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Aftermath of Revelations (2x15)
Spencer tells the team about what happened, but leaves out the one part he's embarrassed about. He doesn't need them to know that he was drugged and that he's possibly addicted.
(Basically just Spencer being in the hospital, telling the team about what he went through and getting the actual support he should've got.)
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09 Jul 2026
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“...My husband here is always talking about coming to this restaurant.” Buck tells the waiter, holding his breath while waiting for Eddie’s response.
Eddie blushes immediately, “Yeah, I just love the food…” he says, nodding. Buck’s heart skips. He thinks Eddie will leave it at that, but he adds to the lie, “See, we’re celebrating our wedding anniversary tonight.”
(Or, Buck and Eddie keep referring to each other as husbands, it’s undoubtedly nice… They’re not together, no. It’s a best friend thing.)
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04 Jul 2026
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“He doesn’t sleep.” The sentence ripped out of Buck before he could stop it. Tears threatened to spill as he brought his hand up, waving it around like it could solve all his problems. Admitting to his failure made him feel like a monster. “We’ve tried melatonin, tea, extra bedtime stories, exercising— Nothing works. Nothing works and Eddie, I am so fucking tired.”
Pathetic. He was pathetic. Almost every new parent went through a phase where their kid barely slept. Everyone else could handle it, including Maddie and Chim, so why couldn’t he? How did they push through feeling so beyond sick, that left and right and up and down all looked the same?
Earlier, he swore he saw the version of Daniel he saw in his coma dream lurking behind him. Did they see ghosts too?
A soft thumb ran over his cheek. Buck couldn’t stop himself from leaning into it.
“Baby,” Eddie whispered, soft and oh-so-concerned. In no universe did Buck deserve him. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
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Or the one where Theo has kept Buck awake for four days straight, and Eddie won't let him fall any further.
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- Part 14 of Buck + Eddie
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02 Jul 2026
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“Didn’t know you were seeing someone.”
Buck just laughs. Like, honest to god giggles. Eddie is stuck fighting off doubly massive waves of butterflies and confusion, all while Buck just gazes down at him.
“That’s cute,” he hears Buck mumble, just before climbing into the truck, calling Eddie after him.
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or, everyone knows eddie is dating buck except for eddie, literally.
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01 Jul 2026
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Buck hid a deadly part of his past from the team. Now, a couple of months post-lawsuit, he's alone when his past catches up to him. He does what he must to survive, everyone deals with the fallout.
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- Part 1 of Through Hell
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26 Jun 2026
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It hits Buck in the Costco frozen pizza aisle on a Wednesday morning in the middle of October.
I wanna hold his hand, Buck thinks, followed immediately by What the fuck?, and punctuated with a No, seriously, what the fuck was that?
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or: Buck realizes he's in love with Eddie, promptly crashes out about it, cries about it, and then fucks Eddie nasty and tender about it, in that orderBookmarked by ShulesWriter77
23 Jun 2026
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Evan Buckley can only watch as Eddie Diaz, his best friend and the man he secretly loves, is shot in the street by a sniper's bullet. But Buck can save Eddie, pulling him to safety under a firetruck and keeping him alive till he gets to hospital. While Eddie lies unconscious in his hospital bed, Buck steps up to look after Christopher, to keep the rest of his team safe.
But Buck is struggling. Traumatised by the shooting, he finds it difficult to move forward. Buck was so close to Eddie when he was shot that he was covered in blood. On his face, on his clothes, in his hair. In his mouth. Now, everything he tries to eat or drink tastes of blood.
Eddie's blood.
How long can Buck keep going when he's struggling to eat and drink? How can he be the support Chris needs if he can't function?
And how long can he go on pretending he doesn't have feelings for his best friend, when he can't imagine being able to cope without him.
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Eddie gets shot and Buck struggles in the aftermath, his trauma stopping him eating or drinking till he's well past crisis point. And what will Eddie say when he returns to consciousness?
