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Such a Loveable Lamb to Me by silversurfer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 May 2026
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One Russian summer, just the one, and Ilya comes back to find that Shane has discovered kink.
What the fuck.
(Part 1 is required reading for this work.)
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- Part 2 of My Moon My Man
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- English
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- 4/4
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Bookmarked by BetterNameToCome (SpoonDeficiency)
12 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander has every aspect of his life under control: his diet, his training, his sexuality.
But when he’s forced to share a room with his rival for the number one draft pick, Ilya Rozanov, he begins to question every rule he thought he had perfected.
Including the one where he would never want a man. Or worse, Ilya Rozanov.
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Or: one year of college changes the trajectory of Shane Hollander’s life.
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- English
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Bookmarked by BetterNameToCome (SpoonDeficiency)
11 Jun 2026
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A Completely Fictional Character by Strawberry2309
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is perfectly capable of identifying flaws.
He can identify flaws in his game.
Flaws in his team's systems.
Flaws in the way hockey romance novels portray professional athletes.
What he cannot identify, despite overwhelming evidence, is the reason every character he writes keeps turning into Ilya Rozanov.
A story about hockey, fiction, denial, and all the things Shane would rather not think about.
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"You can tell me to stop," Ilya murmurs. "I will stop."
Shane closes his eyes.
"I met a woman today," he says instead. "She was really—cold. Her hand was cold." Shane shakes his head minutely, as much as he can manage in Ilya's grip on him. "I— I don't know."
"And my hand?" Ilya asks softly.
Shane opens his eyes again. "Not cold. Warm."
Ilya smiles. It doesn't look anything like the smirks and grins he was leveling Shane with inside. "Good."
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A time loop AU.
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Going Broke and Broken by Rebo758
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 May 2026
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In January 2017, the Montreal Voyageurs ceased to exist. The owner and GM vanished after embezzling $600 million into a crypto scheme, forcing the franchise into federal bankruptcy and immediate dissolution. Contracts were voided overnight. Shane hadn’t spoken to Ilya since the tuna melt incident. Now, with no team, Shane could end up anywhere, on opposite sides of the country, or in the same locker room as Ilya.
Fic inspired by Halt and Catch Fire by mashawisotsky
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- Part 3 of Inspired By... Hollanov
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- English
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- 40,554
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- 4/4
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Bookmarked by BetterNameToCome (SpoonDeficiency)
09 Jun 2026
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Take it Easy on Me by silversurfer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Apr 2026
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Against all odds and despite Boston taking home the cup, Shane wins MVP in Vegas.
In Penthouse 1, this is what he asks for.
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- Part 1 of My Moon My Man
Bookmarked by BetterNameToCome (SpoonDeficiency)
09 Jun 2026
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Say You'll Haunt Me by eddiemunsterwashere
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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The plane carrying the Voyageurs home from Houston crashes just after take-off.
Shane is on board.
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Data Analysis Complete by Writer_and_Thrasher
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Jun 2026
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Hayden wants it on the record that this is completely and totally, without question, Shane’s fault.
or, 5 times a FitBit gave Hayden some data, and 1 time he crunched the numbers on his own.
Bookmarked by BetterNameToCome (SpoonDeficiency)
09 Jun 2026
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i'm terrified that i might never have met me by moonamona
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Jun 2026
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"Playing hockey does not need to be everything to be happy, Shane."
Shane disagrees.
Unfortunately, the universe appears determined to prove Ilya right.
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The Distance Between Us by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.
Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.
So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.
After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.
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Breaking News: We Like Each Other by prailock
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 May 2026
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In the offseason, a steamy video of Shane and Ilya dancing at a club goes viral. Already out and married for years at this point, the first husbands of hockey can't believe this is news. For once, it's Shane whose media responses blow it up even further. Ilya’s not about to let an opportunity to compete with Shane go to waste.
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The rivalry still hasn't died, they just find new ways to keep it going. Why choose silence when you can choose violence?
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- Part 1 of Pure Meringue
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Second Line by NotRamona43
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."
Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."
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Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.- Language:
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Bookmarked by BetterNameToCome (SpoonDeficiency)
08 Jun 2026
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“I’m not sure of the exact reasons Montreal has, but the League needs a distraction from the bad press.” Laurenti’s face twists with disapproval. “Crowell’s known to be friendly with the Morin family, they own the Metros. Crowell must have asked for a favor and who knows what he’s promised them in return. Who better to distract from a scandal than Canada’s favorite son?”
