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    Shane was looking down. His eyes were squeezed shut, his brow furrowed in intense, painful concentration. His lips were moving, silently shaping the words. Good. Night. Forming them slowly, carefully, in the secret space of his own mouth.

    Ilya’s breath hitched. He’d never seen this. Why would he have? Shane had never been sad around him. Never hurt. Never in this kind of quiet, defeated pain. Around Ilya, Shane had been pleasured and angry and frustrated and gloriously competitive. But never this. Never shattered.

    (or, everything is same but Shane has a slight stutter that gets bad when he's sad. Ilya has never heard it because Shane has never been sad around him. Until their night in Vegas.)

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    07 Jul 2026

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    "Dr. Hollander..." Luca's voice came out low, almost cautious. "I think there's a gestational sac."

    Shane stared at the student for a moment before letting out a short laugh.

    "Good try." He waved a dismissive hand. "Now tell me what's actually on the screen."

    No one answered.

    The silence sent a chill up the back of Shane's neck.

    He turned his head toward the monitor, expecting to find a cyst, an artifact, or anything else that would justify this collective reaction.

    It was a gestational sac.

    No.

    Or: Shane Hollander is a radiologist, an alpha, and happily married to another alpha. One routine teaching session leaves him with an impossible diagnosis and five students keeping the biggest secret in modern medicine.

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    07 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    [Ilya Rozanov yawns and stretches shirtless in his kitchen. Pajama pants hang low on his waist, and his hair is rumpled from sleep. He smiles and waves at the camera, and when he comes closer, he leans down so his face is level with the camera, his eyes bright even though he’s obviously tired.]

    Ilya: Good morning! It is ass o’clock, and I hate that I am awake, but today you are going to spend the day with me and my boyfriend. And I know what you are thinking, ‘what man could possibly be worthy of you, Ilya?’ and I get it. I ask myself this every day, but my boyfriend is very wonderful, even if he is much, much less famous than me and not nearly as good at hockey, and I think it’s about time you all get to know him. So, yay boyfriend reveal! And now I’m going to make him his disgusting breakfast smoothie, and then bring you along for our day together because my friend Harris Drover says I need more content on the internet, and what better way to do that than to tell you I’m bi, and that I have a boyfriend, and show you how disgustingly in love we are?

    [Ilya straightens so that his bare torso is the only thing in the frame, his abs flexing as he reaches over to turn on the blender.]

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    07 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 19

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    Shane lays on the ice and watches his fiancé shoot the puck past the voyageurs goalie and into the back of the net. The sound of the final buzzer follows shortly after, signifying the end of the plays off for the Montreal Voyageurs.

    All because Shane tripped, he tripped. And whilst a part of him knows that the team losing isn’t his fault, there is still a large part of him that feels responsible.

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    Shane trips during a play off game against the Ottawa centaurs. Back in the locker room, his teammates turn on him.

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    What if the voyageurs reacted even worse to Shane tripping during the playoffs.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    “Who are you talking to?” Sveta is looking with a raised eyebrow, at Ilya’s delighted face.

    “Ah, I am talking to my catfish.”

    “What do you mean, your catfish?” Ilya angles the phone so Sveta can see the shirtless picture on the screen.

    “This guy is pretending to be Shane Hollander on Grindr. It’s pretty funny. He’s cropped the face out, but he’s using pictures from the billboard next to my apartment.”

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is sure he's being catfished- why would the real Shane Hollander be on Grindr, talking to random university of Ottawa students? But the more he talks to Wayne, the more he starts to like him, and the more he wishes Wayne would just come clean so they can finally be together.

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    06 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 10

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    A misdelivered Valentine’s Day letter accidentally sparks a decade-long friendship between Olruggio and Qifrey, built on a secret Olruggio has never dared to correct. On the brink of graduation and terrified of being left behind, Olruggio finally confesses the truth, only to discover that Qifrey knew all along leading to a tender, long-awaited first night together.

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    06 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 90

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    ""Something to hopefully ease the pain.." Qifrey whispers as he runs one hand along Olruggio's cheek and sweeps the hair from his friend's forehead with the other. "Are you with the living?" He teases.

    Olruggio's body seems very much to protest the action, but with great effort he forces his eyes open, meeting Qifrey's own.

    All his body's prior hesitance is gone in an instant as Olruggio's eyes open wide as saucers. His face breaks out into a faint scarlet, warm to the touch and reaching the tips of his ears.

    "Whooa!" Olruggio slurs, reaching upwards to hold Qifrey's face with both hands. "You're beautifulll!"

    Oh dear."

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    OR, Olruggio is delirious and lovestruck after being sedated for a nasty burn wound, Qifrey is there to watch over him and take the brunt of his feelings

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander when asked about speculations of his boyfriend Ilya Rozanov ‘tanking’ on purpose to reunite with him in Providence : “...What? He gets an earful from me every time they send him down. He has lousy puck control and weak defense and needs to work on his shooting accuracy and you think I want it to stay that way? No I don't want my boyfriend to be a joke of a player, I'd like him to put decent enough numbers that he doesn't get moved up and down the NHL and the AHL like an idiot. Now leave me alone.”

    or: Ilya Rozanov is a mediocre fourth liner of the Boston Bears. When he gets outed, the internet theorizes he plays poorly on purpose. His boyfriend isn't amused.

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    06 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 37

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    Several of Olruggio’s patrons want to be his only patron. After having a witch of his renowned and skill only answering YOUR households calls was an excellent way to flaunt their status. After Olruggio drunkenly mentions his partner and their four daughters at an event, the patron’s realize the way to get Olruggio’s permit serves is not through flattery, wealth, land, or power, but rather through his family.