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21 Jun 2026
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Hovering his thumb over the link, Ravi hesitates for just a moment. Fandom is sacred to some people. It saves lives, even if "normal people" refuse to admit it. Suddenly, Ravi feels like he's overstepping boundaries, because fan-fiction is apart of some people's identities. You learn of a character and relate or love them so much, they gain a part of your soul. Like Ravi with Spider-Man. Like Christopher with Super-Man. Like Buck with…whoever he wrote or read about.
It could simply just be a reader account, Ravi thinks. Maybe all that typing was a comment gushing about how well someone did? And even if it was a writing account, all Ravi would do is look at it. Right?
Right.
Ravi finds Buck's private AO3 account, where Buck writes fan-fiction about Eddie being in love with him. He decides to do something about it.
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- Part 4 of buddie gifts ᥫ᭡.
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20 Jun 2026
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Eddie didnt fall asleep immediately though, googling the demisexual and gay flags. He saved the photos, taking a deep breath, putting his phone on the charger with shaky hands.
The next day at work, he found Ravi alone doing inventory. "Ravi?" Eddie asked quietly, Ravi looking at him curiously.
"Could- Could you make me an armband with these?" He asked shakily, showing Ravi the flags on his phone.
It took Ravi a moment before his eyes widened. "Wait," he said quietly, Eddie smiling terrified.
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Ravi suggests the 118 go to pride that year, and Eddie decides its time to be him
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19 Jun 2026
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Buck’s vision was starting to blur at the edges, a dark vignette creeping in like smoke. His hand fumbled for Eddie’s sleeve but didn’t quite make contact. He slumped further down, back pressing against the base of the table, trying to stay quiet. Trying not to make this worse.
His fingers came away from his chest, soaked in red.
No one had seen it yet.
And Buck couldn’t find the air to call out.
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The 118 only meant to attend a gala—but by the end of the night, Buck was shot, and nothing was ever the same again.
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03 Jun 2026
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Buck leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “Eddie,” he muttered, and Eddie was smiling like this was all very amusing. “Are you telling me you trained until you could bench my weight just in case you needed to pick me up one day?”
“Not needed,” Eddie said, leaning closer. “In case I wanted to. Which I did. Do. So—do you want me to carry you to the shower, Buck?”
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In which Buck struggles to take a shower with the press of chronic pain, and Eddie has an accessible bathroom, and Buck is too embarrassed to admit it makes his life easier, so he lies about a broken shower.
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- Part 1 of roseblood
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02 Jun 2026
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“Why are you acting like this isn’t a big deal?” His voice was raised, but he wasn’t yelling. “Buck, you have been living out of a storage unit for weeks! You’re in pain, you’re hungry, and you’re— You’re homeless. You have no home."
Eddie had such a way with words. You have no home. Very nice of him.
“What do you want me to do, Eddie?” He put the measuring cup down with enough force that it bounced to the floor. “Breakdown and cry? Get on my knees and beg someone for a loan? I took what I could.”
“No, you didn’t.” Eddie’s cursed index finger came up, pointing right at Buck’s chest. “Because you didn’t tell anyone! We would’ve helped you. I would’ve helped you.”
“I don’t want anyone’s help,” Buck pressed. “I got myself into this situation, and I can get myself out. I always do.”
Eddie held both his hands up, but they dropped as something dawned on him. Misery flooded his features. “You took over my lease.”
The last thing Buck wanted to do was make Eddie feel guilty. His decisions put him where he was— Nobody else’s. Still, his head fell. “Yeah, Eddie. I did.”
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Or the one where Buck has no choice but to move into a storage unit, and Eddie finds out.
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- Part 12 of Buck + Eddie
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30 May 2026
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"You okay?" Eddie asked.
“No, I’m not okay.”
“Okay, tell me what’s wrong?”
"What's wrong is that me telling you all of this makes me feel worse because I don't want to be exhausting anymore.”