The realization hits Ilya like a punch to the solar plexus.
“They’re trading Shane fucking Hollander?” Reilly questions with utter disbelief. It takes a half second more before he follows the question with another. “We’re signing him?”
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News that Dallas Kent, up and coming star center for the Toronto Guardians, is wanted for murder breaks during the Sochi Olympics.
Neither Shane nor Ilya have any idea that it will change their lives.
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“Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
Cliff gapes at him.In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.
But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.
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The Long Way Home by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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Shane can’t stand his college roommate and teammate, Ilya Rozanov. Can’t stand his arrogance and his messiness and his constant sleeping around.
But then the entire team, Shane included, welcomes their families to campus for Parents Weekend.
And Shane also can’t stand that Ilya is alone.
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Bookmarked by BetterNameToCome (SpoonDeficiency)
08 Jun 2026
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One Soul by Hollanov_Truther
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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"Hayden blinks. “You… you know. Your post last night. I hope I didn’t make you feel like you couldn’t tell me. I mean, I-I was always trying to set you up with Jackie’s friends, you could’ve told me then.” The pain in Hayden’s voice is palpable, but Shane can’t seem to care. Panic is slowly bubbling in his stomach. He feels his face drain of color.
“I-I posted something last night?” He whispers.
Hayden’s eyes widen, and he turns, if possible, even paler. “You… don’t remember?”"Or:
Shane accidentally comes out publicly while blackout drunk. Ilya comforts him and confessions ensue. Shortly after, Shane starts getting hit on by men everywhere. Online, by fans, even by the goddamn paparazzi. Ilya hates it.
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Bookmarked by BetterNameToCome (SpoonDeficiency)
07 Jun 2026
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unknowingly knowing by birdy1171
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jun 2026
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- Marlow Has Added Jane to the Conversation -
Marlow: Please don't tell Roz
Jane: O.O
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Lily: What the fuck is this?
Hayden: Oh-
I do not give permission for this work to be used or published elsewhere, even changed to work with a different shipping or fandom.
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Any show of this will be reported.Series
- Part 1 of The Many Things of Hollanov
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Told entirely through scrollable text messages between two hockey rivals who absolutely should not be doing this. But they do it anyway.
Hidden behind the names Jane and Lily, Shane and Ilya trade sarcasm, provocation, and bad decisions, until the conversations slide into reckless flirting, explicit suggestions, and messages sent way past the point of good judgment.
No filter, no restraint, no self-control. Just timestamps, ruined sleep schedules, and sexting that feels inevitable when neither of them knows how to stop pushing the other’s buttons.
________Chat conversations are displayed in the form of interactive scrolling HTML widgets.
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Commuting back and forth between Boston and Montreal is boring, flight delays are even worse. Even MORE boring are the amount of dick pics on a certain app as Ilya's looking for some entertainment. But then there is Shane, Shane is only 788 meters away. Shane is a bottom (allegedly) and Shane has the most aggressively straight profile Ilya has ever seen on a gay hookup app. He just needed to make sure he wasn't a straight who lost his way, that was the only reason he messaged him and agreed to meet him in an airport lounge.
It was the only reason they kept meeting up after that, just to make really really really sure he wasn't straight.
Shane is a Captain in this universe too.
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Loved to the Point of Scandal by livinginthestateofdreaming
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Jun 2026
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Lily is calling Shane for the first time ever, and it's in the middle of a rowdy locker room, and they haven't spoken in two months since the tuna melt and first names situation. Lily called twice before Shane was sent to press following a win. There he is asked about the leaked explicit photographs between himself and rival, Ilya Rozanov.
Ilya immediately flies to Montreal to face his feelings for Shane, no longer needing to hide in shadows as their lives become more public than ever. Russia cancels Ilya's passport and he becomes stuck in Canada, forcing both Shane and Ilya into decisions they were barely ready to make.
Ilya and Shane come to a head with their public personas as their true selves take shape for everyone to see. What they didn't know was how thrilling and freeing it would be to let go of everything that held them at arms length from the other, embracing the versions of themselves they see in each other instead of what prying public eyes decide to make of them.
Could it be possible to lose everything that defined them as rivals but gain something so much more in the love they hold each other?