    Hence the new competition began. Who ever can convince Qifrey the witch to move his Atelier to their lands wins.

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    06 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 44

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    5 Times Qifrey and Olruggio Experience Parenting Moments + 1 Time The Girls Parent Them
    1. Anxiety
    2. Crushes
    3. Periods
    4. Santa (or the in-universe equivalent)
    5. "The Talk"
    +1 Crushes Part 2

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    06 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 37

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    In a field of white and purple flowers, Olruggio keeps his feelings buried deep within his chest. An alpha falling in love with another alpha is taboo.

    Qifrey keeps a secret of his own. He, too, is in love with his best friend

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    Olruggio is hopelessly in love with another alpha, the owner of the atelier.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Hayden Pike and his group chat of coworkers are pretty sure their new manager Shane has a parasocial obsession with a professional hockey player.

    He talks about him constantly, knows everything about him, watches every game, and even has candid photos of him that are definitely not available through conventional sources. So naturally, they decide to intervene to find him a man who actually knows he exists.

    Shane, for his part, has no idea what they're talking about.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Boston Raiders, has a boyfriend. A definitely real, suspiciously (and boringly) handsome, conveniently offline, consistently unable to meet up in real life boyfriend.

    Who lives in Canada.

    Unfortunately for him, absolutely no one believes him.

    The more serious Ilya gets about his Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️, the more concerned his teammates become that someone either needs to call MTV and get him on the next episode of Catfish or that he's slowly losing his mind.

    Shane Hollander is, fortunately, very real, very sarcastic, and increasingly delighted that an entire NHL locker room seems to think that he's a government psyop to distract Ilya from his game.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    5 times Shane's loved ones beg him to drop the smoking habit he's picked up + the 1 time he decides to say he will.

    AKA: Shane starts smoking in his desperation to remind himself of Ilya during their split. Everyone else worries about it-- Ilya included.

    1. Rose
    2. Hayden + Jackie
    3. Theriault
    4. News article
    5. His parents
    +1. Ilya <3

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Riley (Detroit): Is it too late to retire

    Riley (Detroit): Hayes what’s Hollander’s address and where can you buy a gun in Ottawa

    Hayes (Ottawa): HELLO?

    Riley (Detroit): I’m going to kill myself in front of him because WHAT WAS THAT

    St-Simon (Boston): I thought you were being dramatic until I checked the score wdym 6-1 😭😭😭😭

    Riley (Detroit): so many emojis from someone whose address is in my phone

    St-Simon (Boston): 🤐🤐🤐

    or, the goalies get revenge on drapeau for inflicting the horror that is a hollanov power play on the rest of the league (cameos from the censhome gc).

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    06 Jul 2026

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    And Ilya does come back, still avoiding Shane's eyes. Takes off his ring and gets his charger and just as he was stepping out of the room, hand on the handle – because he knows Shane only sleeps when the door is closed – Shane finally speaks up. 

     

    “Can I at least have a goodnight kiss?”

     

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    Shane and Ilya's first big fight as a married couple.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    "Hey can I see you all in the lounge tomorrow? I have a new idea for a promo video."

    Or, Harris gathers the team to play Kiss, Marry, Kill.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Ilya's face split into a wide grin. It made his eyes sparkle. Shane wanted to kiss him very badly. "Oh. Oh. You are very drunk."

    "I wouldn't say very drunk. I'm normal drunk." Shane corrected, stepping closer to Ilya until they were barely centimeters apart. Shane reached up and wrapped his arms around Ilya's neck. They were so close and he smelled so good. Shane breathed him in for a second. Fuck, he had missed him so badly. It had only been two weeks, but it felt like forever.

    "I missed you too." Ilya whispered. Wait, had Shane said that out loud? Oops. Maybe he was very drunk. "More than you know."

    Or, the transition from friends with benefits to lovers is far from seamless.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    “Sweetheart, your pretty little head is so silly. For every photocard I make of ugly hockey men, I make two of my gorgeous, radiant, pulchritudinous boyfriend. Sometimes three.”

    A smile breaks through the heated haze of Shane’s expression. “You’ve been using the thesaurus Dad got you for Christmas?”

    “I will beat Yuna Hollander at Scrabble one day,” Ilya declares against Shane’s hip bone.

    In the year between the Cottage and the Centaurs, Ilya misses Shane more than ever. Svetlana’s teenage cousin offers a coping method: Kpop-style Shane Hollander photocards to stare at all day long. It's a shame carrying around pictures of fellow hockey players is just not socially acceptable.

    …At least, not yet.
     
    (AKA: Ilya's mission to desensitize the hockey world to his Hollander fanboyisms, and the NHL players that suffer for it.)

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    04 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 20

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    A sharp and loud cracking sound booms from outside of his window, tearing him from his frozen state of panic, and Shane whips his head around just in time to watch as a piece of the wing is torn backwards into the air before more parts of metal start to wobble and then strip away from the aircraft, disintegrating before his very eyes.

    “Shane.” Ilya’s voice is suddenly there, loud and clear of the sounds of the screaming plane engines and the howling storm outside. “Shane. Shane, look at me, look at me please.”

    Shane isn’t in control of his body now, puppeteered by an outside force as he shrinks and curls up with an almighty wrenching sense of dread. His head turns without him telling to do so, and whatever it was that was moving him guides him towards Ilya’s voice like it were a beacon; something within him that knows to seek out the comfort of his husband that was sitting right beside him.

    Ilya.

    He sobs again and winds his fingers around his as tight as he possibly can.

    or: shane and ilya's island tour plane goes down during their babymoon and they must do everything they can in order to survive and make it back home to their baby that's waiting for them

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    04 Jul 2026

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