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  1. SAP 4 U by

    Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    30 May 2026

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  2. Lily and Jane's Reddit Adventures by

    Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    21 Feb 2026

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    “Me finding out that instead of mysterious and cool, people think I’m autistic and lesbian.”

    Ilya and Shane get Reddit’s advice under the aliases Lily and Jane. Things spiral from there….

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  3. Secrets by ,

    Fandom Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types

    28 Mar 2017

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  4. Secrets by

    Fandom Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan

    27 Oct 2015

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    hungry for some kind of release by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    02 Jun 2026

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    “I hope that left a bruise,” he says when they crouch down for the face off. “I would like to see it.”

    Shane’s chewing on his mouth guard with an intensity he knows only comes at the end of a tense game. “Fuck you,” Shane says with a muffled voice.

    “Yes. That,” he shoots back, tensing as the ref drops the puck.

    Shane swoops it to the right and he’s chasing after him again. This time he slams Shane even harder into the boards. So hard he can hear the breath leaving the man’s body and it zings through him with a heat he finds so delicious. The kind that only Shane can provide.

    Or the five times they use hockey as foreplay during Ilya's last season as a Raider and the one time they don't.

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    Bookmarked by BetterNameToCome (SpoonDeficiency)

    02 Jun 2026

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    Second Line by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    28 Feb 2026

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    Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."

    Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."

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    Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    The Distance Between Us by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    30 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.

    Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.

    So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.

    After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Breaking News: We Like Each Other by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    02 May 2026

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    In the offseason, a steamy video of Shane and Ilya dancing at a club goes viral. Already out and married for years at this point, the first husbands of hockey can't believe this is news. For once, it's Shane whose media responses blow it up even further. Ilya’s not about to let an opportunity to compete with Shane go to waste.

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    The rivalry still hasn't died, they just find new ways to keep it going. Why choose silence when you can choose violence?

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Headlines by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    24 May 2026

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    “I’m not sure of the exact reasons Montreal has, but the League needs a distraction from the bad press.” Laurenti’s face twists with disapproval. “Crowell’s known to be friendly with the Morin family, they own the Metros. Crowell must have asked for a favor and who knows what he’s promised them in return. Who better to distract from a scandal than Canada’s favorite son?”

    The realization hits Ilya like a punch to the solar plexus.

    “They’re trading Shane fucking Hollander?” Reilly questions with utter disbelief. It takes a half second more before he follows the question with another. “We’re signing him?”

    -

    News that Dallas Kent, up and coming star center for the Toronto Guardians, is wanted for murder breaks during the Sochi Olympics.

    Neither Shane nor Ilya have any idea that it will change their lives.

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    08 Jun 2026

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