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Evan Buckley can only watch as Eddie Diaz, his best friend and the man he secretly loves, is shot in the street by a sniper's bullet. But Buck can save Eddie, pulling him to safety under a firetruck and keeping him alive till he gets to hospital. While Eddie lies unconscious in his hospital bed, Buck steps up to look after Christopher, to keep the rest of his team safe.
But Buck is struggling. Traumatised by the shooting, he finds it difficult to move forward. Buck was so close to Eddie when he was shot that he was covered in blood. On his face, on his clothes, in his hair. In his mouth. Now, everything he tries to eat or drink tastes of blood.
Eddie's blood.
How long can Buck keep going when he's struggling to eat and drink? How can he be the support Chris needs if he can't function?
And how long can he go on pretending he doesn't have feelings for his best friend, when he can't imagine being able to cope without him.
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Eddie gets shot and Buck struggles in the aftermath, his trauma stopping him eating or drinking till he's well past crisis point. And what will Eddie say when he returns to consciousness?
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03 Jul 2026
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Buck develops a relationship with the ocean, avoids talking about the day Eddie was shot, realizes he might be in love, and drives.
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(a fic for the "Buck is going to break all the way down in season 6" truthers)
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23 Jun 2026
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If the water is at Eddie’s ankles, maybe Buck and Chris are under more water. Because Eddie doesn’t know where the water is coming from or going. He’s so dizzy. His head hurts.
“Get him out,” Eddie rasps. “Buck, get him out.”
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Eddie, Buck, and Chris get slammed off a bridge on their drive back from El Paso. As their car takes on water, Eddie tells Buck to grab Chris and go.
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22 Jun 2026
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Eddie moaned.
Not a sleepy sigh. Not a nightmare mumble.
A fucking moan.
Then came the panting.
Buck sat rigid against the headboard and turned his head slowly like he was in a horror movie, as he felt Eddie’s face press into his thigh, rutting against the mattress in lazy little thrusts.
It was the most erotic, confusing, panic searing moment of his entire life.
His hand had already been in Eddie’s hair, comforting, sweet, completely innocent—and he’d just… left it there.
He didn’t mean to keep petting him through it. But there he was, softly stroking his best friend’s hair while he had a wet dream right in front of him.
Or; Buck and Eddie share a bed and Eddie has dreams that are driving Buck crazy.
Bookmarked by Shroomhead
20 Jun 2026
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Afraid of Losing you, and I get Rageful by kidkasora (Pdeter_Pdarker)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Nov 2025
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There's an insistent tapping on Buck's face, and Buck's eyes drift open back up towards-
"Eddie," he says, maybe slurring through his name. It doesn't feel right, as if the words are buffering somewhere between his brain and mouth.
"Eyes on me," Eddie says, except it splits somewhere down the middle.
He has a determined look on his face, the one he wears when he's trying to make sense of a bad call, mouth set and ticked down at the corner. Buck knows that look as surely as he knows how to breathe, the same way his heart knows how to beat. Eddie is gravity, the pull at the center of Buck's world, and even now, when Buck can't find his footing, he can't help but be drawn toward him.
Behind Eddie's eyes, Buck sees fear.
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On the way to a routine call, the 118 engine is involved in a major lateral impact collision. It's confronting for Buck and Eddie, in more ways than one.
Bookmarked by Shroomhead
19 Jun 2026
