots of complicated feelings. Luckily, he also has Eddie.
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24 Mar 2026
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one of your girls by faye_king
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Mar 2026
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Marlow walks in on a secret he was never supposed to see.
Or: the one where Shane gets jealous of the girls Rozanov and Marlow shared on the road and decides the only way to win is to become one of them. Feminization, degradation, and a very messy three-way.
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22 Mar 2026
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Change Your Win Conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.
So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.
Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.
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- Part 1 of win conditions
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- 10/10
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18 Mar 2026
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Mama's Boy, Mama's Boy by WhimperSoldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry AUs
- Part 1 of Ghost Irina AU
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- 68,348
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- 5/5
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06 Mar 2026
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Haunting Your City by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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“What is there to talk about?”
“What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”
“I know.”
“Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”
“Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”
Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”
“Right.”
“And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”
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OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.
title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine
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02 Mar 2026
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A look at the year that Ilya still played for Boston, except they explicitly state their dom/sub relationship, and explore that dynamic (and kink) together.
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When they first started, it was by accident. Ilya followed Shane’s lead; he read his body and responded with his own. Shane liked to be on his knees for Ilya, and Ilya liked to keep him there.
The first time it went wrong. Shane thought it was his fault. It wasn’t.
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- Part 1 of Bellboy
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- 63,639
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- 15/15
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02 Mar 2026
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Ilya gets traded onto Shane’s team. The problem was that Shane had one big, shameful secret—and Ilya Rozanov was the only one who knew.
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23 Feb 2026
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“I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”
“Like what?”
“Like you own me.”
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or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.Series
- Part 1 of Мой сладкий мальчик
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18 Feb 2026