"Wait, wait, slow down. Exhausting? Who said—"
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buck experiences chronic pain in his leg from the accident and doesn’t tell anyone
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27 May 2026
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You Never Really Knew Me (And I Don't Want You To) by SilentFootsteps
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 Apr 2025
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The Buckley parents are back in town, and like a bad omen, Buck's chronic pain flares up.
or, amputee!Buck and the mortifying ordeal of your parents not realising you lost your leg.
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26 May 2026
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There’s weight across him, an arm draped loosely but firmly over his torso, the faint, steady rhythm of someone else’s breathing brushing against his skin.
Skin against skin. No barrier, no layers, nothing between them except heat and contact.
Why is Eddie...
Oh my god.
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Buck wakes up hungover in a hotel room after Chim’s bachelor party, realizes he and Eddie had a very real hookup… and immediately spirals into panic because now he’s convinced Eddie was just drunk and he’s single-handedly ruined their entire relationship.
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20 May 2026
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I'll Say I Love You (And Mean It This Time) by leastproblematicintern
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
24 Jun 2026
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Buck's not sure what he expected: silence, most definitely, perhaps some localized pain from the burns and the force of the blast.
Not this.
He can't hear the beeping of the machines or the raised voices of the nurses and doctors. He can't hear Eddie or Maddie or anyone he knows trying to find out what's happening over the chaos. He can't hear anything at all except the ringing, the ringing, the ringing.
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After an incident at work leaves Buck near-completely deaf, Buck and Eddie have to navigate a new version of life while also ignoring the giant elephant in the room.
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20 May 2026
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“He’s not my boyfriend! He’s Eddie! He’s a renter, and he’s straight,” Buck said proudly, as if that clarified anything.
The reporter hesitated. “So he was there because...?”
“He’s a paramedic,” Buck said, nodding solemnly. “Well, he used to be my firefighter partner, and now he’s someone else’s paramedic partner, which is fine, I guess. I miss him, though. He’s… he’s kind of my favorite person.”
The reporter blinked, caught somewhere between touched and deeply uncomfortable. “Well, it’s a good thing he was there!”
Buck brightened, grinning wide and loopy. “Yeah, isn’t he the best? Man, I love him. And not just in a straight renter way. In a bisexual homeowner way. I just bought a house, you know!”
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Breaking News: Local firefighter survives home invasion, confesses feelings for his partner on painkillers, and it's aired on the news. Sources confirm: it’s very gay.Bookmarked by ShulesWriter77
19 May 2026
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Before Buck can go back to work after recovering from his injuries from the ladder truck crushing his leg, he finds himself struggling in more ways than one, leading to him having to move back into his Jeep after he thought he'd never have to again. Struggling to believe he deserves the help he needs, he keeps this secret to himself, accepting that maybe it's just what he deserves.
just an fyi this is very much not a character bashing fic! we love all of the 118 firehouse crew here
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17 May 2026
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How Not to Date Your Best Friend: A Study in Trying Too Hard by MoonlitLullaby
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 Mar 2026
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Eight years of friendship, one first date, and exactly zero idea how to act like a normal human being. They know each other’s scars, secrets, and habits. But nothing could have prepared them for the chaos, nerves, and unexpected sweetness of their very first date.
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Buck and Eddie are about to discover that loving your best friend is the easiest thing in the world, but dating them? Not so much.
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12 May 2026
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Buck and Eddie have been dating for four weeks, completely in secret. Only two people know outside of the couple. Christopher, and Frank, Eddie’s therapist. Eddie had only just figured out he loved Buck, let alone that he was gay. So they sneaked around, finding secrecy fun.
But soon enough Buck and Eddie grow tired of hiding what they are, and Eddie tries to figure out if he’s ready to tell everybody. He eventually goes to Hen for Queer Older Sister Advice.
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- Part 13 of 911 fics
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09 May 2026